I looked at Lin Baiyuan in a daze, everything was like a dream!

"Bai Yuan, don't play such a joke with me!"

However, in the face of my words, Lin Baiyuan looked serious, and said with burning eyes: "Wei Ran, do you really think I'm joking with you?"

yes, he doesn't look like he's kidding me at all!

"Bai Yuan, we are friends, I don't want you to gamble on your lifelong happiness in order to sympathize with me or feel guilty!"

Once, because of escaping Mo Yunqian, I married Lu Shaofan.

But that marriage made me understand a truth, if you don't love that person, don't delay his happiness!

Lin Baiyuan shook his head amusedly.

"My happiness?Wei Ran, you also know that I once had a marriage, and after the divorce, I also wanted to go over to find the happiness that really belongs to me, but after searching for so many years, I have never found it!"

Lin Baiyuan's eyes flashed with a dim light.

Suddenly, he held my hand tightly.

"Look, you're a sad person, and I haven't been able to find the right person for me, so it's better for us to get married and give each other a harbor, at least when you're hurt, you still have a place to go!"

At this moment, the scene of Mo Yunqian and that woman being together kept coming to my mind.

They look really warm and happy, but I feel as if I have been abandoned by the whole world, and Lin Baiyuan has become my last straw!

"Bai Yuan, do you love me?"

I looked at him with some self-deploration.

Lin Baiyuan looked at me with a heavy gaze, and he fell silent.

Love?

Of course love, it's just that he has never dared to love, knowing that loving her will only cause her trouble, and even ruin the friendship between them, so he has always hidden the feelings in his heart.

"Bai Yuan, marriage is not child's play! I'm already in pain, I can't let you suffer with me anymore, you know?"

Seeing me say this, Lin Baiyuan smiled and said: "What are you thinking nonsense? You have to ask me if I love you, there is love between friends, I love you, and I love you as a friend! If it wasn't for me, maybe you and Mo Yunqian wouldn't have missed these two years, maybe you would have found your happiness a long time ago!"

Hearing Lin Baiyuan say this, I shook my head mockingly.

"It's not because of you! if he can't wait for two years, then even if I am with him in the first place, maybe in the end we will still end in tragedy!"

Once, in order to escape, in order to have someone to love and protect me, I selfishly agreed to Lu Shaofan's marriage proposal and married him, but from beginning to end, I never gave him my love, and in the end, we still ended in divorce!

Today's Lin Baiyuan is like the second Lu Shaofan, the only difference is that Lin Baiyuan doesn't love me, and I am most glad for this!

"In the past two years, although my body has suffered a heavy blow, but I have always let myself live in a positive and optimistic state, Bai Yuan, the people who give me hope are not only Mo Yunqian and Sihan, but also you, it is you who stay by my side every day, encourage me to help me, and I can face the world with a smile every day! Mo Yunqian got married, this incident did destroy all my faith in him, but I don't have the motivation to live without him, I am not the childish ghost who is carried away by love!"

Mo Yunqian made me feel heartbroken, painful, and broken.

However, I have survived such a torment for two years, and I once thought that I might not be able to be a normal person again, but now I have done it!

I stretched out my hand towards Lin Baiyuan.

He lifted me up and I stood up.

In front of him, I staggered forward step by step.

"Although...... I can't walk as steadily as a normal person yet, but if I give me time, I'll be just like you!"

Lin Baiyuan looked at me distressedly, and I walked hard, sweating profusely.

"Wei Ran, take a break!"

He persuaded me that even though every step I took was so painful and every step was at risk of falling, I still gritted my teeth and persevered!

"Bai Yuan, I'm not a child anymore, I'm an adult, except for Mo Yunqian, I still have relatives and friends by my side, even if it's pain, even if it's torment, I won't let myself fall again! And I'm so strong, it's all your credit, it's your optimism and your warmth, so I've always maintained a positive attitude, so I'm already very satisfied with friends like you, and I don't need marriage as my haven!"

I gasped heavily as I spoke.

Seeing me say this, Lin Baiyuan looked hesitant and said, "Wei Ran, do you really think so?"

Lin Baiyuan didn't believe that I would come out of my grief so quickly.

His suspicions were not wrong, and my grief would not be easily dispelled, but I had long since learned how to hide my grief and tell others that I was strong and that I could get through it myself.

"Bai Yuan, don't mention marriage to me again in the future, I still think that I can eat your wedding wine in the future!"

I looked at him with a pale look and a smile on my face.

Lin Baiyuan looked at me, his brows furrowed tightly.

"Wei Ran, I didn't want you to be so strong, I can really protect you, if you want to cry and feel uncomfortable, you can tell me!"

Hearing this, I looked at Lin Baiyuan with amusement.

"So you're going to be my garbage recycling bin, and even if you want to, I'm not going to!"

Xu didn't expect me to make such a joke with him, Lin Boyuan looked at me helplessly.

Then I looked at him again and said, "Okay Bai Yuan, you have a task to return to China this time, if you keep accompanying me, won't you delay your own work?" I am now at home, you, hurry up to the hospital to do your business!"

I tried to get him to leave.

Seeing that my attitude was so resolute, Lin Baiyuan pursed his lips tightly.

"Can you really?"

He asked again, uncertainly.

I nodded at him.

"Don't worry, I can do it!"

Immediately, Lin Baiyuan raised his eyebrows slightly, "Okay then!"

He said as he stood up.

"It's time for me to go about my business, but if you need my help with anything, I'll be there for you as soon as possible!"

Hearing this, I laughed and said, "Okay, I will!"

Lin Baiyuan smiled faintly.

"You'd better be, if you hide it from me, I won't forgive you!"