Chapter 18 Mid-Autumn Festival
Do you like it, or don't like it, how dare you say it easily.
After going back that day, Xiao Centrifugal did not calm down for a long time, she listened to Fang Yi's apology, looked at a big boy of one meter seven or eight standing in front of her and crying like a child, listening to him say how he was pulled on the train by his parents, in order to come back to find Qu Qing almost jumped off the train, and was finally found by the conductor and dragged back, listening to him say that his mother knelt and cried and begged him not to destroy his future, he was soft-hearted, and his heart was dead, even if he went back, Xiaoqing would not forgive him, he vowed to break out of the sky, and then go back to marry Qu Qing home.
Xiaoli burst into tears, she felt sad and helpless, yes, they missed each other when they were young, who can they blame, blame them for liking each other, or blame them for the throbbing in their hearts that night, or blame themselves for leaving Xiaoqing too hard, what qualifications does she have to blame Fang Yi, he is so young, so weak, his mother kneels in front of him, he is the only son of two old men, the only hope, if it is replaced by her, will she not bear it.
Fate will not give you the opportunity to choose again, if Cheng Zimu did not leave, if she did not give up and moved, whether all this would not happen, right and wrong, right and wrong, it has long been indistinguishable, leaving behind nothing but a heart full of scars and hopeless sorrow.
Their beautiful town, now, left in their memories of each other, only a dazzling red in the snow, maybe time will erase everything, no matter whether they will meet again in the future, can continue the frontier, there is no way to check, can only be left to fate.
The once heart-warming youth, the once intoxicating throbbing, and the once unspeakable youth have long been dusty in that cold winter.
Xiaoli did not return to Qingmei Town during the Mid-Autumn Festival, but she asked Cheng Zimu to pick up Xing Mo, her mother was unwilling, Xing Mo pleaded again and again to succeed, the two met, without Qu Qing, in the bed at night, the two girls hugged each other and cried fiercely.
Chen Yan heard that Xiaoli's best friend came to Beijing, and he had to take a group of people out to eat at night, which coincided with the Mid-Autumn Festival, Grandpa Cheng and Grandma Cheng went to their comrades' houses, and several people went to the most famous Haidilao to eat hot pot.
Xing Mo and Xu Ying are both quiet, but Xu Ying has a strong aura by nature, gentle and generous, in contrast, Xing Mo has a bit of the delicate spirit of a small jasper family in the south of the Yangtze River, Xiaoli felt that Chen Yan was humming and chirping and had nothing to say to Xing Mo chatting, rolled his eyes countless times and slapped over, "Chen Yan, you don't provoke my family Momo, you stay away from her, dare to bully her, I will clean you up." ”。
A carload of people laughed, and the two of them quarreled along the way to the hotel, Cheng Zimu did not follow, and was escorted to the old comrade-in-arms by Grandpa Cheng, saying that there was something to say, Xiaoli pulled Xing Mo to sit next to Yang Minglang, thinking that it was safer to be next to the senior, Yang Minglang seemed to see through her mind and gave her a reassuring smile.
Chen Yan was enthusiastic, when did Xing Mo receive this offensive, and said thank you to Chen Yan who added food to him, his face turned red, and Xiao Li kept scolding him, but he stared at Xing Mo with a smile from beginning to end.
"Our Chen Shao won't be a spring heart, I've never seen such a cute little girl as Momo. Mo Qiao sandwiched the food for Chu Xin, touched Chen Yan, and laughed in a low voice.
"Get out of the calf, take care of your man's wife, you don't have to worry about the master's affairs. Chen Yan blushed. dc5689792e
Mo Qiao immediately pulled his girlfriend and whispered, and the two of them laughed wildly, but in the end, Yang Minglang stopped it softly.
After eating, Xing Mo was reluctant to go to the bar, so he dragged Xiaoli home, Chen Yan sent the two of them back in a hurry, and stuffed the two boxes of moon cakes in the car into Xing Mo's hands with a panicked face.
Sitting on the bed, Xiaoli dried Xing Mo's hair and pulled her to chat.
"Momo, don't pay attention to Chen Yan, Ya is a scourge, when I see the little girl, I want to tease, he will recruit you again, I stew him. ”
Xing Mo raised his head, his eyes flickering and he looked at Xiao Li silently.
"What's wrong?" Xiao Li looked puzzled.
"No, I just think that you are talking differently than before, and, Xiaoli, seeing that you are very happy with them, I am relieved, I originally thought that Xiaoqing's matter, but now I see that you are doing well and have made new friends, I am very happy for you. Xing Mo lowered his head and whispered
"Oh, I've been poor with them for a long time, and I can't change it unconsciously, and I won't talk about it after you don't get used to it. Xiao Li smiled.
"I don't mean that, I'm really happy for you, I can see that they like you very much, treat you as a friend, and take care of you, I'm really happy. Xing Mo hurriedly shook his head.
"Oh~ My Momo shouldn't be jealous, don't worry, no matter how good they are, you will always be the NO.1 on my friend's list, and no one can shake the position of the helper. Xiaoli patted his chest.
"Then what about ,,, Chengzimu, you guys, how about it. Xing Mo was cautious.
"He doesn't count, he is at most an eighteenth generation disciple, he makes me angry all day long, and the two of us fight every day. Xiao Li waved his hand, but his eyes were full of smiles.
Xing Mo looked at Xiao Li's smiling eyes, and his face darkened, "Xiao Li, what will happen to you and him ,,, future, tell me, I know you are holding it in your heart." ”
Xiaoli was stunned, pretending to be indifferent and moved his buttocks, pulled Xing Mo to his side, and leaned on her shoulder, "Momo, in fact, it's not that I hold back and don't tell you what is in my heart, because I don't know, before leaving, my father and grandfather all told me that we are not the same world, I vaguely guessed some, my mother was sacrificed in the war, for which my father was sad for half his life, I think they don't want me to suffer from gains and losses in the future, Cheng Zimu is destined to take the road of being a soldier, his family's background, and his life in the future." I'm afraid it's all in the army, my dad definitely doesn't want me to suffer, and I never talked to him, when I first came here, I was accidentally moved by him, so many years used to him playing around him, so my brain ran here as soon as I was hot, and I really didn't think about what would happen in the future. ”。
"You, do you like him?" Xing Mo's voice lowered.
"Like? I don't know if I like it, that is, get used to it, Momo, you know, habit is really terrible, see or not, I feel uncomfortable, maybe I like him, but, he didn't mention it to me, although he followed me in everything, but the two of us, really didn't mention this topic, you also saw it, there are many beautiful girls in Beijing, Xu Ying tonight, I like him very much, you know, when I first met her, her name was Chengzimu Amu, I really wanted to shoot her, but then I contacted the girl very well, and I didn't stand to do it, so let's do it, one day at a time, I still have to go to college, and between four years, many things will changeMaybe some habits, slowly, will change. Xiao Li rested his hands on his lap, leaning on Momo, for the first time, he said what was in his heart, Xing Mo didn't speak for a long time, and after a long time, he gently flattened Xiao Li, covered the quilt for her, looked at her sleeping face, and couldn't calm down for a long time.
Xiaoli, do you know that a person's habits are difficult to change, not to mention more than ten years of habits, Xiaoli, you haven't paid attention to yourself, when you talk about Cheng Zimu, the corners of your eyes and eyebrows are warm smiles, Xiaoli, in fact, you don't know that you like him very much, Cheng Zimu, everyone can see that he likes you, from a very early age.
But you don't know it, I like him too, and from a very early age, you don't know what you will do in the future, and how do I know how I will deal with my feelings in the future?
Of course, Xiaoli couldn't hear her heart, but outside the quiet door, Cheng Zimu, who came back from outside, stood outside Xiaoli's door, hearing the confusion and uneasiness in her heart, hearing what she said maybe she liked herself, she fell into a deep sadness, thinking of the comrade-in-arms that his grandfather took him to see tonight, what he told him, he squatted down tired and a little helpless, leaning against the wall.
Xiaoli, the parting is getting closer and closer, how can I convince myself that I can't be by your side for so many years in the future.
Xiaoli, do you know, I like you, a long time ago, it started, but between us, where is the future, or there is no future at all.