Chapter 20: The Past Is Unbearable

After a day of training, Jiang Rongrong and the four of them were so tired that they didn't want to move when they lay on the bed.

Wei Xinyang shouted weakly: "I said Brother Glory! Where did you offend that Qin Xianhe? Isn't this a clear intention to rectify you? I said did you abandon Qin Xianhe's daughter from the beginning?"

Qin Zheng also responded weakly: "Nonsense, where did Qin Xianhe come from! It seems that more than ten years ago, Qin Xianhe was still a captain in the Northwest Military Region, at that time, a group of foreign agents wanted to arrest Qin Xianhe and his wife and niece who had just passed the door, and wanted to coerce Qin Xianhe to help them do something, Qin Xianhe's wife is also a fierce heroine, and she was arrested by foreign agents in order to save her niece, but she would rather die than be captured alive, so in the end, she ...... And Qin Xianhe did not marry again after that, this matter was widely recited in our northwest province, and everyone admired Mrs. Qin's fierceness and loyalty. How can a deceased wife have a daughter?"

Wei Xinyang was stunned, and sighed gloomily: "I admire this kind of loyal person the most in my life, I have been in the mall for a long time, and I can't deal with this kind ......of loyal person at all, not a person in a circle, who is not an extremely treacherous person in the shopping mall? In that case, then why did Qin Xianhe target Brother Glory so much?"

The three of them were very puzzled and looked at the glory.

Jiang Rongrong sighed: "You ask me, who am I asking! If it weren't for the introduction of the third child, I wouldn't know about the existence of the Qin family, and I have no intersection with the Qin family at all, how could I offend Qin Xianhe?"

Qin Zheng turned over with difficulty, and put his hands on the eaves of the bed weakly: "Could it be that Qin Xianhe randomly picked a few people as the key objects of care, killing chickens and monkeys?"

Wei Xinyang almost cried: "Nima...... Two thousand people, the lottery happened to draw us, why are we so unlucky!"

An Zixuan also looked aggrieved.

The three of them felt that they were just unlucky, and they didn't worry too much.

But Jiang Rongrong didn't think so, thinking of Qin Xianhe's eyes that seemed to be searching for him in the crowd, Jiang Rongrong was very sure that Qin Xianhe was indeed targeting himself!

It's just that Qin Xianhe's purpose made Jiang Rongrong unable to understand, the only intersection between himself and the Qin family should be a misunderstanding with Qin Duanyang, right? Qin Duanyang couldn't be so stingy that he was worried that he would use that condition to make things difficult for him and use Qin Xianhe's hand to beat himself, right? Not to mention that Qin Duanyang is not like that kind of sinister and stingy person, Qin Xianhe should not be like the kind of person who is willing to be used as a gun casually!

Jiang Rongrong never understood Qin Xianhe's intentions, thinking that he would definitely continue to face Qin Xianhe's difficulties in the death camp in the future, Jiang Rongrong couldn't help but feel a headache. I won't have a good time in the death camp, maybe I really gave my life to this bloody death camp, is it right or wrong that I promised the Xingwu Gang and Li Mubai to enter the death camp? However, even if he dies in the death camp, at least his younger brother Jiang Rongguang will live peacefully, as long as Jiang Rongguang, the only relative in the world, lives, Jiang Rongguang feels that everything he has done is worth it!

I don't know how long it took, Qin Zheng took out a photo from his wallet, and after looking at it for a while, a rare smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

Wei Xinyang shouted: "Third child, whose photo are you looking at?

Qin Zheng glanced at Wei Xinyang: "It's my wife!"

Wei Xinyang looked at Qin Zheng in surprise: "My good girl, you are only twenty-three or four, right, you got married so early?"

"Hmm. Qin Zheng nodded, "I grew up with her since I was a child, and I was a childhood sweetheart, and when I was twenty-one years old, I married her because of the marriage of the family." ”

Wei Xinyang glanced at Qin Zheng with some envy: "Then you kid is really happy, the object of the family marriage is actually the person you want from your childhood sweetheart! Like you people from big families, how many of them can marry someone they really like? Anyway, those people from big families I know, as long as they don't treat feelings and marriage as child's play, everyone's only extravagant hope is to marry a wife they don't hate, and your friends should be envious, jealous and hateful of you!"

"Haha, it's okay. Qin Zheng smiled shyly, "Xinyang, what about you?"

"Me?" Wei Xinyang sighed faintly, "If I say that I haven't been in love since I was a child, do you believe me?"

Qin Zheng and An Zixuan shook their heads honestly.

"Damn!" Wei Xinyang patted his bed, "I mean it! Maybe I haven't met anything I like...... Anyway, since I was a child, I haven't met someone I like, but there are people who like me, but feelings, pay attention to the joy of the two feelings, since you don't like others, why do you want to provoke others, isn't that better than becoming a beast?"

Qin Zheng gave Wei Xinyang a thumbs up from the bottom of his heart.

Wei Xinyang glanced at An Zixuan: "Zixuan, what about you?"

An Zixuan's face flushed, and he shook his head shyly: "I haven't been in love either." I was not treated well since I was a child, and no one dared to like me!"

Qin Zheng glanced at An Zixuan sympathetically, and encouraged: "Those are a group of visionless people, Zixuan, you should be the youngest among us, right? You are still young, work hard yourself, and let those who don't want to see you regret it!"

Wei Xinyang nodded, and then glanced at Jiang Rongrong, who had his eyes closed: "Brother Glory, what about you, there should be a lot of girls who like you, right?"

"Me?" Jiang Rongrong couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Qin Zheng was stunned: "It seems that there is a person with a story, Brother Glory, come and tell us, it's better to say sad things than to hold them in your heart." ”

"Alas, the past is unbearable!" Jiang Rongrong sighed.

Wei Xinyang pretended to be dissatisfied and said, "Don't sell it, say it quickly!"

Jiang Rongrong thought for a while and said lightly: "When I was in college, I should have been a freshman, and I fell in love once and lasted for a year." That girl is really a good girl, but I don't deserve her. ”

"What do you mean by that?" all three of them were intrigued by Jiang Rongrong.

"Let's put it this way, my family is very poor, poor and no status, I am a little clever but pretentious and think that I am a person who does great things, after a year with her, her mother found me and said that I should leave her, and said a lot of ugly things, at that time I was young and frivolous, I felt very angry, maybe my own inferiority complex was at work, on the one hand I was very unconvinced, on the other hand, I felt that I was not worthy of the girl, the girl's mother forcibly arranged a marriage for her, a week before the wedding, the girl came to me, said that she was waiting for me at her house, waiting for me for a week, waiting for me to take her away, if I didn't go for a week, she will marry the man. ”

"As a result, did you go?" The three of them looked at Jiang Rongrong with blank eyes.

Jiang Rongrong shook his head self-deprecatingly and said: "I thought about the past, but when I walked outside her family's big villa, I retreated, I deeply felt the gap between myself and her family, and that sense of powerlessness filled my whole body, you know, I hesitated at the door of her house for a few hours, but in the end I retreated, and later I learned that the girl watched me by the window for several hours, and finally the girl married the man." Now I, I can almost imagine the heartache and despair of the girl when she saw me turn away, I think if it was me now, I should still retreat, I will only live a poor life, a few years have passed, my inferiority complex has not weakened at all. ”

"Alas......" Wei Xinyang sighed, "That girl must hate you to death......"

"yes...... However, Brother Glory, this is your fault! The girl has such a good family background and insists on being with you, is it because of your wealth? She likes you as a person! She came to you so hopefully, but she watched you leave in despair...... Alas. ”

Jiang Rongrong put his right hand on his forehead: "I know all this, but, that kind of inferiority, I really can't overcome it, and besides, she is the person she likes now, and she resolutely chooses me with me, but what about in the future? Will she keep going? Or how long can she last? Rather than waiting until she can't hold on and regret it, it's better to leave her now...... Moreover, even if we are together, the results of my hard work may not be anything in the eyes of the girl at all, maybe love really has to pay attention to the door, right!"

"Alas, everyone's concept of love is different, your inferiority complex ......" Wei Xinyang stopped suddenly, and then seemed to remember something, and patted his bed fiercely, ", Brother Glory, don't you want to say it, forget it, is it necessary to fool us? You are from a very poor family? If this is the case, you can enter the death camp? The death camp can be entered by a casual person?"

Jiang Rongrong smiled bitterly, he didn't explain too much, sometimes it's like this, the more he tells the truth, the more no one believes it, on the contrary, there are many people who believe in lies, and in terms of his current situation, it is more secure for his identity to remain mysterious.

Qin Zheng glared at Wei Xinyang disappreciatively: "Brother Glory said that his family is poor, do you really think that his family is poor? Ignorant! People are speaking modestly, and the standards in everyone's hearts are different, if it were you, when you walked to the door of the girl's house, you saw a huge castle, and the guards inside were all the top international veteran special forces, and there were rare protected animals such as snow leopards and African lions at the door, would you be afraid?"

Wei Xinyang shrank his neck as if he was in the same situation: "Then I can understand Brother Glory's mood......

“……”

Jiang Rongrong didn't pay attention to the three of them anymore, she probably really hated herself, so much so that when she met a few days ago, she would do her best to ridicule herself, she couldn't stand her, she might go up the knife mountain and go down the oil pot for her, and she wouldn't frown, but if she really said that she was with her and gave her happiness, maybe she really couldn't do it......