Chapter 30 The heart is dead, the heart is alive

"What's wrong?" my dad frowned, my dad didn't like me to cry very much, since I was a child, no matter how much I was wronged, as long as I cried my nose, my dad was not happy.

I wiped my eyes.

"The sand is lost. ”

"Let's go back to the house. My dad reached out and patted me on the head.

I ate at home, I endured it during the meal, I wanted to confess to my dad, but I don't know how to say it, I don't dare to imagine what my dad will do if he knows, I didn't dare to say it until the meal was over, our father and son had a meal silently, and my dad didn't ask anything.

After eating, I found an excuse to go out, I couldn't stay at home, I was afraid to see my father's eyes, I walked upset, and before I knew it, I walked to Shen Yiran's community, I haven't seen Shen Yiran after graduation, I have been holding back before, Shen Yiran's words that hurt me are like a fish in my throat! I thought that time could make me forget, but I found that the grass buried in my heart grew more and more!

Standing downstairs in Shen Yiran's house, I looked up, the familiar window was closed, I didn't know if Shen Yiran was at home, I stood in that familiar corner for a long time, it was getting dark, and there were windows with lights, but the lights in Shen Yiran's bedroom were never on......

A breeze blew, something fell into my eyes, I blinked, lowered my head and wiped it, and when I raised my head again, I saw Shen Yiran!

Shen Yiran and a tall boy walked side by side towards the corridor of her house, the two of them talked while walking, they were wearing the same school uniform, Shen Yiran kept looking at the boy with his head sideways, and the boy also looked at Shen Yiran, I don't know what to say, the two of them laughed at the same time, I haven't heard Shen Yiran's laughter for a long time, it's still so crisp, Shen Yiran habitually smoothed the braid, the boy's hand suddenly raised, and naturally dusted off a leaf from Shen Yiran's shoulder.

They entered the corridor and stood face to face and talked, the boy's hand secretly took Shen Yiran's hand, Shen Yiran glanced at the stairs in a panic, and then waved his hand and hit the boy, but she had a smile on her face.

My breathing stopped! Unconsciously shrunk back, I didn't dare to make the slightest sound, why was my heart beating so fast! I stretched out my hand and pressed it on my heart, I lost strength in my legs, and I slowly squatted down......

It hurts, I can't breathe!

Shen Yiran went upstairs, the boy came out of the corridor, he stood downstairs and looked upstairs, Shen Yiran poked her head out of the stairwell, she waved at the boy, and the boy waved in response.

I was squatting in the shadows not far from the boys, and at that moment I felt that everything had lost its meaning, and I felt like I had been abandoned by the whole world!

After the boy left, I stood for a long time until my legs went numb, and then I walked home mechanically, and when I got home, I was still in bed, my brain was buzzing for a long time, and suddenly I wanted to go back to school!

I know that from now on, Shen Yiran and I will be people from two worlds!

I stayed at home for one night, and the next day I left after lunch, and the first person I saw when I got back to school was glasses, which had been waiting for me in the dormitory, and as soon as I entered the door, the glasses grabbed me.

"Wang Haoyu, where have you been, I'm worried about death!"

The scars on my glasses were still there, and the way he looked at me changed, and I could tell that he really cared, and my heart warmed a little.

"I'm home. ”

"Wang Biao is fine, his injuries are not serious!" said with glasses on my shoulder.

"What, isn't he badly injured?" I froze for a moment.

"It's not serious, it doesn't hurt the internal organs. The glasses smiled and patted me: "Don't worry, it's okay." ”

I grinned, this was originally the thing I was most worried about, but now it's not, seeing Shen Yiran and that boy made my mood change.

"What are you going to do?" asked Glasses.

"What to do?" I didn't react.

"Wang Biao, you stabbed him, what will you do when he is discharged from the hospital?"

"We'll talk about that then. I waved my hand.

"Wang Haoyu, I've thought about it, it's a big deal not to read anymore, if Wang Biao continues to engage you, I will join you. The glasses said to me very solemnly.

I've always been very grateful to glasses, and I've always treated him as my best brother, someone asked me why, I didn't say, but I know that when I want to give up on myself the most, it is glasses that make me feel that there are many other things in this world besides the love between men and women, such as the relationship between brothers, it is the words glasses that make my heart beat again!

"By the way, Zhao Feng came to you yesterday, I didn't tell her. Glasses looked at me and said.

I have a bit complicated feelings about Zhao Feng, I was angry with Zhao Feng that day, although I regretted it a little afterwards, but when I thought of Zhao Feng and Wang Biao opening a room, I couldn't help but be angry.

"You shouldn't have been angry at Zhao Feng that day, you didn't even ask, I think it must have been Wang Biao who drugged Zhao Feng, Wang Biao himself said it that day...... Damn, and Zhou Xiaowei!" The glasses gritted their teeth.

I didn't expect the glasses to like Zhao Feng to the extent that I was not afraid to turn my face with Wang Biao for Zhao Feng's glasses, and I didn't dislike it because I saw Zhao Feng and Wang Biao opening a room, this glasses are better than me.

"Let's go and have a meal with Zhao Feng, I'll invite you, you guys are okay." Glasses persuaded.

I nodded, I didn't want to be stiff with Zhao Feng, and besides, the glasses were spoken.

"Let's go find her, I'll invite you for dinner. "I hugged my glasses. "If you like Zhao Feng, seize the opportunity, I support you. ”

"Say what. "The glasses turned red.

We went to the girls' dormitory to find Zhao Feng, I shouted downstairs, and Zhao Feng immediately poked his head out of the window.

After a while, Zhao Feng came down.

"Is there something wrong. Zhao Feng looked at me, she didn't have a smile on her face, and her expression was more serious.

Looking at Zhao Feng, I was silent, and I suddenly didn't know how to speak.

"It's okay, I'm going up. Zhao Feng made a gesture to turn around.

"Wait......" I stopped her, and suddenly I saw a little crystal in Zhao Feng's eyes, and my heart softened, and I remembered what we had experienced.

"I'm sorry, I was wrong. I said.

Zhao Feng bit his lip and glared at me, the seriousness on his face melted a little bit, and finally ......

"Dead Wang Haoyu!" Zhao Feng kicked me in the calf.

"Hey, it hurts. I touched my calf and screamed.

We went to have a meal together, and during the meal, Zhao Feng and I were reconciled as before, but I had a feeling that things had not passed, and we were all a little pretending, but we deliberately avoided it.

The glasses are very happy, as always, they are courteous, Zhao Feng's attitude towards the glasses has changed a lot, and when I look at them and laugh, Shen Yiran and that boy come to mind......

I took a few sips of wine and forced it down.

When I went back to the dormitory in the evening, the glasses asked me about Zhao Feng's past, which made me very embarrassed, I didn't want to hide my glasses, but I didn't want to tell him, I pretended to be a drinker and avoided the topic, the glasses were very excited, chattering and talking to me a lot, and slowly the sound of the glasses became smaller and smaller.

"Mouse, the school won't expel you, will it? I don't want you to leave......" Glasses said confusedly.

I opened my eyes and looked at the bed board above my head, Shen Yiran appeared in my mind again, she smiled at me, I walked towards her, and the boy appeared, Shen Yiran threw herself into the boy's arms, and walked away without looking back......

A tear slowly slipped from the corner of my eye......

The next morning, I came out of the dormitory with glasses, and we met Ma Bo, Ma Bo stared at us, I glared back at him, Ma Bo didn't say anything, turned around and left.

In the classroom in the morning, I have been waiting, I stabbed Wang Biao, the school will definitely deal with me, I am waiting for the school's treatment, but the strange thing is that no one has come to look for me, and no one has come to me until noon.

Since no one is looking for it, then of course I have a normal schedule, I went back to the dormitory after eating in the cafeteria at noon, and the glasses went to send Zhao Feng, I deliberately said that I had left in advance, and as soon as I entered the dormitory, Ma Bo suddenly rushed in with someone!

Before I could react, Ma Bo kicked me directly!

I slammed backwards on the table, Marbo with a stick in his hand, and he rushed up and hit me in the head!

I felt a "buzz!", my head felt like it was going to explode, Ma Bo's stick smashed very hard, it was smashing on my head, I felt something wet running down, I reached out and touched it, the blood in my hand, blood dripping down my hair!

I grabbed a lunch box on the table with my backhand and slammed it at Ma Bo, who smashed it on my arm again, and the lunch box in my hand fell to the ground.

Ma Bo picked up a stick and hit me, and in a few strokes I was knocked down, I held my head and shrank on the ground, and several people surrounded me and kicked me around.

"Wang tatters, you think you're all right, don't you?" Ma Bo scolded viciously.

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