Tian Jing saw that Tian Xiaoxia was just leaning on the head of the bed in a daze, and made sure that she didn't have a fever, only when she was scared, or still thinking about her mother. It's useless to talk too much about this kind of thing, you still have to figure it out yourself.

Tian Jing sat with her for a while and went back.

As soon as the person walked into Tian Jianjian, he took the household registration book, and just stood at the end of the bed at the door and asked, "You have thought about the household registration to follow her?"

Tian Xiaoxia looked at his father, who was much older than his actual age, as if cotton was stuffed in his throat, and he couldn't say a word, so he could only shake his head.

Tian Jianshe saw that Tian Xiaoxia's brows loosened slightly, but he still put the household registration book at the end of the bed, "If you have to transfer the household registration, I won't stop you." ”

After speaking, Tian Jianshe turned around and went out, and then Tian Xiaoxia heard the sound of Tian Jianshe chopping wood and burning fire.

Because it is a fishing village, except for the windows that open to the courtyard, the other windows that open to the outside are high and small, so the light in the house is not very good.

Tian Xiaoxia looked at the room in the dim light, the lower half was a stone wall, and the upper part was a yellow mud wall, and the straw in the mud could be faintly seen. I used to think that the place was full of earthy taste, but now I feel very friendly.

Everywhere you can touch the walls with your hand, they are covered with newspaper.

Next to the bed is an old desk, which is polished very smooth, the paint has almost fallen off, there is a piece of glass on the table, Tian Xiaoxia knows that her learning goal is pressed under the glass without looking, and she has a few rare single photos, yes, there is no group photo, the father and daughter have never taken photos together.

There is also Tian Xiaoxia's admission letter on the table, the university in the capital.

Tian Xiaoxia put on her shoes and sat on the edge of the bed, reaching out to reach the admission letter, although she had read it many times in her previous life, she still read it word by word, rubbing it carefully.

Is it really reborn? Or is it just to let yourself come back and have a look? Tian Xiaoxia thought, it would be good to let yourself come back, but what if you just let yourself come back and have a look?

Tian Xiaoxia relied on his memory to find a notebook with a lock in the drawer, the key was not difficult to find, it was in the small corner of another drawer.

She opened the diary, found a smooth pen, and wrote down "to my 17-year-old self" seriously.

She told the 17-year-old that she should not listen to the words of her mother, who had never met her, and break away from the father-daughter relationship with her father.

She told the 17-year-old that she must be cautious in making friends, loyal to her ears, and those who say good things every day do not necessarily really want her to be good. For the people around you, don't just listen, watch more, and feel with your heart.

She told the 17-year-old that she should not feel that she was a little pitiful person who was not loved, but in fact, she silently loved herself and cared about herself a lot, a lot.

She told her at the age of 17 that it doesn't matter if she goes abroad or not, the motherland will be strong, and the moon abroad will not be rounder than at home.

……

She wrote a two-page notebook full of pages, which she hoped would never be used and that she could keep it, and if she couldn't, she hoped that the 17-year-old would see it and not repeat it.

It wasn't until Tian Jianshe called her to eat that she realized that her face was already full of tears.

She took the towel that Tian Jing hung on the back of the chair after she helped her wipe her hair before, wiped her face casually, and answered Tian Jianjian's call.

He picked up the pen again and wrote earnestly at the end of the letter, "From 57-year-old Tian Xiaoxia!" on July 30, 1992

Tian Xiaoxia walked out of the house and saw Tian Jianjian drinking rice soup in the shade of the eaves.

What was he thinking in his last life, he could bear to hurt this person who had been lonely for himself all his life, and he was really bullied by honest people.

"Dad..."Tian Xiaoxia choked up again.

Tian Jianshe tapped the edge of the bowl with chopsticks, "Eat, whether you follow me or not, the rice always has to be eaten." ”

The dishes on the table are very simple, small fish soup with sea vegetables, dried shrimp with oil, fried shredded potatoes with dried peppers, and a plate of pickles. Such a simple meal almost forced Tian Xiaoxia's tears down again.

"Eat, this is the only condition at home, in fact, you have to go with your mother. Tian Jianshe looked at Tian Xiaoxia and didn't lift the bowl, his eyes were red, thinking that Tian Xiaoxia was disgusted with bad food.

Tian Xiaoxia hurriedly lifted the bowl, "No, Dad, I won't go with her, I'll follow you." ”

"Whether you go or not, you are my Tian Jianjian's daughter, and Dad will make up for your tuition. Tian Jianshe lifted the bowl and drank most of the rice soup in the bowl, took a bowl of rice and carried it, and didn't eat vegetables, just poked some pickles and mixed them in the rice.

Seeing that Tian Jianshe was about to soak rice in rice soup, Tian Xiaoxia quickly put the small fish in the seavegetable soup into Tian Jianjian's bowl, saying that it was a small fish, but it was just for the big fish that were sold, in fact, a fish was half the length of an adult's palm.

"Dad, you eat fish, I'm afraid of thorns, I eat shrimp. "Tian Xiaoxia didn't like shrimp or didn't eat shrimp at all because there was a shrimp in his name, after all, he lived in a fishing village and didn't eat fish or shrimp, so he basically didn't have any meat to eat.

Tian Xiaoxia was not called Xiaoxia when he was born, but called Xiao Shrimp, at that time, the hukou was not like now, and when he was born, he had to hurry up to the hukou, and he generally had to wait for the child to be older before he could get the hukou.

Tian Xiaoxia didn't take a name seriously, and later the policy changed and she could return to the city, and her mother didn't care that she was not yet three years old, so she put her down and jumped into the big truck with other people from the city and left.

Tian Jianshe doesn't know a few big characters, there are more people who don't have names in the countryside, and there are many big girls and second girls who have been called all their lives, Tian Jianshe only thinks about fishing a lot to feed her, so he didn't name her, until Tian Xiaoxia saw Tian Jing go to school, she also wanted to go to school, and Tian Jianshe remembered that Tian Xiaoxia hadn't registered yet.

took Tian Xiaoxia to the police station to register for a household registration, the people at the police station in the town were all from the nearby ten miles and eight villages, and they all knew that the shrimp was called Xiaoxiao, so they registered Tian Xiaoxia without asking.

So, Tian Xiaoxia called Tian Xiaoxia.

The father and daughter finished their meal in silence, and Tian Xiaoxia consciously cleaned up the dishes and chopsticks. By the time she came out of the dim kitchen, Tian Jianshe was no longer under the eaves.

Tian Xiaoxia went back to the room and took the household registration book and sent it to Tian Jianjian's house near the kitchen in the west, Tian Jianshe was sitting cross-legged on the bed counting the money, the money was very fragmentary, not only a ticket, but even a gross ticket, and there were several crumpled ones next to it.

Tian Jianshe stopped his movements and looked at the door, Tian Xiaoxia handed the household registration book to Tian Jianjian.

"Dad, I really won't transfer the household registration, you still have to keep the household registration book, and I'll give it to me when I go to college." ”

Tian Jianshe looked at her for a long time before stretching out his dark and rough hand, "Okay, I'll take it first." ”