Chapter 445: Balance

Natsuki Matsui was taken by Miyazaki into a high-class elevator apartment in Chuo Ward. As soon as she entered the house, her eyes lit up.

This excellent and tasteful decoration style is very similar to the home of some handsome guys and beautiful women in Japanese youth idol dramas.

Natsuki Matsui couldn't help but blurt out and debuted, "It's amazing." ”

Ryujing Miyazaki carried a suitcase and walked inward to the door of the second bedroom before putting down his things and saying, "This is your room." ”

Natsuki Matsui nodded with a smile on his face and said, "Understood." ”

"You put your things away, and then we go to the department store to buy clothes. Miyazaki said calmly.

"Isn't it too expensive?" Natsuki Matsui said that he had never bought designer clothes, but he also had common sense to know what it meant to be expensive. His consumption level is far from reaching that level.

"I'll give it to you. "Miyazaki did not hesitate at all.

"I've caused you trouble by staying with you. You gave me something and invited me to dinner, okay?"

Even if there was a lover relationship between himself and him, it was in the past. This was still in high school, more than ten years ago.

"Don't overthink it. It's a welcome gift from me. Miyazaki said bluntly.

"If I accept such a valuable gift from you, what will I give in return?" said Natsuki Matsui, looking at him with his head drooping.

"If you don't mind, you can clean up this place for me. In order to let the other party accept the gift he gave with peace of mind, Miyazaki Ryui thought of this one thing.

The reason why he insisted was because even if more than ten years had passed since he fell in love, it always made people uncomfortable. Seeking truth from facts, I was really a bastard at the beginning.

Even if you are young, you can't do that. He made a material amendage to her, the most important thing was to make his conscience feel good. In this way, everyone does not owe each other.

I don't owe her anything in my life. On the contrary, if Natsuki Matsui repeatedly insists on not accepting his kindness, it will be difficult to smooth out that one thing, and it will be embarrassing to get along.

Natsuki Matsui agreed. Even if he doesn't say so, she will take the initiative to take on the work of cleaning, cooking and grocery shopping. Her starting point is also to seek inner balance.

I don't live here for nothing. As for the matter of buying clothes, after careful consideration, the original intention that she finally agreed to was that Miyazaki Tatsui said in the car, this is Tokyo, not Aomori.

Since you have decided to live and work in Tokyo for a long time, you still need to have a decent outfit whether it is going out, interviewing, or attending important events or parties.

This is owed to Miyazaki Ryui first. When you find a job and settle down, you can give him the money to buy clothes.

She has more places to spend money. The cost of renting a house in Tokyo alone is a lot of money. In addition, you have to buy some basic daily necessities or something.

"It's a waste of money for you to live alone in such a nice, big place with an empty bedroom. Natsuki Matsui walked into the second bedroom and said with emotion while packing up his things.

"Why don't we share a house?" said Miyazaki casually.

"Can't afford to rent. Natsuki Matsui didn't even ask about the price, and he knew that he couldn't afford the rent at all. When she stood there from the window, she was able to see one of the landmarks of Chuo Ward, Nihonbashi.

Miyazaki didn't say anything more. He didn't intend to share a house with her. The reason why I will rent here is to go to the hard gold e-commerce company for convenience.

"Have you ever thought about buying a house?" Natsuki Matsui felt that it was too uneconomical to spend a lot of money to rent a place like this. Instead of wasting this money, it is better to take out a loan to buy a house.

Miyazaki Ryui leaned his back against the door frame, but he didn't think she was ridiculous, but felt that there was some popularity in this house. Before that, the first feeling I felt when I came home was always deserted.

After a person has been for a long time, he will either form a habit or think about changing. He belongs to the latter group. In the absence of a change, working overtime in the company will make him feel more interesting than being alone at home.

"I've thought about it, but it's a problem...... Now, I'm working in Tokyo. When I started working shortly after graduating from university, I was living alone in Takenozuka, Adachi Ward.

A single apartment, a dozen square meters. Actually, it's nothing, mainly because the street next to the place where I live is a bar street run by Indonesian women, also known as Little Manila.

The people who patronize these small bars are basically middle-aged and elderly men from the middle and lower classes of society. In addition to drinking, they mainly want to find some spiritual solace there.

When they are drunk, they naturally have to do something excessive. Scolding the society, scolding the government, scolding this, scolding that, has never been less.

You live here, the security is very good, and you won't meet drunken people. Even if you encounter it, just shout and there will be patrol police, security guards waiting to help you.

Later, although I couldn't live there, I was sent to Seoul, South Korea. And then there's San Francisco, USA. Who knows if they will be sent there in the future?

Currently, Roppongi, Minato-ku, is building the headquarters building of the Hard Gold Group. If not, I'll go back there in the future. Miyazaki said slowly.

"It seems that you have suffered a lot. Natsuki Matsui listened to what he said.

"I'm not afraid of hardship, I'm afraid that I won't be able to endure hardship. Miyazaki couldn't help but think of himself in 1997 because of the Asian financial crisis, after the bankruptcy and collapse of the securities company he worked for, he hit a wall in his job search one after another.

At that time, my faith was gradually destroyed by rejection. It's not that he doesn't want to work, it's that he doesn't have a job to do.

I encourage myself over and over again, but it doesn't work at all. Even if he told himself that the founder of KFC had been rejected a thousand times in order to realize his entrepreneurial project, he could not reactivate his heart.

Therefore, people who have been rejected a few times and have blushed and collapsed, and begin to escape from reality, cannot blindly deny it. Of course, no one can help such a person, and only by relying on themselves can they get out.

is like the male protagonist in "The Pianist at Sea", he has never taken that step, and would rather be bombed with the ship in the end than get off the ship.