In this world, there are some questions that do not need to be spoken, and there are already answers.

In this world, there are also some questions that will never be answered if you don't open your mouth.

Heavy snow fell from the dome.

Fell on the shoulders of two young men and women.

The two of them left from the gate of the academy and walked to the Zizi Lake, the lake was frozen, the red pavilion was covered with snow, and the long silence was not that neither of them had nothing to say.

At least Xu Qingyan has a lot to say.

The pretense of jumping out of the carriage before was shattered and shattered together after Ning Yi threw out the question about the frozen pear...... And the sanity that she has been hiding for a long time.

"Ning Yi, to this day, you really don't understand?"

After asking that sentence, Xu Qingyan only felt that her heartbeat was several times faster, and the wind was faintly drowned, and she didn't wait to respond.

Countless words brewed in his chest.

She wanted to speak, but found that she lacked a little courage.

Pretty much.

Always a little bit worse.

So I can only be so silent, and I have been so silent-

The reason why Ning Yi was silent was not that he had nothing to say, but that every word he wanted to say was beaten back into his stomach by reason.

Xu Qingyan asked him.

Don't you really understand?

He...... How could it not be understood?

From the encounter that pushed open the door of Ganye Temple, to the reunion of Tiandu, the Red Mountain, the Imperial Palace, the Tea House, the Dojo, and the Fierce Tide...... Every memory seemed to come alive at this moment, impacting Ning Yi's mind.

He thought to himself in a trance.

It turned out that I didn't know where to start, and I was firmly tied to Miss Xu's fate.

Ups and downs, ups and downs.

Life and death.

Is it because of the "bone flute leaves"?

If it is said.

Ning Yi is the sword bearer of Pudu World, so Xu Qingyan is the "light" that illuminates him alone.

A long time ago, Ning Yi thought that Xu Qingyan was a patient and he was a doctor, and the former could not do without the latter.

Later, Ning Yi found out that he couldn't leave Xu Qingyan either...... It is precisely because of this inseparable bond that there is the light and hope of the half bone flute leaf, which crosses the entire world and is sent to the imperial tomb.

He felt a long time ago that he and Xu Qingyan were people of two worlds.

Imperial power reigns.

He's down.

He didn't have the ability to cut the rules, break the shackles, and kick the cage, and at that time, Xu Qingyan was just a caged bird raised in the palm of Emperor Taizong's palm, and the fate line of the two people had just begun to entangle...... So at that time, Ning Yi only had a sword in his heart.

At that time, he was thinking about revenge and becoming stronger, and he couldn't hold anything else.

As for the meaning of the word "guard".

It was at the moment when the tide ignited that Ning Yi understood.

Only true "loss" can make a person know how to cherish it.

Just a few breaths.

Countless thoughts were born in Ning Yi's mind and were wiped out.

He couldn't face Xu Qingyan.

I can't face the weakest part of my Dao heart.

The Red Pavilion is snowing heavily.

Xu Qingyan's words were repeated countless times in Ning Yi's mind.

Finally got the answer.

He let out a sigh of relief.

"I see what you mean. ”

Almost at the same moment, Xu Qingyan couldn't suppress his emotions, and said in a trembling voice: "Ning Yi, I like you." ”

Dead.

In dead silence.

Ning Yi opened his mouth softly and asked, "Like it...... What the hell is it?"

Dead silence again.

Like...... What is it exactly?

It's a question that can't be answered.

......

......

Flying snow blows across the Red Pavilion

The eaves bring out a series of snow chips, connecting the dots into a line, like a snow-white bead curtain, falling in a row, and no one is around.

Xu Qingyan slowly took off his hat.

Her face was a little pale, her expression looked rather haggard, her eyes were red, as if she had cried before she came, how strong a person looks on the surface, how fragile the side that no one knows behind her back...... For Qing Yan, who had always lacked a little courage, saying this sentence in front of Ning Yi was about to exhaust his strength.

"Ning Yi. ”

As soon as she spoke, her voice was uncontrollable, trembling but clear, "I am a cowardly person by nature, and before I met you, I could only hide in the dark, neither hearing the sound nor seeing the light of the outside world......"

When a person can't see the light, then she must wonder if there is really light in this world. ”

The girl's voice was sad, and she suddenly smiled.

"If I can't meet you in this life, I'm afraid I'll admit it, enter the palace, give gifts, and become Taizong's plaything...... For me, the meaning of life is not much. ”

The floor of the Red Pavilion was dry and covered with a layer of frost.

A warm tear fell.

Click.

It seems to have also dripped on Ning Yi's heart lake.

No one could tolerate this girl shedding tears.

This tear made Ning Yi's heart almost broken...... He had never seen Xu Qingyan so strong and so vulnerable.

Xu Qingyan cried ugly, but his voice kept laughing.

"But...... I am very happy. ”

"I met you, didn't I? You pushed open the door of Ganye Temple, and you told me that this world ...... There is light. ”

"The world...... There is light......

Xu Qingyan's eyes were already blurred, and she couldn't even see what kind of expression Ning Yi was standing in front of her now, the black robe had all faded into bubbles, and the scene in the red pavilion seemed to have softened into light, softened into the scene when she first met in Ganye Temple.

The drowning man, at the moment of his decision to give up his life, was met with a powerful arm.

She had thought about giving up countless times.

Ganye Temple, Tiandu Courtyard, Red Mountain......

And Ning Yi appeared again and again, scooped her up, and then told her.

"Xu Qingyan, you have to live well for yourself!"

The girl repeated loudly what Ning Yi had told her, and she wiped her eye sockets fiercely with the back of her hand, "I started studying, I started practicing, and I started squeezing out every day...... But I found that no matter what I did, I was the bird in a cage. ”

Mr. Ning...... What am I doing wrong?"

Her voice was a little humble and sad.

"I'll never be able to escape, and as long as I'm still in this cage, no matter how much I like you, there will be no results. ”

The hood fell to the ground, was blown up by the wind, and floated away in despair, landing on a layer of brittle ice on the surface of the lake, where it quickly melted and was swallowed up by the icy water.

This breeze, accompanied by lonely words.

"We are not people of one world...... But can I choose my fate......"

"If I had a choice, I'd rather not have this skin......"

"If I had a choice, I'd rather not be born ......"

"If you can choose ......"

"I'm still going to like you. ”

The breeze suddenly became stronger.

The strong wind that swept through the Red Pavilion tossed the girl's black robe and long fluffy hair.

She asked vigorously, "But I like you, is it wrong?"

Ning Yi couldn't answer this question.

He had never thought about it from this point of view before...... Every word he heard now was like a knife, poking deeply into Ning Yi's heart.

A little girl engulfed in darkness.

Hold on to the light of your life.

Try to stay alive.

Is she at fault?

Xu Qingyan smiled sadly: "Later, too."

Zong died, and Tiandu began to fabricate false rumors between me and the prince...... It turns out that people don't care about the truth, only the truth they want to believe, and I will never be able to sway other people's prejudices against me. What a sad fate, I thought I had broken free from this cage, only to find that I would never be able to. I thought I saw the light of the world, but I found that there was no light in the world. ”

Stupefied.

The voice gradually deepened.

"Mr. Ning, I don't seem to have anything. ”

The girl threw out all the countless words that had accumulated in her heart, and in the end only a faint muttering to herself remained.

Xu Qingyan raised his head numbly, looked at the vague figure, and said, "I seem to have you left......

"If you say that you like someone, you have to pay without hesitation......"

"I'm willing to give everything for you. ”

"I guess that's what I like. ”

After speaking.

Xu Qingyan only felt tired.

Tremendous tiredness.

The words just now drained all her strength, all her courage, all her thoughts.

She almost lost her strength, she could only hold on to the stone pillar of the Red Pavilion, groping slowly, sitting on the stone chair, leaning down with no center of gravity, her eyes closed tightly, and her fair skin even oozed sweat, wetting the black robe.

She realized her gaffe, and quickly opened her eyes, and the images in front of her slowly overlapped, returning to clarity.

I saw Ning Yi slowly come to her, squatted slightly, and stretched out a hand.

Blue light is pervasive.

The word roll whistled through the wind and snow.

The Red Pavilion is no longer cold.

"Ning Yi...... I ......"

Xu Qingyan's voice was harsh, one hand held her forehead, she only felt dizzy, she subconsciously wanted to apologize, but her voice was stopped.

"You're not wrong. ”

A gentle voice rang firmly in the ear.

"It's the world that's wrong. ”

The voice did not hesitate at all, it was categorical, sharp as a sword.

Xu Qingyan raised his head in amazement.

In the darkness of dizziness, a light resurfaced, and the familiar face was reflected in the depths of the pupils, exactly the same as when they met their youth.

This is her light.

Ning Yi gently held her shoulder, and her voice was very low and steady: "Xu Qingyan, I'm sorry." ”

I'm sorry These three words made Xu Qingyan's eyes even more dazed.

This is...... What do you mean?

"I've always understood your heart for me, but forgive me for not being able to give you an answer. ”

"It's not that I don't want to, but I can't. ”

Because the responsibility of this reply is too heavy. ”

"At that time, I couldn't be the light in anyone's world, and I couldn't even let myself live. ”

The boy who bears the burden of being a sword bearer is told to be the light of the whole world, but it is difficult for him to survive.

The world is big.

One person is small.

He couldn't do it at either end.

Ning Yi took a deep breath and said, "But it's different now. ”

"Now...... Isn't it the same?" the girl fell into a trance.

Ning Yi nodded and said, "Until today, I am not qualified to be that beam of light." ”

He looked at Xu Qingyan and said the words that had been trapped in his heart for a long time, and also cut off the shackles that his Dao heart had been unable to face.

"If you like it, you have to pay without hesitation, thank you for liking it for so many years. ”

"Now it's my turn to help you. Ning Yi said softly: "I'll help you open the cage, and I'll help you believe that there is still light in this world." ”

"No hesitation. ”

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(PS:1 This chapter was really written for nearly five hours, tears running, but the effect is very satisfying, ask for a monthly pass.) 2 The official plot of the Tiandu chapter is about to open.,The name of this chapter in front of the palace is actually quite interesting.,I still want to get rich with blades.。 ）