Chapter Sixty-Nine

With the rise of Tang Yi, ** also slowly has a deeper understanding of himself, from the curiosity at the beginning, to the admiration at the back, and then to the closeness at the back.

Tang Yi naturally welcomes this change, welcomes others to recognize him, and for a moment, Tang Yi even felt that this is fine, why bother to do additional pursuits, thinking about those fantastical dreams.

Contentment, what a seductive creed in one's world, which allows one to let go of all one's stature and adventures and be willing to live an ordinary life.

Yes, plain is true.

In the days of crisis, people long for peace, in the stormy season, people long for a platform for display, in the days of injury, people long for the comfort of the soul, in the ordinary world, people look forward to the ups and downs of life.

Each stage of the crisis is accompanied by the acceleration of their own heartbeat, and the resolution of each stage of the crisis provokes people's outlook on the most essential life, looking forward to the gift of life, looking forward to the fullness of wings, looking forward to the tribulation and spring breeze, looking forward to the love of the country and the nostalgia for the beauty.

Unfortunately, people don't know that God is fair, he will not let you be too complacent, nor will he let you carry too much weight forward.

This afternoon, Tang Yi was ready to get off work.

After cleaning up, Tang Yi went to the toilet first.

The group of interns is also ready to leave work.

Now, ** has become the leader of this group of girls, and her words and deeds reveal the model of leadership.

"Are you going with us?" ** suddenly said to Tang Yi like a child.

What a good phrase.

"I'll go this way. "Tang Yi is also stupid.

His idea is very simple, it is a habitual action, which is to take the elevator.

Walking to the elevator door, Tang Yi suddenly felt that this was a serious mistake.

But they've been gone for a while, and it's too late to change their minds.

**With a lost face, he walked into the crowd.

It's serious.

Tang Yi walked into the elevator alone. He remembered the last time he entered the elevator together, at that time, at this time, in fact, ** has always maintained the innocence it should be, but he has been making the wrong choice.

It was too sudden, too stupid, and Tang Yi blamed himself a little.

Walking out of the building, Tang Yi was still looking forward to ** They were also waiting for the bus, wondering if they could make up for it.

But after coming out, he found that there was no trace of them anymore, and they took a detour to another platform, which is another plan that they will start in extraordinary times, and this has already happened last time, the last time plus the weekend, ** I haven't spoken to myself for three whole days!

What about this time?? Tang Yi can't imagine the scene and mentality after parting, and there is no way to achieve mutual forgiveness and understanding.

The sky suddenly became gloomy, just like Tang Yi's state of mind at this time.

Tang Yi can't think of any good way, missing is missing, and many things are ugly to save.

Tang Yi came to the bus stop alone, in a terrible mood, although he didn't think about how to make progress, but he also didn't want the relationship to break down, because that would bring him a bad mood.

After waiting for a while, Tang Yi saw that the train was still not coming, so he simply took a shortcut to the platform in front.

Although it was only a small detail, Tang Yi knew that this was a big deal, because he had already refused more than once.

I smiled at the sky with my horizontal knife, and went to leave the liver and gallbladder two Kunlun.

Perhaps, this is in line with the state of mind of reciting this poem.

There are some things that you can't keep, because in the deepest part of your heart, you don't have the intention to keep them.

Of course, the other end of the good thing is the abyss of pain, which cannot be grasped.

It's a cold day in December. He seems to be a presumptuous child, with his willfulness in the slightest concern for the difficulties of pedestrians.

On the street, several roadside stalls were still steaming, but at this time, Tang Yi could no longer arouse any interest.

At this time, Tang Yi wanted to smoke so strongly, and he wanted to numb his thinking in the clouds and fog.

When a good thing becomes like this, Tang Yi hates this feeling very much, but Tang Yi often creates this feeling.

At noon last time, ** took the initiative to come to his computer to recommend and watch a movie with himself, and the plot in it even reminded Tang Yi that the opportunity is rare, but Tang Yi may be a little sleepy, and he may not cherish it enough, so he actually came to the end with a sentence "I don't understand". Such a big disturbance of the scenery will naturally give people misunderstanding, and the distance between each other will naturally hit the confidence of **.

Have only oneself to blame!

Speaking of which, this is an unexpected bonus. Because Tang Yi closed his heart from the beginning, he didn't want to have too much contact with the outside world, and he had been dreaming of freedom.

So, it's also very pitiful.

For a long time, Tang Yi adhered to the principle of not hurting others to behave in the world, to talk and laugh, but this boundary is too difficult, and if you are not careful, you will become a victim, because this degree is not easy to grasp.

What's more, emotional matters are very complex and ever-changing, how can you bring joy to others while preserving yourself.

Pretend to be clever and do it yourself!

In fact, Tang Yi originally wanted to leave here happily and leave a good impression on others. Although the work is not hard enough, it is not lost in its duty, although the interpersonal relationship is not enthusiastic enough, it is not polite, and the feelings are not committed enough but sincerely.

But, after all, all this came too fast, faster than I expected, and even more out of control.

She, with a girl with her, shouldn't be too bitter.

Tang Yi found that his thoughts were very active at this time.

Tang Yi suddenly asked himself if he wanted it or not.

He is very grateful for this opportunity, very grateful that people still do not give up when he is still down, and very grateful for the innocent dedication that can be encountered in a little vicissitudes of life.

She may not be beautiful enough, but she is simple and innocent, she may not be sleek enough, but she can stand the test in the face of difficulties, she may not be enthusiastic enough, but she is sincere. She thinks about herself everywhere.

He seemed to have the answer in his heart.

But, at the same time, he was not firm enough.

He has his own standards, his own ideals, and his own inner calling.

Personally, he is determined.

Judging by the performance of the **, he is shaken.

Suddenly, like a sheep afraid of being hurt, he wanted to put away his protective net.

He was never a brave man at critical moments.

Wanderer, no extravagant love! I think how heroic I was when I sang this song, but now I seem a little helpless and sad.

On the bus, Tang Yi observed the passengers in the car as always, and never felt so lonely. And they still talked and laughed, as if nothing had happened.

Everyone has a thing on their mind, tucked under the smiling face. I didn't know it before, but now I don't know. Don't look at the people coming and going, or the people who are quiet in a corner, maybe they have their own concerns in their hearts.

Why complain about the sky, I gave you the vicissitudes of life!

Many years later, Tang Yi figured out this and found an opportunity to write a letter to the other party, but at this time, he had gone his separate ways, and he was no longer the scene of the year.

After getting out of the car, Tang Yi was like a walking corpse, full of exhaustion.

He didn't think too much, he just thought about how to maintain it, at least let each other leave a good impression and a good mood, even if it was cruel to each other when he was friends.

However, the things in the world are only left for a little bit of time, and if they exceed, they can only look for regret medicine, and there is no room for maneuver.

Regret is the most painful medicine in the world, but it is not the antidote!