house.

The atmosphere was a little solemn.

The mother blushed and was very disappointed in her son, perhaps, this was the first time she was so disappointed in her son.

"Mom, listen to me......" Wang Qiang wanted to convince her.

But his mother interrupted him arbitrarily and said angrily, "I don't listen!" She threw the sole of her shoe into the basket and said fiercely, "Your father is reluctant to eat and use it on the construction site, why did he work so hard to save some money?"

Wang Qiang was silent, not knowing what to say.

The mother said excitedly: "In the first half of this year, he had a high fever of 40 degrees and was still carrying a cement bag, doesn't he hope that you will have a good way out in the future?

"I ......" Wang Qiang wanted to speak.

Mother interrupted again, trembling with anger, "Don't think about yourself, think about your father, how much he wants you to get into a good university, I only know in my life that your father wants to cultivate you into a talent, and now you want to disappoint him?"

Falling on the ass means to lose face and make a fool of yourself.

She may have said that she was sad, and tears slipped from her eyes and smashed against the cloth bag in the basket, wetting the navy blue cloth.

Wang Qiang, who was the most filial, saw his mother crying, and felt very uncomfortable, so he squatted over in a panic, stretched out his hand to help her wipe it, and said in fear: "Mom, don't cry, don't cry, you listen to me, it's good ......."

"No!" the mother shook off his hand, got up, whined, and walked into the room, then slammed the door slammed.

Wang Qiang, who was still squatting on the ground, knocked his head hard in annoyance, why did he want to make my mother unhappy? She wanted me to go to school, so I went to school, and I just did as she pleased.

At this moment, he wavered in his determination.

Isn't the purpose of doing it all over again to make your parents happy?

Inside, there was the sound of a mother wailing and crying, as if she was extremely sad.

Wang Qiang put his hands in his hair and pulled hard, hating to slap himself twice. This is the second time he has seen his mother cry since he came back, the first time was when he fought with his father that night, but today he cried the most distressed mother, and that deep self-blame spread in the bottom of his heart.

In silence, his eyes slowly wet, and tears swirled uncontrollably, eventually dripping onto the mud floor.

Mother never said what she had done for herself, every time she would only say what her father had done, in fact, Wang Qiang didn't know how much she had paid, if she wanted to say those things, she couldn't finish talking about them for three days and three nights.

For example, wasn't the fight between her and her father that night just for tuition?

The family is poor, on the one hand, the creditor, on the other hand, the son is about to go to school, and he needs a "huge amount of money", and the parents are forced to be desperate before they will fight in a big way.

At the end of the day, it's for yourself.

Wang Qiang had tears all over his face, and sniffed his nose, he knew that such a scene would be seen in the future, and after the outbreak of his grandfather's diabetes complications, his parents were in debt, and they often quarreled because of debts, and finally started.

Is this really what you want to see?

Sitting in the school classroom and smelling the fragrance of gardenias, my parents tore their faces and blue circles for money in the middle of the night?

No!

That's not what I want to see!

Wang Qiang clenched his fists, his fingernails pierced into his flesh, and the pain in his heart reminded him that he had the ability to change all the nightmares he had foreseen!

He didn't want his mother to be sad, he didn't want his parents to quarrel over money anymore, he didn't want to see his father still working on the construction site in his sixties, he didn't want to see his mother's frosty temples staggering at the rice harvest, he had already experienced the pain like maggots on the tarsal bones, and he couldn't repeat the same mistakes because of anything.

Better a finger off than always aching.

At this moment, Wang Qiang was ruthless.

It's not that he didn't want to make money while studying, but now the high school is full-time, and every morning at half past five in the morning, he has to go to school to study early, study at half past nine in the evening, and have one day off a month.

A sentence from Nuan Yu's "Life" suddenly popped up in Wang Qiang's mind: If you need to worry about money, housing and car loans, you will never be able to settle down.

In the previous life, parents were like spring silkworms to the end of their lives.

Then in this life, I should be a candle, using all my strength to illuminate the life of my parents in the second half of my life, even if it turns into ashes...... No regrets!

After making up his mind, he slowly stood up with numb legs, I don't know how long he squatted, just after he almost stumbled together, Wang Qiang reached out to hold the small stool, and struggled to walk into the room.

It's decided and I'll take a risk.

Wang Qiang has already figured out what to do next.

……

Bedchamber.

Wang Qiang found a snakeskin bag, turned out two sets of clothes from the three-door cupboard, as the saying goes, his mother is not far away, this time, he has to travel far for his parents, there is a small spark of hope at the end of the south waiting for him to add firewood and raise wages to burn into a blazing dream.

Suddenly, there was a creak, and a footstep came from outside.

Immediately after, the mother's voice sounded at the door, "Qiangzi." ”

Wang Qiang, who had just put his clothes in a snakeskin bag, looked back, only to see his mother's eyes swollen from crying, and his heart ached faintly like a pinprick, and he squeezed out a smile, "Mom, don't you blame me?"

Mother walked in, took his hand and sat down on the edge of the bed, "Tell Mom, why don't you want to go to school?"

Wang Qiang was shocked that his mother's attitude had changed, and then he figured it out after thinking about it, his mother must have been afraid that he would be too rebellious and do something excessive in his adolescence, so he came to guide him, but since he was given the opportunity to speak, Wang Qiang definitely didn't want to let it go, organized the language, and said softly: "I want to make money." ”

Mother said softly: "You are still young, just come to your parents to make money." ”

"I know, but I don't want to see you work so hard. Wang Qiang, who had thought about his rhetoric for a while, ran to the back of his head at the moment, and said with his heart and lungs: "You and Dad have been too bitter over the years, too bitter for me, just like you said, Dad is still carrying cement bags with a high fever of 40 degrees, if our family's economic conditions are better, he doesn't have to suffer this crime, I ......" He stopped halfway through.

The mother sobbed quietly, and couldn't help but stretch out the back of her hand to wipe her tears, she said sadly: "But...... But you don't ...... What will I do if I don't go to school?"

Seeing her crying, Wang Qiang couldn't help crying, I don't know why, he just wanted to cry, and he couldn't bear to cry his mother, "Mom...... I...... I can...... Apply for self-...... at home Self-taught, I ...... I promise to be able to study on my own...... You can also get into university. ”

The mother whimpered and cried, "There is no teacher to teach you...... Teach you how to get it?"

"I can get the test, I can really get the test!" Wang Qiang was very firm, stretched out his wrist to wipe his tears, and said: "Don't worry about the school, Mayor Zhang owes me a favor, he has a good relationship with the mayor of Siyi Town, say hello The school will agree, I promise you, go to the final exam of every semester, if you don't get good results, then go back to school with peace of mind." ”

His mother looked at him with rain on her face, "Why can you go if you don't go to school?"

The conversation is back to the beginning.

These Wang Qiang had thought about it a long time ago, he didn't know what his mother was thinking now, and he gritted his teeth in the groove and made a ruthless promise, "I want to find a way to make money." ”

The mother still didn't give up, "Do you want to sell fish? I'll just sell fish......

Wang Qiang interrupted her words for the first time, and said sonorously: "No, I want to make a lot of money, and make money that will make you and your father worry-free for the rest of your life." ”

Mother is still reluctant, "strong...... Hadron, don't be, you're ......"

Wang Qiang interrupted again, "I earned enough 10,000 yuan before school started, and you agreed that I wouldn't go to school, okay?"

Hearing this, his mother suddenly looked at him in surprise.

"Mom, even if I go to a prestigious university, the purpose is nothing more than to make money to support my family, right?" Wang Qiang said step by step: "Now I promise you that the exam results in each semester are not bad, and at the same time making money outside, isn't it the best of both worlds?"

The mother was silent, as if thinking about something.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Wang Qiang also fell silent, this determination was carefully thought out by him, and it was impossible to shake it no matter what.

One minute.

Two minutes.

After a long time, my mother let out a long sigh and said, "What if you can't earn 10,000 yuan before school starts?"

There was a play, Wang Qiang hurriedly said: "I just said, I'll go to school." ”

Mother nodded and said, "There are still fifteen days to go, then I'll give you a try, if you can't earn 10,000 yuan in half a month, you can go to school honestly." ”

Earn 10,000 yuan in half a month?

This is simply impossible in her opinion, since she saw her son's attitude so resolute, Cheng Lin, who is a mother, thought of a word in her mind - it is better to be blocked than to be sparse.

She simply pretended to agree with Wang Qiang to make money, anyway, she would definitely not be able to make so much money before the start of school, so she could only go to school obediently.

Now you can earn more than 100 a day by buying fish, which is already incredible in Cheng Lin's opinion.

Earn 10,000 yuan in fifteen days, that is to say, you have to earn at least 700 yuan a day, unless you go to rob a bank, what kind of work can you earn 700 yuan a day?

Perhaps, this is a little bit of scheming for a mother, a little scheming for the sake of her son.

Wang Qiang said very solemnly: "Okay!"

It is indeed very difficult to earn 10,000 yuan in half a month, especially now that it is only 94 years, but Wang Qiang has countless hole cards, and it is not without opportunities.

Since his mother agreed to give him a chance, Wang Qiang didn't want to miss it, and the manly husband kept his word, saying that if he earned 10,000 yuan in half a month, he would earn 10,000 yuan.

Wang Guozhen once wrote in his article: When laughter turns into silence, when confidence turns into loss, do I still be firm and persistent when I approach the steps of my dreams?

At this moment, Wang Qiang told himself very firmly and forcefully, yes, my steps towards my dream are still firm and persistent.