"Okay!" I looked at Qin Mu and said, "Say, what is your hint?" I think I have the confidence to find Yuxin in your hint. ”

"Listen!" Qin Mu hugged her bowl with a cute smile on her face, and reminded me: "Yuxin said that she was tired and wanted to find a place to be quiet and quiet. ”

"Hmm!" I nodded, "and then?

"Nope. ”

"No?" I was surprised, "what kind of hint are you, fooling me?"

Qin Mu said with a serious face: "I'm really not fooling you, I suggest you think about it, everyone has a harbor in their hearts, and you have it! For example, when you are wronged, where do you go first? This first place you think of is the place you want to go to the most!"

Lu Yuhao, who was eating noodles on the side, hurriedly said: "When I'm in a bad mood, I have to go to the bar to jump, drink in the dark, and then the next day as if nothing happened, this is my way of relaxing, I don't want any clean place." ”

Qin Mu was speechless and said to Lu Yuhao, "That's you...... Is your sister the same as you?"

I didn't say anything, I sat on the sofa and buried my head, I didn't know what I was thinking, Qin Mu comforted me on the side and said: "Think about it yourself, Yuxin must have shared with you the place where she longs for life the most, you can go find it when you think about it." ”

Where is the place where Yuxin wants to live? The life she wants......

Suddenly, a signal crossed my mind, it was a passage that Yuxin once said to me, she said that living in Kunming was very tiring, and sometimes she even wanted to give up, but the reality did not allow her to really give up......

"I know!" I got up excitedly, startling Lu Yuhao, who was eating noodles.

He looked at me with a confused look on his face and asked, "What did you think, why did it suddenly explode on the spot?"

I ignored Lu Yuhao, got up and quickly returned to the bedroom, took off the clothes I was wearing today and threw them in the basket, found a clean T-shirt in the closet, changed into jeans, and took a coat when I left the bedroom, and walked straight outside.

When I was changing my shoes, Qin Mu looked at me curiously and asked, "You guessed?"

I said to Qin Mu while changing my shoes: "Almost, I think I have guessed where Yuxin went, you are right, if I find the wrong one, it means that I don't pay enough attention to Yuxin and don't care about what she said." ”

"Listening to your tone, you seem to be very confident, and you are bound to win?"

"Nope. I said to Qin Mu calmly: "I don't know if I'm right, but my intuition at this time is to guide me to look in this direction, if I can find it, count me lucky, if I can't find it, I will continue to look for it." ”

"Go, go, go!" Qin Mu looked at me with a smile and said, "I think you will succeed." ”

Lu Yuhao came over with his own noodle pot and said to me: "I'm about to go on the road, eat some more, don't be hungry." ”

"Get out!" I scolded, "Roll as far as you give me, I'm not going on the road." ”

"I'm sorry!" Lu Yuhao said with a hippie smile: "Forgive me for not knowing how to use words, anyway, my intentions are good, don't worry about your hunger on the road, let's eat some more." ”

"You're so worried that you won't be able to finish your instant noodles, goodbye!"

Close the door, while waiting for the elevator, take out a cigarette and put it in your mouth, just about to light it, the elevator door opened, there was a young mother holding a little girl about 3 years old, the little girl looked very well-behaved, the face was overwhelming, seeing this scene, I decisively put away the lighter, I did a lot of smoking in the elevator, but when there were children inside, I could consciously hold back.

When the elevator reached the first floor, the little girl suddenly said to me, "Thank you, uncle." ”

I was stunned, I didn't know what the little girl was talking about, her mother explained: "She is thanking you for not smoking in the elevator, her father also likes to smoke, twice smoked in the elevator, I had a quarrel with her father, my daughter felt that smoking in the elevator was wrong, so she criticized her father, and I explained to my daughter that smoking in the elevator is human freedom, if you see someone in the elevator holding a cigarette and not smoking, it is he taking care of you, worried that you smell bad, so she said thank you." ”

After the mother and daughter got out of the elevator, I looked at the cigarette in my hand, and since I all know that smoking is not good and smoking is annoying, why do I still have to be obsessed with it? Yuxin once advised me to smoke less, but she never forbade me to do so.

At the entrance of the elevator, the trash can stood quietly, I threw the cigarette in my hand, walked two steps and felt that it was not enough, and threw half a box of cigarettes and lighters in the trash can, for Yuxin, I started to quit smoking today.

There is a joke on the Internet that a man can even quit smoking and can do such a cruel thing to himself, what else can't he do?

Today, I'm being a little cruel to myself.

The obsession in my heart is Yuxin, no doubt!

Sitting in the car, starting the engine and pulling the seat belt, the next action turned out to be unconsciously touching the cigarette in the pocket, and the moment the hand touched the pocket, I realized that this had formed a habit, and what I have to do now is to change the habit.

Set navigation on the mobile phone, 380 kilometers away from the destination, it is expected to arrive in 6 hours, it is 7:30 p.m. at this time, the time for navigation calculation should be more than the actual time, according to the speed of 100 per hour, four hours is about the same, good luck, you can see Yuxin before 12 o'clock tonight.

Sometimes, we have to trust our instincts, like I'm going to set off now, at this moment I don't even think about whether I won't find Yuxin, as if I'm sure that Yuxin is there, this is a kind of human instinct, of course, it can also be said that we are deceiving ourselves, just like when we fantasize about something good, who will fantasize about its bad side?

Go out on the highway, the scenery along the way is running backwards outside the window, night falls, the feeling of galloping on the highway is great, the car is playing an old song "Suddenly I miss you", this song seems to sing my heart, I can't help but turn on the music to the loudest, open the skylight, and sing loudly with the music: "Suddenly I miss you."

Where will you be

live a happy or aggrieved life

I miss you so much all of a sudden

Suddenly sharp memories

Suddenly blurred eyes ......"