"Isn't your circle of friends going abroad?"

When I met Brother Hu two days later, I met for dinner before the recording of the show, and Brother Hu said helplessly: "Dong Qing came to me in the first season, so I didn't participate in the end." ”

"The second season of this year came again, and at first I used the excuse that I wanted to study abroad, and I chatted for more than eight hours a few days ago, hey, I really can't help it!"

Seeing Ding Cheng laughing, he quipped: "Take out seven or eight themes for me to choose, and finally choose life, after all, my brother is also a person who has died once, so it's quite appropriate to talk about this." ”

Ding Cheng nodded, and glanced at a scar on the other party's right eye, which may not be visible from a distance, but it is quite obvious when sitting close.

"After all, I am a senior of CCTV, and I grew up watching other people's programs, so I always have to give this face. ”

Ding Cheng smiled and asked, "Which book are you going to read?"

"Hamlet!" Hu Ge said seriously, "The car accident 12 years ago was like going through a reincarnation. The loss of my colleagues, the destruction of my appearance, and the suspension of my work once left me in the dark and unable to extricate myself. ”

"After finally reinvigorating in the care of the people around me, I have a more personal understanding of the question of survival or destruction. ”

Ding Cheng was silent, not everyone is qualified to face life and death, and not everyone can have the courage to stand up again!

"I dreamed of that night countless times, on August 29, 06, on the dark highway, Xiao Kai, the driver who stayed up all night with me, was too tired, and he was tired of driving and crashed into the big truck in front of him. ”

"The car knocked over my right cheek and neck and was cut by glass and passed out, and Zhang Mian, a 23-year-old assistant who sat in the passenger seat for me......"

Brother Hu took a deep breath, and after many years, he still remembered the scene at that time.

"After more than 100 stitches, I woke up and knew that she was gone, because I couldn't cry because my eyes were stitched, so I could only hang my head to the side of the hospital bed and let the tears fall to the ground. ”

"Xiao Kai has been sentenced for a few years, and now he is still my driver, because the whole world can blame him, only I can't!"

Speaking of this, he leaned lightly on the back of the chair and said with an inexplicable smile: "At that time, everyone around me hid the mirror, and after more than ten days, my father accompanied me to the bathroom, and the right side of my face was twice as large as the size in the mirror, and the seven-centimeter-long wound on my neck made me collapse instantly!"

"At that moment, I felt that I was finished, completely finished, and I almost gave up the idea of being able to come back as an actor. ”

"The mirror threw a confused, frightened man in front of me, covered in scars and covered in blood......"

"The strange man struggled to open his eyes and look at me, his face covered with needles and threads, as if he had just come out of a tailor's shop......"

"I feel the pain of the wound and want to speak out loud but I don't know what to say......"

looked at Ding Cheng and said calmly: "This face stands in front of the camera, and it must go through special angles and lighting to cover up the defects, many people have asked me: How long did the confusion and pain last?"

"Actually, it's still there all the time. ”

"Some people may pretend to be honest and say that they have overcome, but ......"

"Who can come out without a shadow?"

Ding Cheng didn't speak, just listened quietly, with a sincere expression hoping to give the other party some comfort and encouragement.

"Disfigurement is a physical matter after all, and you can get through it by gritting your teeth, but the grief of losing a friend can't be erased so far. ”

"I often think that if she was still alive, she would have been a wife and a mother by now, right?"

"With her master's degree in film studies from Beijing Normal University, she must have made a lot of achievements in her career, right?"

"She's the most optimistic girl I've ever met, always carefree and heartless when we work together, and that feeling seems far away from me......"

"Stumbling up and down to get to this day, I've tasted all the ups and downs, and what is the result?"

Brother Hu slowly straightened his body, his gaze gradually came out of the confusion, and he became more and more determined: "Since God let me live, I can't live in vain!"

"This is the line of Mei Changsu in Langya Bang, it seems to be written for me, and it is also like a friend in heaven asking me. ”

"The people around me have done a lot more than me, my agent, my team, my teachers, my elders, my relatives, and even the peppercorns who have always been there......"

"Are they the ones who have brought me to where I am today, who have made me so good as a so-called successful artist, but always ask myself if what I have done is not enough to be worthy of who I was and what I have experienced......"

Ding Cheng let out a long sigh, understanding the other party's feelings very well. From Li Xiaoyao, a stubborn young man with crooked smiling eyes, to Mei Changsu, who returned from nirvana with a medal hanging from the corner of his eye, the changes from the inside to the outside seem to have received a lot of praise.

It's just that behind this, fate also made him suffer too much.

I heard that after a year of injury, I returned to the crew of "The Legend of the Condor Heroes", because I didn't want to disappoint the fans and colleagues who were waiting for the completion of the show, so I had to bite the bullet.

Most of the time, the camera could only shoot the left half of his face, and the right half was deliberately covered with hair, and everyone tried to make his face look perfect.

For several years, whether in life or work, I didn't consciously use my left face to communicate with others, what was it like?

"I was able to stay because there must be something that had to be done, maybe some special mission to be done. ”

"Every time I think about this mission, I fall into self-blame because I haven't found what to do until now?"

"Many people will think that I have lived a good life in the past 12 years, because my career has risen significantly, and then I have made more money and gained more ......."

"But I don't think that's the point of my life. ”

"So many years of atonement!"

"For myself, and for her who left!"

Coming to the scene of the recording of the show, Ding Cheng looked at Brother Hu on the stage and recited the classic Hamlet emotionally.

I have to say that the theme of this issue is life, and perhaps he is indeed the most suitable person to interpret this theme.

Life contains all the most extreme experiences in the world, and the meaning is so profound that no matter how hard you go out, you can't overdo it. We are born as human beings, and we are born as sentient beings.

Since the completion of "The Hunting Ground" in March 16, no works have been made, and the only thing that can be regarded as acting is the drama "Dream Like a Dream".

Putting aside his acting skills, Ding Cheng admires this, a person who has a lot of ideas about his career development, and who knows very well what he wants and what he is doing......

After the second big hit, you can still find the right direction and never forget your original intention, which is no longer possible for the impetuous entertainment industry.

"It wasn't my face that was shattered by the car accident, it was my mask. ”

This sentence impressed Ding Cheng deeply.

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