Chapter Seventy-Three: I Don't Love Him Anymore

Hearing what he said, I didn't even think about reaching out and slammed the pillow on the bed towards the door.

"Get out of here!"

I yelled at him, but I was so annoyed because every word he said hit me in the heart.

I also want to face the facts, but how can such facts be so easy to face.

That night, I had insomnia, and my heart hurt so badly.

In the middle of the night, when I opened the bedroom door to go to the bathroom, I never thought that Mo Yunqian would fall asleep on the sofa in the living room.

He heard movement and hurriedly sat up.

"Why don't you go back to your room and sleep?"

I looked at him puzzled, but I saw him smile at me and said, "I'm not afraid that my words at night will be too serious, what if you can't think of doing something stupid for a while?"

I was a little embarrassed to hear that.

Mo Yunqian stood up and stretched, beat his waist again, and chattered casually: "This sofa is too soft, and I sleep all over my body!"

I knew in my heart that he slept in the living room just to guard me, afraid that something would happen to me, and it was impossible to say that he was not moved, but I was not polite in my face.

"If you don't sleep in a bed, you have to sleep on the sofa, you deserve it!"

With that, I went to the bathroom.

When I came out, Mo Yunqian was standing at the dining table drinking water, and when he saw me walking past him, he suddenly reached out and grabbed my hand.

I subconsciously paused and looked at him puzzled.

"What for?"

He looked at me and smiled, "I don't do anything, I just want to pull your hand." ”

He's the least fond of playing cards according to common sense, and he seems to have pulled me back to the memories of when we were together.

I just recalled the beginning, remembered the harm he had caused to me, and even though he had used his sincerity to win my forgiveness, the pain in his heart was healed, but I really wanted to accept him again, I was already afraid!

Now my marriage with Lu Shaofan is still there, but if I really want to start my new life positively, I must divorce Lu Shaofan first!

I stretched out my other hand and pulled Mo Yunqian's hand away.

"I told you to stop doing anything to me!"

With that, I turned around and walked to the bedroom with a cold face.

Behind him, Mo Yunqian's hands were empty, and he subconsciously clenched his palms, showing a hint of loss on his face.

Just as I walked into the bedroom and was about to close the door, I don't know when Mo Yunqian actually followed.

He blocked the door, and his face looked a little gloomy.

I looked at him puzzled, "Mo Yunqian, what are you doing?"

In the face of my questioning, Mo Yunqian approached me step by step, I subconsciously stepped back, and finally accidentally fell on the bed.

Mo Yunqian saw me fall on the bed, and he also fell on top of him, pressing me under him.

He stared at me so tightly that I could hear his breathing clearly.

"Mo Yunqian, what are you crazy about in the middle of the night?"

I scolded him again, but I didn't want him to suddenly bow his head and kiss me fiercely on the lips.

My eyes widened in shock and I looked at him incredulously, but his kiss was domineering and passionate, as if it was about to gnaw me into my belly.

How long has it been, how long has it been since I've been so close to him?

I subconsciously wanted to resist him, but Mo Yunqian had already expected it, and his hands tightly grasped my wrists, telling me to move......

In the end, I still love him in my heart, even if I am angry, but if it weren't for the fact that I still love him, I wouldn't have let him move into my house, and all my cold attitude towards him is actually just self-deception.

I thought that Mo Yunqian would want more, but soon, he let me go.

I lay on the bed with him, each panting heavily.

After calming down, I didn't think about it, so I reached out and pushed him under the bed.

Mo Yunqian had expected me to do this, and he reached out and grabbed my wrist.

"Wei Ran, admit it, admit that you still have me in your heart and you won't die, besides, your body is obviously so honest with me......"

Before he could finish his sentence, I stretched out my foot and kicked him out of bed, and then I got up from the bed and looked at him with a cold face.

"Mo Yunqian, if you treat me like this again, if it's okay, I'll warn you for sexual harassment of me!"

When he heard this, his face was not a little serious, but he looked at me indifferently and smiled: "Are you willing?"

When he asked me this, I was annoyed and said, "Mo Yunqian, you get out of my room for me!"

I yelled at him, but this time Mo Yunqian didn't continue to embarrass me.

He shrugged his shoulders amusedly.

"Yes, I'll go out now! You can sleep well, I won't bother you!"

Mo Yunqian just went out like this, and I was a little stunned that he suddenly cooperated with me again.

The moment the door was shut, I lay heavily on the bed.

Thinking back to the scene just now, my heart was completely flustered.

I don't know if what Mo Yunqian said is true or false, he obviously has nothing, but he doesn't have the reaction that he should have when he has nothing.

I always felt that he must have hidden something from me!

I had been with Mo Yunqian for a few months, and even if I didn't know him thoroughly, I knew that he wasn't someone who would give up easily.

Since he is ready to give up Genting in order for me to forgive him, then behind this, he must have planned a retreat for himself, but what is his retreat......

Thinking about this makes me feel irritable.

The next morning, when I came out of the bedroom, I found Mo Yunqian still lying on the sofa, but he was not only sleeping deeply, but the whole person was curled up in the quilt.

I walked up to him angrily.

"Wake up, what time is it and you're still sleeping!"

My voice was not small, and it stands to reason that Mo Yunqian should be able to be woken up by me, but he didn't move.

I subconsciously frowned.

"Mo Yunqian, you get up ......"

As I spoke, I reached out to tug him, but when my hand touched his palm, my expression froze.

The temperature of his palms was hot......

Then I reached out and touched his forehead, and it was really hot, and then I realized that his lips were dry and a little scary, and his face was a little sallow instead of his previous spirit.

Mo Yunqian had a fever, and it was a high fever.

Looking at him, I only had one thought in my heart, I can't let him continue to burn like this, I have to take him to the hospital!

He was a big man, very heavy, but I had no choice but to drag him up from the sofa, his whole weight pressed on my back, and I staggered before I could take a few steps.

"No, it's not a way to go on like this......"

I put Mo Yunqian on the sofa again, and then took out my mobile phone to call the emergency number, and after the call, I went to get a basin of warm water to help Mo Yunqian's body wipe it, hoping to help him cool down.

When Mo Yunqian was sent to the hospital, I was always with him, he burned the whole person in a daze, I talked to him, he didn't pay attention to me, occasionally opened his eyes to see, and closed it again.

This is the first time I have seen such a fragile Mo Yunqian, and my heart is anxious.

"Yun Qian, did you hear me, what's wrong with you?"

I am very puzzled why Mo Yunqian had a high fever for no reason.

It wasn't until he was admitted to the hospital that the problem was discovered when he checked his body.

I saw the doctor roll up the sleeve on his arm several times, and immediately a scar on his arm was revealed.

"The wound is inflamed. ”

The doctor said as he took the disinfectant water to Mo Yunqian's arm, but the doctor's brows furrowed tightly and continued: "This wound is so deep, it can't be done without needles and threads, why are you so inappropriate?"

When the doctor told me, I didn't even react.

I stared at the wound on Mo Yunqian's arm tightly, feeling sad and speechless.

He kept having a wound on his arm but didn't tell me, and he kept pretending to be fine.

Just before, I wondered if Mo Yunqian was ready to retreat before losing Yunding to Lu Shaofan, but when I saw this long and deep wound on his arm, my heart kept trembling, and my eyes turned red.

After Mo Yunqian's wound was stitched up, he was pushed into the ward in a daze, and I was always by his side, and after everyone was gone, I held Mo Yunqian's hand tightly.

"You used to be so smart and never perfunctory in doing things, why did you become so stupid now?"

I could have imagined that after Mo Yunqian lost everything, someone would definitely trouble him, but I have been kept in the dark, and I have always been deceived by Mo Yunqian's optimistic attitude.

After Mo Yunqian's wound was treated, he slept a lot more peacefully.

This is the first time I have seen his fragile appearance, and looking at Mo Yunqian like this, my heart hurts a little.

I know that if I stay here, I am afraid that I will not be able to hold on to the defense in my heart, after all, I still love him, and looking at him like this, my heart should soften.

Mo Yunqian has no friends, and if he wants to say that the only friend is only his former secretary Zhou Jing.

I called Zhou Jing, and soon Zhou Jing rushed over.

I looked at Zhou Jing and said with a light face: "He will be handed over to you to take care of, and I will leave first!"

Seeing me say this, Zhou Jing's brows furrowed.

"Miss Su, I know it's not so easy for you to forgive Mr. Mo, but you may not know that since you married Lu Shaofan, Mr. Mo has been living in torment every day, and I have never seen Mr. Mo so attentive to a woman. ”

Hearing Zhou Jing say this, I hooked the corners of my lips mockingly.

"So what? He brought it all on himself, didn't he?"

Zhou Jing couldn't say a word when my words were blocked.

Zhou Jing was silent for a while, and finally sighed.

"Actually, you both love each other, why can't you let go of everything and let go of your old suspicions? Isn't this the best outcome for both of you?"

Ice release ......

I want to too, but I have lost the courage to find happiness, even if Mo Yunqian has done this for me, it's not that I don't want to take another step, I really don't dare, besides......

Besides, I may never be able to get pregnant again for the rest of my life.

Thinking of this, I looked at Zhou Jing with a pretended smile.

"Zhou Jing, maybe you don't believe it, but I've really let go of the past, I ...... I don't love him anymore!"

With that, I walked to the door of the ward.

How could I not love Mo Yunqian, but I can't afford to love him, he can give up Yunding for me, give up all fame and fortune, I see his sincerity, but I can't accept him, as he said, he doesn't care, he is willing to be a Dink, as long as we are together, but he doesn't know, I don't want to be a Dink, I just want to be a normal woman, I want to have my own children.

In the ward, Mo Yunqian opened his eyes, he raised his hand, and stared at his hand with a pair of eyes, with a hint of joy but a hint of loss in his eyes.

"Mr. Mo, you ...... You didn't fall asleep just now?"

Zhou Jing looked at Mo Yunqian in surprise.

Mo Yunqian turned his head to look at Zhou Jing, "You know, before you came, she kept holding my hand and talking to me, she thought I was unconscious, but in fact, I just wanted to see if something really happened to me, would she care." ”

Speaking of this, Mo Yunqian hooked the corners of his lips slightly.

"That stupid woman, she said she didn't love me, she thought I would believe it......"

Listening to Mo Yunqian's words, Zhou Jing shook his head amusedly.

"Women, always duplicitous!"

At this moment, Mo Yunqian sat up with his body propped up, but his complexion was much better.

"Okay, don't talk about my personal affairs, let's talk about something else, how are you doing these days?"

……

When I came out of the hospital, I didn't go back, but went straight to the law firm.

The matter between me and Lu Shaofan always needs to be settled.

In the past few days, Lu Shaofan hasn't bothered me much, but he has sent me text messages every day, and the text messages are mostly greetings.

I still remember what Lu Shaofan said before, he said that it was impossible for him to agree to divorce me.

But I really can't go back with him, even if I can forgive him for calculating my affairs, I can't accept Qi Yuan's existence.

Qi Yuan is right, the child she has alone is right, but I am not wrong, she wants me to know the truth, and it is also for her own interests, and I can't accept her and the child in her belly, it is also out of human nature.

When I went to the law firm, I was in a heavy mood, but when I came out, I was a little more relaxed.

I never thought that one day I would stand on opposite sides with Lu Shaofan, but now I have to do it.