Mary's words can be said to have completely broken Liu Zhan's psychological defense, for so many years, although Liu Zhan has repeatedly pretended to be a nobody, only he knows the pain in his heart.

After Mary's words, they were finally no longer strangers, because Mary knew who Liu Zhan was.

"Probably my personality might be like my father, you know, when he was still dead, he was a jerk, and a super jerk, always liked to help people, but no one said he was good, a self-righteous old bastard. ”

Liu Zhan couldn't cry when he spoke, Yan Luo, the king of soldiers, never had tears, and he didn't even frown his brows when he was injured, but after Mary's words, he couldn't cry anymore.

"Is your father the same?"

Liu Zhan's voice was a little excited, and his question made Mary feel painful, as if the Yellow River had burst its banks, and it swept her away in an instant.

When she thinks of her father, Mary can only feel cold and miserable, because Mary's father has brought her too much suffering, and there may not even be a trace of good memories, all that is left is embarrassment and shame, and every time she thinks of this, she always involuntarily lowers her head.

"My father was super rich. Mary spoke slowly so that her emotions could calm down.

"Some people would say that he was rich, that he was a financial villain, that he was proficient in all kinds of pleasures, that he was a master of his masters, and when I was a child, he told me that there were no rules, no restrictions, and that he made me live a luxurious life that everyone envied, and I guess he was probably out of guilt for my mother, and I remember that everything I enjoyed from that time was the first class, the best hotels, the best service, the best place to vacation, the most lavish celebrity gatherings, the best seats to watch sports, and with men, he even helped me with men。 ”

"I was only sixteen years old at the time, and one day he told me that you had grown up, and that the time had come to prove my worth in cultivating you, and that my childhood was over, and he threw me out of the house, and then I was left to survive on my own. ”

"Then do you hate him?"

Mary shook her head and shouted tears: "It's false to say that you don't hate, and it's also a lie to say that you hate him, and if you really want to say that you hate, it's because of my mother." ”

"In addition to his notoriety, he also taught me what the cruelty of the world is, that no one will invest in you for nothing, and that was the first thing he said when he kicked me out of the house, when I was only sixteen years old, and for the first time refused his request because he wanted to pay my first night tribute to some dignitary. ”

"I really admire him, he can actually do business to this point, really, I look down on him from the bottom of my heart, but I have to admire his kind of mind and decisiveness when doing business, at least it is not reflected in me. ”

"What else? I guess that's not what you hate him. ”

Despite Mary's repeated remarks about the past, she still did not get to the point.

"Liu Zhan, sometimes, I really wish he would go to the eighteenth layer of hell, and he should go there. ”

Mary whispered, the memories that had been sealed for years had finally been opened.

"The present life is very cruel, I was only sixteen years old at the time, after refusing his request, I lived alone, but no one dared to hire the daughter of a super-rich man to do chores, so I refused to live on my own, just the living habits he cultivated for me, I was completely unable to adapt to civilian life, he was not interested in my miserable life at all, all he hoped was to ride on me. ”

“... You're not serious, are you?" Liu Zhan looked into her eyes, which were the windows of the soul, although there was only a gap opened, but it was enough for him to get a glimpse of the secrets that had been hidden inside for a long time.

There, Liu Zhan saw another Mary, a cautious and unusually lonely little woman, afraid of being hurt again, with many similarities to him, even more than he thought.

"So, that's why..."As soon as the words were spoken, Liu Zhan had already realized that he had said something that he shouldn't have said, but unfortunately it was too late, both of them knew what he wanted to say.

"What?" asked Mary, wary.

Liu Zhan shook his head.

"Why do I hate men so much, don't I?" said Mary, back to her usual acerbic tone, full of resentment.

"Mary, I'm not qualified to judge. ”

"From the time I was sixteen years old, until I got married, Liu Zhan, when you were still in love with your Jinbaoying, why should I be tortured, but he can live so freely?"

Mary's eyes were full of resentment, as if she had been holding grudges for a long time, and no one had ever talked to her about it.

"Later, after the old bastard had finished playing with me, he found another young girl with me and asked me to call her a stepmother, and then, he really couldn't look down on me, so he introduced me to a rich man, my husband, who was a bastard like my father, you know? One day I actually saw him sleeping naked in the same bed, so from then on, I swore that all the bastards should not touch me, and in my opinion, they should all go to hell and be burned to ashes!"

"It's not fair for you to say that. ”

"What? You talk to me about fairness? Don't look self-righteous, you are full of giving and giving, and you are not thinking about how to separate my legs? Come on, little girl, do you want to come to cool a P?"

"No, I didn't..."

"Wine to beauty, a special benefit for heroes. Mary sneered.

"Look, Mary, I'm thinking that I can't repay you for what you have paid, I should compensate you for something..."

"It's almost the same, I just want you to talk to me all night, but you men always instinctively go to bed. "

"When I return home, the horse farm will be yours, and it'll be fine. ”

"If we still have the life to go back. Mary interrupted.

"Maybe we can spend more time together?"

Mary snorted coldly and said, "Liu Zhan, are you pitying me?"

"Get to know each other well. ”

Liu Zhan insisted, his soft voice like a drizzle of rain dousing her anger.

Liu Zhan noticed that Mary was clenching Shuangquan, her nails already deeply embedded in her palms, trying to control her emotions.

God, she's a fighter, partly because she's the ideal feminist, but also because she's a natural fighter.

Mary gradually calmed down, and no longer dwelled on the pain in her heart.

"So, understanding, is the real reason you're doing this, isn't it?" Mary finally spoke.

"To better understand ourselves, to find ourselves by constantly challenging ourselves, to see our true selves head-on. ”

"I don't understand..."

"Liu Zhan, you told me that you saved Cindy for commitment, for responsibility, did you treat me as a three-year-old child? "

"Because that's who you are, you're not born to take the usual route, you're always looking for something different, and you don't even think about how it will affect others. ”

"Once you go with the flow, you feel like there's something deep inside you that will suffocate to death, like a shark that can't swim, and the only thing waiting for it is death, for God's sake, you're not saving Cindy, you're saving yourself. ”

Mary's words all hit Liu Zhan's sore spot, Liu Zhan could have taken her words as angry words and ignored them, which he might feel better in his heart, he had never seriously thought about his true thoughts in his heart.

"Maybe you're right, maybe you know myself better than I do. Liu Zhan said heavily, this is the first time that Yan Luo has shown such a speechless scene in front of others.

"I don't know anything about myself, how can I know about you?" cried Mary, deciding to resolutely oppose whatever Liu Zhan said.

Tears welled up in her eyes, she was not angry with Liu Zhan, but angry with herself.

Although there were times when she really didn't want to meet, she couldn't deny that it was a part of her.

She should be responsible for her life is herself, it is she herself who has made her the person she is now, although she often blames others, but she blames herself the most, she slowly leaned her head on Liu Zhan's shoulder.

"That's why I want to have a good talk when we get back. Although Jin Baoying has been rescued, Liu Zhan is not sure if Jin Baoying can still remember himself after so many years, but the current Mary is the woman who has uncovered his mask for the first time after he has been a Yama for so many years.

Mary pulled Liu Zhan's shirt, wiped the tears from her face, and raised her head to look into his eyes, "Liu Zhan, you can't imagine how much I want to be with you, but my intuition tells me that in the end, it is impossible for us to come together." ”

"You said we were very much alike. ”

"It's too similar, they're just following their own principles. ”

"Do you mean, are we all too selfish, or are we all too impatient? Maybe we can learn to slow down. ”

"Slow down, I can't do it, Liu Zhan. ”

"Why can't you do it?"