The atmosphere suddenly fell silent.

Mo Yunqian was silent for a long time, he suddenly didn't know how to face this matter, although he had thought about it a lot, but if he really encountered it, he didn't know what to do.

I pushed Mo Yunqian away and looked at him with red eyes: "If you still hope that I can be the same as before, I'm sorry I can't do it!"

Seeing me say this, a trace of pain flashed in Mo Yunqian's eyes: "Wen Ran, no matter what, your body is not well, can you go back to the hospital with me first?"

I looked at him with a cold face: "I'm still used to using my previous name, don't call me Wen Ran anymore, I'm not Wen Ran." ”

I'm repulsed by the name right now.

I actually married Mo Yunqian after losing my memory, I am so ignorant!

But many people around me know the truth, but they only hide it from me, my dad is, Wen Ya is, Lin Chen is, in the United States, Lin Boyuan too, and Zhen Yongan also hides from me, even including my own children, Sihan He hid it from me.

It's not that I don't know, all of them hide it from me for my own good, but when I recover my memory, how can I feel sorry for me and Mo Yunqian?

Can I accept my present life and forget the past completely?

I'm not a wooden person, I have a heart, and now I have another shadow in my heart, that shadow is brought to me by Chen Yuhai, which I have never experienced in my life, and it is he who makes me really see what real fear is.

"Do you know, when I was tortured by Chen Yuhai, I was full of satisfaction and hoped that you would appear immediately, but you didn't, really Mo Yunqian, I didn't blame you, it was only because I suffered everything that I realized one thing, I shouldn't rely on you, nor should I rely on anyone, if I was able to be strong from the beginning, I wouldn't feel sad because Sihan went to see Coco hide it from me, and came out alone! If I had been strong enough, I probably wouldn't have suffered what happened today. ”

Chen Yuhai is really terrifying, I am even ashamed of what I said to Chu Xinlan before, what qualifications do I have to persuade her, it is my words, I am not even as good as her, she can still endure torture by Chen Yuhai's side for a long time, and she will commit suicide if she is forced too much, but I am only the first time I have been abused by Chen Yuhai, I can't bear it, and when Mo Yunqian comes to save me, the only thing I want to do is to commit suicide, but Chen Yuhai didn't give me a chance at that time.

That encounter was so unforgettable to me, it made me think of that scene, and I was terrified from the bottom of my soul.

"Wei Ran, I'm ...... I ......" Mo Yunqian wanted to speak and stopped, but after all, he only said one sentence, "I'm sorry." ”

This sorry sentence is really too sour for me.

How many decades are there in life? Mo Yunqian's children and I are both ten years old, but looking back on the past, they are full of devastation.

He was so hateful, he kept me again and again, wanted me to return to him, but every time he gave up on me, he gave up on me first.

"Yun Qian. I tried to restrain my emotions, sniffed, and said as calmly as I could.

"I don't know how to face you now, these days, you have given me the greatest love and tenderness, I know this, but Yun Qian, if we don't have those unbearable memories of the past, I think I will bite you dead in my life, but those memories are too heavy for me, and they rush into my mind one by one, making me very painful. ”

"Yun Qian, let's be separated for a while, please take care of Sihan during this time, when my emotions calm down, I will come back to pick him up, and I will also give you an explanation. ”

When Mo Yunqian heard my words, he was really panicked.

He hugged me tightly in front of him: "No, Wei Ran, let's not be separated again, okay, we finally came to this day, I really can't live without you." ”

His voice was a little hoarse, I could even hear his heavy breathing, and he was afraid of what he had been afraid of, and it finally came.

Tears slipped from the corners of my eyes again.

I started to push Mo Yunqian, but he hugged me hard.

"Wei Ran, don't push me away anymore, I really understand, I understand how wrong I was in the past, you left for two years, I have been suffering in pain for two years, I never thought that one day I would be able to lose it again, but I just have you again, I thought at that time, maybe we are destined to be fate, we are inseparable. But I now know that the reality is that you may leave me at any time, maybe this period of time is really what I forced myself, but what I forced to come will be forced after all. ”

When he said this, he bit his lip tightly, and finally he said again: "Wei Ran, give me one last chance, okay? ”

Listening to what he said, I felt a little ironic.

"Mo Yunqian, do you know the same thing, how many times have you said it? You once said that you would give you one last chance, but I gave it, but you didn't cherish it, there are never a few last chances in this world, the last time is the last time, where can there be a future?"

"My brain is very messy now, because those memories suddenly poured into my mind, and the words you once said to me seemed to be repeated in my ears over and over again, Mo Yunqian, how can I accept you calmly again? Yes, I admit it, you have been really good to me during this time, you have fulfilled the responsibility of being a husband, but this is also after we have been stumbling with each other for ten years, how can I believe that the rest of my body by your side can always be so happy?"

Mo Yunqian said anxiously: "I can do it, for you, I can do anything, if you don't believe it, I can give you anything!"

I shook my head amusedly: "I believe what you say now, but in the future, if you regret it in the future, what should I do? Besides, now it's better for us to calm down separately for a while, you know, Chen Yuhai made me understand what real fear is, and he also made me understand that my biggest mistake was to rely on you too much, I should have been a strong person, but since I fell in love with you, I have become weak and timid." ”

If there is no dependence, love may not let me be with him at all, I would rather live alone with Sihan than have anything to do with him.