I turned my head and kissed Lu Yuxin's head, put my phone on the bed and got up and said, "I'll go change my clothes and take a shower, thank you for maintaining me so much." ”

Lu Yuxin raised her head and gently left a light kiss on my cheek, and said to me: "I didn't deliberately defend you, I really think that Jing Yao is a very good girl, and she is not worthy of Cheng Jia's kind of person at all, no matter how Jing Yao feels about you and how you feel about Jing Yao, this does not affect my appreciation of Jing Yao." ”

"Really?" I looked at Lu Yuxin and smiled and said, "Are you sure you didn't mean to comfort me?"

"Of course. Lu Yuxin said to me proudly: "I also want you to like Jing Yao once, if you used to like a girl like Liu Qian, I used to consider whether to be with you." ”

"What's the situation?" I asked, "Like Jing Yao and like Liu Qian...... What does this have to do with the two of us?"

"Of course there is!" Lu Yuxin analyzed me and said: "What do you think, how high is Jing Yao's material, can Liu Qian and Jing Yao compare? That's why, you know? If you like Liu Qian, and then you like me...... Isn't that me, you treat me and Liu Qian as the same kind of people? This is also a disguised manifestation of self-improvement value. ”

Well, women's theories are really a bit unpredictable.

Walked off the clothes and walked into the bathroom, stood under the shower and let the water drop on the top of my head, tonight, it was destined to be a sleepless night, Lu Yuxin only knew that I was looking for Jing Yao's contact information, but she didn't know what I was doing. I don't know what I'm doing, it all feels crazy.

Life is like a play, we are all plays, do plays have their own lives? Everything is to follow the script! I have played so many roles, and I have been controlled by others The trajectory and direction of my life, once I valued friendship so much, and all I got was betrayal and hurt, this time, I decided to write this script myself, it is no longer important whether it is sad or happy, the important thing is that I feel the pleasure and excitement of being a planner.

Someone once said that there are only three kinds of people in this world, the first is the person who sets up the situation, the second is the person who follows the trend, and the third is the person who does things. I used to be the one who did things, but this time, I'm the one who sets up the game......

After taking a shower, I climbed on the balcony and smoked a cigarette around the bath towel, opened the QQ space with my mobile phone in my hand, and checked the photos I had uploaded...... After tonight, maybe we won't be able to discuss anything anymore.

After smoking a cigarette, I returned to the bedroom with melancholy, Lu Yuxin was leaning on the bedside reading a book, she was used to reading world classics for a while before falling asleep, this habit has been developed for a long, long time, seeing me walk in and my face was a little not good, she asked with a little worry: "What's wrong with you?"

I climbed onto the bed, sat next to Lu Yuxin, raised my arm and hugged her in my arms and asked, "Yuxin, you say...... There is no way to turn back time, is it that many times what we have done is irreversible? Even if we regret it one day, it will be useless, right?"

"What's wrong?" Lu Yuxin asked, "Why are you asking that?"

"It's nothing......" I turned my head and kissed her on the forehead, and said to her: "What you said just now is right, people like Cheng Jia don't deserve to have Jing Yao at all, he doesn't love Jing Yao at all, it's just a desire to dominate, if he and Jing Yao are really together, Jing Yao won't be happy, right?"

"That's right. Lu Yuxin may have realized what I was struggling with, and said along my thoughts: "I think so too, Cheng Jia really doesn't deserve to have Jing Yao." ”

People, at some times, may say some words of self-comfort, or suggest that others say some words to comfort themselves, for example, at this moment, I deliberately caused some topics, so that Lu Yuxin could continue to talk along with his thoughts, for example, I chatted with Lu Yuxin about the annual meeting of 'Jin Nian', and talked about Cheng Jia pit 'Jin Nian' for his own purposes, completely ignoring Jing Yao's feelings......

When I said this, Lu Yuxin followed my thoughts, and gradually, I didn't feel so uncomfortable in my heart, but tonight!

At four o'clock in the morning, I glanced at the clock as I got up to pee, and I guessed that maybe my plan had succeeded. I went to the balcony again to smoke a cigarette, and this time I went back to the bedroom to sleep peacefully.

The next day, I slept until half past ten in the morning, got up and found that Lu Yuxin had gone to work in Dikai, I picked up my mobile phone to find Gao Xu's phone and dialed it, the dial button just pressed down, I was weak again, and hung up quickly! I was a little afraid to inquire about Gao Xu's news, I don't know if the reality will be the same as I guessed.

I forced Cheng Jia like that last night, with my understanding of Cheng Jia, he will definitely go to Gao Xu...... Once I hinted that Cheng Jia could attack Gao Xu and kill Gao Xu or something, I don't know if he did what I hinted at last night.

After hesitating for a moment, I dialed Gao Xu's phone for the second time, this time I was still timid, but I forcibly didn't let myself hang up the phone, just waited, listening to the voice on the other side of the phone, my heart beat gradually faster.

I was expecting the phone to be answered, but I waited until the phone was busy, and still no one answered......

What's going on? Don't you hear?

I dialed a second time, and this time I was bolder than before, and my eyes were glued to the screen, no longer listening to the sound, but looking at the picture.

Like last time, the phone ended up hanging up on its own!

I made two calls in a row but didn't answer...... It seems a little abnormal.

I got up from bed and went to the closet to look for clothes, jeans and T-shirts were the easiest, put them on my body and casually took a belt on the wall and strung it on my pants, I didn't care which brand of belt it was, and whether it matched today's pants...... I walked out without washing my face.

When I put on my shoes and went out, I found that the car key of the Audi Q7 was missing, and it should be Lu Yuxin who drove away!

A car is too inconvenient, when I entered the elevator, I used my mobile phone to make an appointment for a special car, and I couldn't wait to go to Yunda Hospital, I wanted to know how Gao Xu is now, whether he is still alive...... and Cheng Jia......

On the way to the hospital, I kept urging the driver to drive faster, and the driver thought that someone at home was rescuing me, so he comforted me not to worry while driving...... What a nice guy.