This year's month is not the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, and the twenty-ninth is the Chinese New Year's Eve. As in previous years, there is a holiday at the beginning of the Lunar New Year.

Today is the 28th day of the Lunar New Year, and there was a tea party in the factory in the afternoon, and the factory stipulated that the workers whose families are in other places can go home for the New Year one day in advance, and Yang Yilin can go back to his hometown in Zhongyang tomorrow morning for the New Year.

After getting off work in the evening, Yang Yilin returned to Yinghua Xili, he was still restless, lay down on the bed, and couldn't help muttering to himself: "I haven't seen her for three months!" With this self-talk exclamation, the tears in his eyes dripped onto the pillow towel before they could reach his ears.

Yang Yilin was still thinking and saying, "Xiaowen, where are you?" What are you saying in your heart, you can say to me! What are you hiding for? Xiaowen, I know you like me, you must miss me very much, you want to see me, but why are you hiding and not seeing me? Xiaowen! I miss you! I miss you!

Yang Yilin couldn't control the tears on his face, he sat up crying, took the paper and pen, and wrote two lyrics on the table next to the bed.

After he finished writing the two lyrics, he thought to himself, if I go to the private school Hutong tomorrow and I can't see Xiaowen again, I will ask his family to give her the lyrics and let her read them.

Yang Yilin looked at the lyrics he wrote again, and felt that the words 'I love, you love, I miss you, I love you,', these words are too direct, too explicit, and too blushing! He read it after he finished writing, and then he felt that he could do it.

A few words he added, which read:

Xiaowen, we haven't seen each other for a long time, how are you? Today I wrote two more lyrics: "Please Open Your Heart" and "Find Your Only Love". These two lyrics are not composed, please help me take a look, see what is not going well, you can change it.

1. "Please Open Your Heart"

You are also where I am, and you are here where I came.

You can make me swoon with a simmer, and you can make me laugh out loud with a joke.

We have love in our hearts, and we all understand why you are ignoring me at this moment.

Why are you so depressed and unhappy, why do you always bury something in your chest if you don't say anything.

Why do you treat it with concealment, why you are so hard to find my tracks!

Oh, girl, beloved girl, oh, girl, the only love in my heart!

I know, I love, you love, two hearts are in love,

I know, I carry your heart, you carry my heart as well.

But you, passing by, you don't wait any longer,

You look at me and treat me like a stranger, and this has become the sorrow of my life!

I will, I want you to speak to me quickly,

I please, I ask you to open your heart to me quickly!

Oh, girl, beloved girl, oh, girl, the only love in my heart!

Accompany me for a lifetime, only you are kind and lovely,

With me all my life, only you have a wonderful demeanor.

I long, your steps are fast before me,

I know that no matter how far you go, your heart is still there.

I beseech you, I beg you to speak to me quickly,

I please, I ask you to open your heart to me quickly!

Your lifelong friend: Yang Yilin

8 p.m. on February 15, 1988

2. "Finding the Only Love"

Yesterday's sun was like fire, and now the ice and snow cover the ground.

The sun is east and the moon is white and black in the west, and it is difficult to stop crying in the heart.

I miss you think you miss you too much I love you love you love you love you too much.

I met you on the street that day, and I quietly put you in my heart.

I met you when I didn't talk much, and I talked endlessly and asked carefully.

I have decided to depend on you for two lives, you should understand that I can't live without you by my side!

Where is your beloved, why is it so hard to hide?

In this life, in this life, I only have you in my heart, you are my eternity, you are my only one!

I am willing, I am willing to be willing, willing to put my life in your hands!

I'm looking for it, I'm looking for it every day, and I'm looking for it every year, and I want to find you when I grind the iron pestle into a needle and wear steel shoes!

Your lifelong friend: Yang Yilin

February 15, 1988, 9 p.m

Yang Yilin took these two lyrics, he read them again, and felt that there was nothing to add to them, so he took an envelope, put the two lyrics in the envelope, glued them, and prepared to bring them over when he went to Zheng's house tomorrow.

In the early morning of the twenty-ninth day of the Lunar New Year, Yang Yilin got up before dawn. After breakfast, he packed the letter, fished out the six fresh carp prepared yesterday from the basin, put the fish into a large plastic bag filled with water, and put a woven bag on the outside, and went out with a relaxed mood and heaviness.

When Zheng's mother heard the doorbell, she muttered to herself: "Oh, it's the New Year, this kid should also go back to Zhongyang's hometown to see his parents, he got up so early, or came here first, alas!"

Mother Zheng sighed to herself, walked quickly to the gate and opened the door, and saw that Yang Yilin was carrying a large bag of things in her hand. She really didn't know how to talk or socialize, so she just said, "Son, are you here so early? ”

Zheng's mother followed Yang Yilin, walked to the courtyard and said: "Child, if you want to come to the house in the future, just come, don't take anything anymore, you go to this house every week to get fish, Nini She is not at home, can your uncle and I finish eating?"

Yang Yilin saw that Zheng Xiaowen hadn't come back yet, he thought about it and didn't answer Zheng's mother's words, he put the fish in the iron basin, handed the letter to Zheng's mother, and said, "Auntie, this is the lyrics I wrote, let Xiaowen change it for me." I'll go back and prepare, and then I'll go back to my hometown in Zhongyang for the New Year, and I'll go. ”

Yang Yilin came to the courtyard after speaking, he didn't stop in the courtyard, only looked at the west wing, and walked to the gate.

Zheng's mother followed closely behind and said, "Child, be careful on the road!"

Yang Yilin responded: "Ah, I know." He was so upset that he didn't say anything else.

Zheng's mother sent Yang Yilin back, opened the door of the West Wing, and handed the letter to Zheng Xiaowen. The mother looked at her daughter and said a little angrily: "I knew that this child was going home to see his parents for the New Year, and you didn't let him give him the New Year's goods, you went to the East House to see, he took so many fish!

Zheng Xiaowen saw that her mother was really angry, she quickly smiled and said: "Mom, didn't I tell you the way to parry, Yang Yilin, if he comes again, you just point at him, make noise with him, and then use a broom to drive him away! I think this method must be very effective! If you don't believe it, you just have to try to use this method, I don't believe that I can't cure him!"

When my mother heard this, she laughed and said, "Such a good child, I am reluctant to use that rancid method to drive him out!"

Zheng Xiaowen thought about it and said: "Then, I think my mother means, Yang Yilin must be a very good child in my mother's eyes, isn't it?"

The mother glanced at her daughter and said with a bitter face, "Then you don't need to say it!"

Zheng Xiaowen stopped joking at this time, she paused for a moment, and said a little seriously: "Mom, since you know that Yang Yilin is so good, you can't bear to watch him marry a daughter-in-law who is seven or eight years older than him?

The mother looked at her daughter as if she hadn't finished speaking, she looked at her daughter, waiting for her daughter to continue her words and hear it clearly.