Chapter 186: Stick to Your Heart
"Yesterday was my birthday, so I came to you. ”
This sentence was like a deadly poison that had spilled into Zhu Tian's heart, and when he savored the pain caused by the poison, the figure had already left his field of vision. He remembers that yesterday Emma happily walked into the lumber yard and saw himself and Ginya...... She left again in frustration.
That's the end of it......
Well...... It's heartless.
And what can be done?
Yesterday was her birthday, fifteen or sixteen, and I don't even know how old she is.
No matter how old she is, in the eyes of Zhu Tian, who has been a person in two lives, she is a child. However, the best quality trait of children is that they will forget.
Well...... After a long time, she will forget about the experience...... She's so young, she doesn't understand anything.
Maybe sleeping for a while is the right thing to do, and time will destroy everything.
Thunder and lightning roared in the dark night, and heavy rain fell instantly! Except for those who were seriously injured by the competition, all the spectators were running towards the town.
If it hadn't rained, there might have been celebrations, or maybe nothing.
No one could have imagined that in the end it was the Yodelmen who won the championship, and that it would be better for a group of Odin people to celebrate a Yodelman than to call a group of cats and mice to collect food for the winter.
Those Yodelman viewers wanted to lift Zhu Tian above their heads to show their admiration and love for Zhu Tian. However, at this time, the torrential rain suddenly hit, and they might be able to raise Zhu Tian above their heads now to shield themselves from the torrential rain......
Countless people ran in the same direction, and there was no longer the figure of the little Lori Emma in sight, Zhu Tian recalled the scene where the smaller figure squeezed out of the crowd and ran in tears, and was stunned for a long time.
Well, that's kind of ...... It's over. He suddenly remembered that he had won the championship, which meant a huge amount of bets, and immediately turned his eyes to the gambling table, and walked briskly, only to find that all the people around him had run out.
This is also normal, at this time it is raining heavily, and no one will wait there stupidly......
"You're here! Suddenly, a red-haired Chiya man came out from under the table, threw Zhu Tian a cloth bag, and immediately strode towards Josson City.
"Huh?" Zhu Tian opened the cloth bag and saw that it was full of silver coins, roughly estimating, there should be fifty or sixty pieces......
Shouldn't the odds be 1 to 1,000? He looked at the Chiya man who had disappeared, and he was a little helpless for a while. I can only wait for the rainstorm to stop and then go to them......
"Peake, you take over the body. In the rainstorm, Zhu Tian said to Pique.
"Before I take over the body, there's one thing I want to tell you. ”
Zhu Tian was silent in the torrential rain and narrowed his eyes slightly.
Peake said to him slowly, "Emma ran back to Josson last night. ”
"Well, I know about it. ”
Then she came back in the early hours of the morning, and it happened to be raining heavily. ”
"yes, I can't get used to Ryder's bed, and I woke up in the middle of the night to see that it was raining again...... Wait, you said she ran back at night? Then she ......" Zhu Tian suddenly remembered that he went to the donkey shed at noon today to lead the big black feet, but bumped into Emma who came out oncoming. "So this fool slept with Big Black Feet last night?" he looked at Big Black Feet following him, and an inexplicable emotion suddenly welled up in his heart. The emotion upset him. "What is this a fool to do here in the middle of the night?"
"When you came out, Ryder woke up, and he woke up after drinking the potion that Emma had brought overnight. ”
Another thunderclap spread from the clouds!
"So she ran back to Yosun City yesterday to get medicine......" Zhu Tianmuran stood in the torrential rain.
The words suddenly sounded in his heart again: "Yesterday was my birthday, so I came to you." ”
The rain seemed to have that extremely desperate face again: "Yesterday was my birthday, so I came to you." ”
The thunder roared continuously, and it seemed to form a sentence: "Yesterday was my birthday, so I came to you." ”
Her name is Emma, and she is a little girl, her grandfather is seriously ill, and her father only sees her once every half a month, and maybe her father has forgotten her birthday...... However, she was not discouraged, she had important people in her heart, and with a longing for her birthday, she walked out of her familiar place and went into the distance. However, what she ends up getting is endless cold eyes and endless bullying...... On her most important day, she spent her time running, going back and forth to Peace Town and Yosun City three times, how much sweat did she have to flow? When she was tired of running, she would be thirsty, so would she open her mouth and drink the torrential rain that fell from the sky...... Running back to the lumber yard, which was full of painful memories, she found that there was no place to sleep, so she silently walked into the donkey shed and spent what should have been a happy birthday night...... Under the watchful eyes of hundreds of people, she stood in the most dangerous place and experienced one of the most torturous journeys of her life...... Wet, how did she fall asleep yesterday? After running so far, she didn't eat......
Thinking of this, Zhu Tian only felt that a big stone was pressing against his chest, dull and painful. For more than ten days, when my chest hurts, a bowl of thick green soup will be served...... And now, it's an endless bleak rainstorm.
I don't know how long he stood in the torrential rain, he closed his eyes, silently raised his head, and began to welcome the baptism.
He began to say to Peake one sentence at a time:
"I just want to vent my anger on the bear kids on the streets. And you like to read quietly in your grandfather's attic. ”
"I hunt bulls, cook roast beef, and enjoy delicious food, while you have to bear the consequences, silently endure your father's scolding and beatings. ”
"I often squander all the copper coins you have kept, and you try to re-accumulate them again and again. ”
"I'm galloping around with my big black feet, and you're distressed when you ride it for a while. ”
"No matter what ridiculous things I do, you have to bear them silently. ”
"Today, you wouldn't have told me about what Emma did yesterday...... If you say that you don't dwell on pain, then you must be a great liar. ”
In the dark, Peake asked him, "I'm really struggling with pain, what should I do?"
"What do you think?" Zhu Tian asked rhetorically, "What should you do in the face of another soul in your body?"
"If the facts can't be changed," Pique said, "then we can only continue to dwell on the pain." ”
Zhu Tian stood in the rainstorm, his whole body tense like a bowstring, "You never thought of letting me sleep all the time, or...... Kill me?"
"When I was a kid, I thought you should never wake up, but then I realized that it wasn't realistic, and I never had the idea of killing you. ”
Zhu Tian muttered for a long time in the torrential rain. "Peake, you're kind, kinder than anyone I've ever met. Anyone who notices the appearance of another soul in his body will become a madman. You're different from everyone else, I used to think you were cowardly, and now I think I'm wrong, completely wrong, you're the one who is really strong!"
"Why do you say that?"
"You have the most complete humanity, the most innocent humanity, the kindest humanity. After going through so much suffering, you can still face everything with such optimism. When you see a girl you like, you are willing to work hard for a month, but in the end you just want to know the name of that girl...... You are the one who is really powerful!" Zhu Tian repeated.
"Now is not the time to say that," said Peake, "you should go to her, to the person you like." ”
"Who do I like?" Zhu Tian smiled bitterly, "We are a contradiction after all." You'd love to be in control of your body by yourself, and you'd love to see Hayser right away. But my presence prevented everything. ”
"I understand what it feels like to be in pain, so I don't want to see others suffer. In this case, I would love to let you go to that girl. ”
"Things are going to get more and more troublesome," Zhu Tian asked, "what should you do in the face of emotional conflicts?"
"Keep dwelling on the pain," Peake replied, "but stay true to your heart." ”