Chapter 162: My Wife, Only You
Qin Mohan took his hand back and still sat on the edge of the bed.
Qiao Ran's hand was held by him, and she wanted to withdraw it, but she didn't have any strength on her body.
Tears flowed silently down the corners of her eyes, and Qin Mohan looked at her sad face, and her mood was also very heavy.
"The child is gone, and I don't feel good, but since it has happened, don't think about it anymore, torture yourself, we will have more children in the future, right?"
Qiao Ran closed his eyes, his heart hurt as if he was being pinched with his hand, and he was suffocated in pain.
He has never been a mother, and of course he doesn't know the pain of a mother who loses her child, and she doesn't want to see him now, very much.
"Get out, you get out. ”
Her hoarse voice was deep weary and painful.
Qin Mohan got up, sat on the edge of the bed, hugged Qiao Ran in his arms, and said softly, "It's my fault, it's me who didn't protect you well, you can beat or scold you, just don't hurt yourself anymore, we still have Wenwen, we can have another one, two, or more in the future." ”
"Woo ......"
Qiao Ran grabbed Qin Mohan's clothes tightly with his fingertips and cried with a whimper.
It's not so much that she complains about Qin Mohan, but more so that she blames herself, because she didn't protect this child well, and because she let the child leave this world.
"It's my fault, it's all my fault, woo woo......" Qiao Ran cried, "I know my physical condition, but I still can't control my temper, it's all my fault, I killed him, I killed him." ”
"It's not like this, his arrival was an accident, and his departure was also an accident, every day I don't know how many unborn children leave for various reasons, it's just that this incident is just happening to us now, dye, you are strong, don't blame yourself, don't feel guilty, at least he came, you also feel happy, don't you?"
Qin Mohan was not a comforting person, he racked his brains to think about what to say.
Joe's tears soaked his shirt, and she was in his arms, crying so fragile and helpless.
Qiao An didn't know when he walked to the door of the ward, and when he saw the two people in the ward, Qin Mohan was bowing his head and persuading Qiao Ran softly, the corners of his lips stiffened, and he turned around.
"Don't follow me, I'll go home. ”
Joan said to Bai Lin.
Bai Lin hesitated and nodded, "Okay, Mr. Qiao, you go slowly." ”
Joan returned to the villa, and the cold and empty house seemed to be even colder.
He walked to the first floor in front of the spiritual seat dedicated to his father, lit three sticks of incense and inserted them on it, and then sat on the cushion in front of the spiritual seat, looking at the familiar and kind face in the photo.
"Dad, Qiao Ran and I, why are we not related by blood?"
Joan asked.
It's as if asking yourself.
He has always been convinced that Qiao Ran is his half-brother and sister, they have lived together for more than ten years, and his father loves him and dotes on Qiao Ran.
But Dad has been dead for eight years, who can tell him, what is all this?
Joan sat in front of his father's spiritual seat, looking at it in confusion, looking for answers.
in the hospital
Qiao Ran cried in Qin Mohan's arms for an unknown amount of time, before she gradually stopped her tears, she leaned on his arms tiredly, closed her eyes, "The child is gone, don't you blame me?"
Qin Mohan hugged her and smiled, "No, I still want to thank you for being willing to conceive my child." ”
Qiao ran his head into his arms, and tears welled up again.
She always felt that Qin Mohan would blame her, because the change to her started when the child was conceived.
But now that this child is gone, she always feels that Qin Mohan will abandon her, and even more disgusted with her than before.
"I saw Ye Nuan, she stood by the bed, looking at me with a smug smile, she said, she deliberately cheated me to death and let me go to prison, she wanted me to know clearly, who is the person in your heart Qin Mohan. She also said, now that she is back, you Qin Mohan will definitely return to her side, she will kill Wen Wen, and let the child in my belly disappear, she also said that my parents deserve to die, why didn't you kill me directly when my mother killed my father...... She said a lot, a lot, I almost can't remember, I heard her say that she deliberately framed me, I couldn't hold back my temper, my brain was blank, I just wanted to kill her, asked her why she did this, she also asked me how I felt about being abused by the person I loved the most, how it felt to be wronged, she said that if she could send me to prison once, she could send me a second time, the third time, she threatened me with a child, she said that I don't deserve to live in this world, my existence is a shame for children......"
Qiao Ran cried and said intermittently.
Qin Mohan didn't interrupt her, she listened carefully like this, and didn't speak until she finished speaking, "You didn't care about other people's words and thoughts before, what she said was her business, don't believe it, and don't listen to it." ”
"She threatened me with Wen Wen and the child in my belly, if it was just me, I really didn't care, but Wen Wen was my most important thing, and I was afraid that he would be hurt in the slightest. ”
Qin Mohan hugged the person tighter and wrote, and sighed faintly, "I know, I know." ”
"Ye Nuan is back, are you going to go to her. ”
Qiao Ran asked in a soft voice.
There was caution and unspeakable panic in his tone.
If Qin Mohan said yes, or if there was a trace of hesitation, it would probably cause her a lot of damage, or despair.
"No, it won't. ”
Qin Mohan said very simply, "In my wife's life, it will only be you, and only you." ”
Qiao An had no blood relationship with her, Qin Mohan didn't say it.
After recuperating in the hospital for two more days, at Qiao Ran's request, Qin Mohan took her back to the Qin family's old mansion.
Qiao Ran meant that he wanted to go back to Bishui Yunju, the servants in the villa were very good, but Qin Mohan was not at ease, there was his mother and Qin Lihua in the old mansion, and when he was not at home, there were people who could take care of him and talk to Qiao Ran.
Qiao Wen simply lived in the old mansion.
After learning that the younger brother in Qiao Ran's belly was gone, the little guy had red eyes and cried very sadly.
But he still encouraged her very strongly in front of Qiao Ran, saying that there would be more in the future, and there would be more younger brothers and sisters.
With Qiao Wen and Qin's family's comfort and companionship, Qiao Ran's mood gradually improved, and Qin Mohan also moved the company's affairs to his home to deal with it, and accompanied Qiao Ran as much as possible.
"President, I didn't find any signs of Ye Nuan leaving the hospital, could it be Madame's delusion?"
Bai Lin changed his mouth to Qiao Ran and said his guess.
Qin Mohan's face was handsome, "If it was just an illusion, she shouldn't be so excited." ”
At this moment, Qin Mohan's mobile phone rang, and he picked it up to see that it was Ye Nuan who sent him a photo of cutting his wrists......