Chapter 189: Contradictory Thoughts

I picked up the red wine glass in front of me and shook it, and said to Lu Yuxin: "Today, the company held a morning meeting, and Wu Chengfeng named and said at the meeting that Gao Xu was responsible for a project whose account was wrong, which meant that he had embezzled public funds. ”

Lu Yuxin was so smart, she understood what was going on as soon as she heard it, looked at me and asked, "Gao Xu suspects that you told me?"

I nodded, lit a cigarette and continued: "I read Gao Xu's summary last Friday, when he asked me to help see if there was a problem, I found that there was something wrong with the account, so I pointed it out to Gao Xu, and I also asked Gao Xu at that time, is this considered a fake account? I haven't told you about this matter, but when I had a meeting this morning, Wu Chengfeng said that someone reported it to Mr. Lu, so ......"

"So Gao Xu misunderstood that you and I made a small report?"

I nodded reluctantly and said to Lu Yuxin: "That's probably what it means, I want to explain to Gao Xu, but he didn't give me this chance, and I don't know what to do." ”

Lu Yuxin said calmly: "Actually, I have known this kind of thing for a long time, I really don't have the energy to take care of it, the previous Dang Jing is a good example, every company has such a person, there is no way to eradicate it, I can also understand the contradiction in your heart, indeed, tell me, what should I think and do?"

"I don't know. "At this moment, I actually regret saying this to Lu Yuxin, after all, she is the general manager of the company, pretending not to see it?

Lu Yuxin said calmly: "The expenditure budget of each department is flexible, as long as the annual expenditure does not exceed the budget, I can accept the people below to make a little money, human nature, as long as it is not too much, as for Gao Xu's matter...... I have a number in my mind. ”

I was chatting with Lu Yuxin, suddenly looked up, and found that I was standing at the door at high speed and looking at me and Lu Yuxin, the atmosphere in the bar was good, everyone sat separately in twos and threes, and there were people singing on the stage, although they were not noisy, but they were all immersed in their own small range, and no one noticed that Gao Xu was coming, including me.

The moment Gao Xu and I looked at each other, I was a little nervous, got up and asked, "When did you come?"

Gao Xu smiled and said to me, "I just arrived, and it wasn't too old for a while." ”

"Come and sit. I walked up to Gao Xu and asked, "What to drink?" red wine, beer, or coffee?"

"Don't sit down. Gao Xu said seriously: "My review hasn't been written yet, I have to go back early, you continue." After speaking, Gao Xu turned around and walked out of the bar.

"Gao Xu-" I chased after Gao Xu, grabbed Gao Xu's hand from behind and said, "It's not what you think." ”

"It's okay!" Gao Xu said with a wry smile: "It's me who is not good, I shouldn't be crooked, I can work in Dikai, I should cherish this hard-won opportunity, I just graduated a few months, and the monthly salary is 7000 The basic salary is really easy, compared with many classmates, I am already a high income, I am sorry silently...... I shouldn't have done this, betraying your trust in me......"

"Gao Xu......" I interrupted him loudly and asked, "What the hell are you talking about?"

"What's wrong?" Gao Xu asked rhetorically, "Shouldn't I say this? What do you want me to say? I'm admitting my mistake, is this also wrong?"

"You ......"

I couldn't say a word, I felt really uncomfortable, and suddenly I felt so strange that Gao Xu in front of me was so strange!

Gao Xu smiled bitterly and continued: "I'm sorry silently, in fact, what I said is from my heart, I don't want to leave Dikai, I feel that my lofty ambitions have not been realized, I worked hard to come to Dikai in order to live the life I want, I feel that I have to put the theoretical knowledge I learned in school into practice." This is what I want, not to embezzle this little money, think about it carefully, I'm really sorry for you......" Speaking of this, Gao Xu sighed, patted my arm and said to me: "Okay, don't think about it, you did the right thing, I went the wrong way, buddy, thank you for pulling me at a critical time, after my dad fell off the horse, the family has nothing to rely on, I can't lose this high-paying job, I will definitely do it well." ”

After speaking, Gao Xu turned around and walked into the dark night, I stood in place for a long time and didn't come back to my senses, and I was still thinking about me borrowing money from Gao Xu, I didn't know that his father had an accident, he lent me the money without saying a word, and then it was Cheng Jia who told me that his father had fallen off the horse.

How can I describe the helplessness in my heart at this moment? I can't think of it, what Gao Xu said made me uncomfortable, but what he said was right. What do I want to see? What I want to see is that Gao Xu treats me as a buddy, and tells me that he doesn't want to write an examination, and let me talk to Lu Yuxin, and Lu Yuxin asks Wu Chengfeng not to worry about this matter, and that's it.

However, if Gao Xu really wants me to do this, will I agree?

No matter how you think about it, it's all contradictory, the more rational Gao Xu is, the more I feel that he is actively alienating me.

Sitting on the steps in front of the door and smoking a cigarette, there was warm applause from time to time in the bar, and I received a text message from Jing Yao on my mobile phone: I just told Gao Xu, let him take the time to come to the bar in Laozhou to play with you, I don't know if he went, sit down and have a good chat.

I looked at my phone and smiled bitterly, no wonder Gao Xu came, it must have been Jing Yao who said a lot of good things, it was really better not to come, but Jing Yao's kindness could not be disappointed, I replied: Gao Xu is here, what did you say to her?

Jing Yao: I didn't say anything, just said that if he was free, he would come over to get together, everyone is usually very busy, and it is rare to have such an opportunity, if I am in Kunming, I will also play with you, how about it? Have you had fun tonight?

Me: Happy, even happier when you come back.

Jing Yao sent the two red pandas with a sideways expression, and said to me: I have been waiting for so many years, wait a few more days, and come back when I am busy, if you happen to be free on the day I go back, can you come to the airport to pick me up? Give me a big hug, just like the hug you hugged when you waited for me at the door of my community many years ago.

I didn't want to upset Jing Yao, so I replied with an ambiguous answer: Wait for you to come back.

After sending this message, I threw the cigarette in my hand on the ground, got up and extinguished it with my feet, and then returned to the bar, took a bottle of liquor at the bar, poured a large glass, and poured it into my mouth like drinking boiled water, and there was a hot burning sensation in my chest, I walked up to the stage and picked up the microphone and said, "I'm going to sing, where is your applause?"