Chapter 246: Laughing and laughing and crying
When I got home, Liang Jing was taking a bath, only Coke jumped out to welcome me, I knew he was taking a bath, so I came in early, and I waited at the door for a while, walking around like a fool, and kept looking at the small mirror to see if there was any flaw in my smile.
Now looking at the empty living room, I feel that I am really ridiculous, I changed my shoes and went in, and when I passed by the kitchen, I smelled a faint fragrance, still the kind of cake fragrance, but in this fragrance, there was a trace of burnt smell. I was curious, threw the bag in my hand on the sofa, and went to the kitchen to take a look.
What a mess in the kitchen, the counter was full of things, just placed there, there were some traces of cream on the floor, the sink was also full of water, and some things were also soaked in water. The most incredible thing is that I was still in this mess and saw an unfinished cake, not unfinished, but destroyed halfway through.
There are also residues in the trash can, discarded failed products. Live and enjoy rowing.
Seeing this scene, I was stunned for a moment, I didn't believe that this was done by Liang Jing, I still saw him make a cake, his expression was focused and serious, every step was very in place, unhurried, the cake in his hand would not be messed up, and this kitchen could not be made like this.
I picked up the small basin that had been thrown on the floor, sorted out the things on the table a little, and went over to look at the half-finished cake, which was actually very good, really good, and the whole foundation had been laid, and I just needed to get some patterns on it.
I can even imagine Liang Jing concentrating on making tricks, but his earnestness and concentration only lasted half before he broke the work, and a big lump of cream was squeezed on the cake. And the cream was thrown aside by him very casually, and the beige cream was scattered everywhere. It's not a mistake, it's just an emotional outlet.
I couldn't help frowning, and my whole heart couldn't help but rise, Liang Jing was angry?
Just as I was looking at the cake in a daze, Liang Jing's voice suddenly came from the door, still clear and cold, it sounded like nothing at all, not even a little emotional ups and downs, "I'm back." ”
He came so quietly that I was really startled, and I turned around suddenly, my mind was blank for about two or three seconds, and then I quickly smiled at him, and said, "yes, you're in such a good mood today, making cakes?"
His hair was still wet, and his face was even dripping with water, and he glanced at my face, then nodded, "Well, but it wasn't done." He brushed his hair as he walked over, stopped a step away from me, reached out and took my wrist, and with a little force, pulled me into his arms.
He had just taken a shower, and the smell was so good, and his skin was slippery to the touch, and I saw the droplets of his hair rolling down his neck, stopping when he rolled to the collarbone, and then suddenly disappeared into his pajamas.
I stretched out my hand to wrap my arms around his neck, smiled slightly, and said, "What's the matter? I haven't done it for too long, and my skills have declined? Or if I didn't help by your side, you can't do it?" To be honest, I don't dare to get too close to him now, because my heart is weak, my heart is pounding fast, fortunately, the sound of the TV in the living room is quite loud, I am really afraid that if the room is too quiet, my violent heartbeat will be heard by him.
However, he just stared at me for a while, then smiled slightly, patted me lightly on the back, and then pulled me away, "It's smelly, go take a shower." ”
I was stunned, he had already circled behind me, reached out and threw the cake into the trash can without hesitation, the sound was a little loud, I was startled, stood there for a moment, and hurried to take a shower. In the bathroom, I smelled my clothes, and there was nothing but a little perfume. I deliberately came up after making sure there was no smell of smoke on my body outside.
But as soon as Liang Jing said that it stinks, I was very frightened, and I looked up and saw myself in the mirror, my face was pale, and I said that there was nothing to do. I thought I might have been too nervous, maybe he just didn't like the smell of perfume on me? I stayed in the bathroom for about an hour, and when I came out, my whole body turned red, and Liang Jing was watching TV outside, so I watched it with him for a while, and there was no match for a chat, and there was nothing unusual.
Everything is normal, but it's just too normal to feel that it's not so normal, but I can't care about it so much, just treat everything as normal.
Liang Chen originally said that he was in S City for five days, but he only stayed for three days and went back, and I also tried to help him find those photos, but Liang Jing's mobile phone had a password, and I couldn't open it after several attempts, so I just gave up, and I didn't think Liang Jing would put important things in this house. The house in the county town is mine, and most of the things in the whole house are mine.
It really doesn't matter if you think about how he's come and go, because there's nothing here that can hold him back.
After Liang Chen went back, he had some contact with me for the first few days, but then he didn't. I was happy that he didn't contact me, because I couldn't find any reason to be perfunctory with him. I guess he's so troubled that he doesn't have much time to take care of me.
Of course, in those few days, I still asked Zou Ping to pay attention to the affairs of Yuemei, I was afraid that something would go wrong on Liang Chen's side, and when the time came, not only would Yuemei be affected, but also the matter would be exposed.
On this day, Yu Jiaru came to me to resign, I haven't seen her since I came back from London, this meeting gave me a bombshell, she looks a lot thinner than before, and the whole person looks a little gloomy, although there is a smile on her face, but I know that I am not very happy at a glance. She moved the resignation letter to me, smiled, and said, "Actually, I have been absent from work for so many days, you should have quit me a long time ago, and you didn't have to wait for me to fire you." She sat down with a big grin, looked at the office, and let out a long sigh, "You finally got your wish now, Gu Weiwei and they were finally driven out of Zhengyuan by you, I went to the mental hospital to see Zhu Zixiu two days ago, that place is really not people, her appearance, if it wasn't for the medical staff repeatedly confirming to me, I really can't believe that it is Zhu Zixiu." Thinking about it, she used to be considered peerless, but now she looks like a ghost, and she can directly act in horror movies without makeup. ”
"It's just that Gu Weiwei hasn't been caught yet, you have to be careful, lest she go crazy and harm you again. Yu Jiaru just chattered like this, a bit like a parting taste, and talked to me about the past, talking about the stupid things we did together when we were in high school.
I didn't open my mouth, just listened to her, she cried as she spoke, cried and talked, and finally choked up, swallowed several mouthfuls of saliva, and wiped her eyes vigorously, then smiled brightly and said, "Qingcheng, it would be great if time could stay in the past forever, the more I grew up, the more troubled and lonely I became." ”
I casually took out two tissues from the side, stuffed them into her hand, and said, "Everyone wants to grow up, but after all, they still have to grow up, there are some things we must bear, be strong, the sky will fall and there will be a high top." Keep this letter of resignation with me for now, and I'll come back when you're done with your mood. ”
"No, I won't necessarily be back. ”
"Hmm, where are you going? Your mother is like this now, are you gone?" I frowned slightly.
She smiled and said, "This is still my brother, isn't it, you just treat me as a small heart, I can't accept my mother's things for a while, and my father is very reluctant to see me now, sometimes I think, it's me who broke up this family, I shouldn't have been born at all, I'm a superfluous." ”
"I thought about it too much, but Uncle Yu just didn't understand it for a while......"
"Qingcheng, you don't have to comfort me, I'm not a child anymore, some hurdles can be crossed, but some hurdles can't be crossed. ”
It can be seen that Yu Jiaru has already decided, I thought about it, this kind of thing can only be let go if I figure it out myself, otherwise it is useless for others to say a hundred words.
I thought about it and asked, "Then what are your plans for the future, if you don't work in Zhengyuan, you must find a place to work, right?"
Yu Jiaru shook her head and said, "I have a little money on hand, I want to go around, see different scenery, and listen to other people's different lives." ”
This is a good idea, how many people want to be able to walk around and let go of everything in their hands, but unfortunately few people put it down, people's ** is usually a bottomless pit, taste a little sweetness, you will want more. I don't know when, I can be like Yu Jiaru, so whether it was in the past or now, I still envy her.
My obsession is so deep, so deep that some things are hard to let go of, and a simple act of letting go is very difficult for me. My ** is also too big, I want everything, but I'm afraid that in the end there will be nothing.
I lowered my eyes and fell into my own thoughts, Yu Jiaru called me many times, and I suddenly came back to my senses, and when I looked at her, she was laughing and asked me, "What are you thinking?"
"I was wondering if you could pack me up and take me with me. I smiled at her and made a joke with her.
Then she laughed, laughed and laughed, and cried. When we were children, we always cried and cried and laughed, but when we grew up, we often laughed and laughed and cried.