Chapter 847: Selfishness
Originally, Jin Wanda felt that Shaluo came to apologize and reconcile, but he felt a little incredible, until Qi Xuan said that he was sealed, and he suddenly realized that it was not so simple for Shaluo to come to the demon.
But now Qi Xuan told him that Shaluo was dead.
He also showed him a picture of the cemetery, which was so inconspicuous, but when he saw the photo on the tombstone, he finally understood that it was actually Shalo's tomb.
She's dead.
But the seal on his body has not been broken, who gave him the seal? Now it seems that the problem is back to square one, he doesn't care if Salo is dead or not, he wants to know who harmed him.
"Mr. Jin, if you don't tell me the list of contacts in the past year, I really can't help you, I'm going back. Qi Xuan felt that it was not a way to stay, if he wanted to investigate, he must also know all the truth, as well as the people who interacted with Mr. Jin, if he concealed the person who sealed it, it was not easy to investigate.
"You have to keep everything I say secret, and you have to swear to God. ”
"Mr. Kim, I don't believe in your God, I only believe in myself. Qi Xuan sneered.
Whether he believes it or not, he wants her to swear, no way!
"You..."
"Mr. Jin, your life is your own, you don't cherish it yourself, do you still expect us outsiders to help you cherish it?" Qi Xuan sneered.
"I, I've been having nightmares lately, dreaming of a scene. Jin Wanda suddenly inexplicably recounted his dream.
"Thinking about it day and night may be the most guilty thing in your heart. Qi Xuan glanced at Jin Wanda.
People's dreams are very strange, and some people will dream that they have done things and are doing them over and over again.
Some people dream about things that never happened and will happen in the future.
Others dream of heaven and earth.
According to their cultivators, dreams are delusions.
Vain, greed, and vainness.
Some of the dreams seem absurd, but at the same time they are the embodiment of the state of mind.
If you dream about something from the past, then this thing is your obsession, this is some obsession hidden in your heart, and you will feel that it is nonsense.
In fact, the reason why I dream is the embodiment of my heart. People will choose to forget, they don't want to face certain things, but their hearts record these ugliness and it is difficult to forget.
These uneasiness, guilt, and these fluctuations in your heart will automatically be woven into dreams, which will be reflected and will remind you of the mistakes you have made.
From a cultivation point of view, it was a demon in the heart.
If the demons are not broken, cultivation will be resisted, and the greater the resistance, the more difficult it will be to break through.
Qi Xuan felt that the dream that Jin Wanda said should be his inner demon.
"Back then, when my grandfather came to pick me up, the housekeeper warned me not to go back, saying that the family didn't really want to accept me.
Those ancient families in Europe were very cautious about marriage.
They pay attention to the purity of blood, and I am the product of my father and a foreign woman, and my blood belongs to the blood of a third world country, which is already a low product, and in the eyes of those people, I am worthless.
Even if I grow up, no noble girl will want to marry me, and I will just become an object of their venting in the past.
The reason why they wanted to take me back was just to plot the huge fortune left by my father. ”
Jin Wanda's eyes were closed, as if reminiscing.
It was a very bad start, and he would have preferred not to have had this experience.
"I didn't believe it at all, and dismissed the butler without hesitation, but even then the butler didn't give up on me, he told me that he would follow me to France, and if I regretted it, he would save me in either case. At that time, he scoffed at the butler's words, and if he could do it again, he wished he could do it again, without being humiliated by those people.
In that aristocratic home, it was the nightmare of his life.
"When I went to France, I realized that it was the beginning of my suffering, but I didn't go to the housekeeper because of my pride.
Until one day a few years later, I was on the street and was being led like a dog by my aunt.
When I walked through the crowd, I saw the butler holding a little boy in his hand, the little boy with brown hair and a cute look, and when he saw me, he waved to me. I saw the surprise in the butler's eyes, and the butler stopped talking. At that time, I wished that I was the one who was cared for by the housekeeper. ”
I reconnected with the butler, but once the letter with the butler became known to them.
They gave me a hard lesson, and I lost contact with the housekeeper.
Until the outbreak of the war, the housekeeper came to save me, at that time we actually still had time to get on the ship, to pick up Allen on the ship, but I selfishly remembered that it was not me who had been with the housekeeper all those years, and the one who had received all the love of the housekeeper, I couldn't help but be jealous, I felt that since the housekeeper was sent to me by my parents, he should be unconditionally good to me.
I even forgot that I couldn't have escaped without a housekeeper. He has always hidden these things in his heart, and he is even a little reluctant to admit that he is so selfish.
"Do you regret it?"
"There are so many variables in this world, and the situation in Huaxia at that time was also unstable, even if Allen came over together, maybe he wouldn't be able to survive now. "He just wants everyone to just notice him.
He didn't want the housekeeper to be distracted by this, after all, he was the one who paid the housekeeper, not the boy.
"Did you go back and look for it later?" Qi Xuan felt that this question was also in vain, otherwise Jin Wanda would not have been full of indifference. This is a person who is selfish to the extreme, and perhaps it has something to do with his experience, being abandoned by his parents, being abandoned by his grandfather's family, so he can catch everyone he wants, like a drowning person.
"I went to look for him, and he died in a concentration camp. "He knew very well that even adults could not survive a war, let alone such a young child.
"Confirmed dead?" If he hadn't died, maybe the kid might have come to take revenge.
"Yes. I heard that he was wounded in the concentration camp, and at that time there was a plague outbreak in the concentration camp, and for fear of contagion, many injured and sick people were sent to the gas chamber to be destroyed. He's in it too. "It's something they've been looking for for a long time to find. Not even a tombstone. Those who entered the camps were called a race of despicable blood, and these people were not allowed to live in the first place, and they were only tortured to stay. He can imagine that if he hadn't left, he would have ended up in the same way. In that catastrophe, all the people in their family died, and only Sallo and him were left, and you can imagine the tragic situation of the war.
"That's a pity. Although he may not survive until now if he escaped with you, he certainly won't suffer so much. "No wonder Kim Wanda has nightmares.
"Could that be the butler?" Qi Xuan asked.
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