In Changning, Puxi, Shanghai, the spring breeze is warm, and the flower beds on both sides of the street are blooming with pink cherry blossoms, reflecting the lights at night, and the fragrance of the ground is like pouring down the bright moonlight.

The cherry blossoms fall to the ground, the beginning of summer is not far away, and the prosperity of the year starts from spring again and again, and traces their own footsteps, drowning the road of the past. The willows by the river are still there, and the young leaves are already verdant.

Lin Yan tightened his green shirt jacket and walked calmly on the street home, it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, but in Songhu, the city that never sleeps, this hour is really not too late. There are many people who leave work late on the road, some need to take the subway for hours to get home, and some are on the way to the night shift. The office building to the Dingxi community, only one stop by bus, walking through a small street, the time will pass more calmly, about ten minutes to get home.

The narrow alleys of the small streets are filled with the fragrance of various colors, and there are many snacks along the way, such as Shaxian snacks in the south, wonton Qilixiang, Xinjiang mutton skewers in the north, cumin fluttering, Lanzhou ramen in the Central Plains, with many signboards and few beef, and small restaurants in Hunan and Sichuan, with spicy taste, you don't need to eat in your mouth, you can numb your taste buds when you smell it. Lin Yan skillfully packed a twist flower that Yan Fei loved to eat, and then bought a strawberry.

The walls of an old residential building are occupied by creepers, and in this season, the tender green leaves have just bloomed, and during the day, they are lush and green, and from a distance, they are like a green waterfall, pouring down from the roof, which is very beautiful. At this moment, Lin Yan looked up at the sixth floor, the little light transmitted from the window was like stars hanging in the blue sky, Yan Fei should be watching TV, Lin Yan looked at the window downstairs and thought.

The door opened, and Yan Fei glanced at Lin Yan.

Yan Fei had already finished washing, wearing lilac pajamas, nestled on the sofa, and kept torturing the remote control in his hand and said, "Lin Yan, I'm back, I haven't eaten yet." The kitchen has left you food, the rice cooker is kept warm, and the soup pot has only been heated for a short time, so you can eat first. ”

Lin Yan, as usual, took off his coat, put it on the vertical hanger in the entrance, changed into slippers, and said happily: "I am indeed a little hungry today, I have dealt with a few bites in the company, and after eating a little, I want to come back and wait to taste the soup made by my wife, hehe......"

Lin Yan smiled and gently put the twist flowers and strawberries in front of Yan Fei, and then turned around and went to the kitchen, but he didn't notice the melancholy gaze on Yan Fei's smiling face.

After eating supper, Lin Yan returned to the living room and sat next to Yan Fei, just wanting to reach out and hug him. Yan Fei, who was watching TV, suddenly said, "Lin Yan, let's get a divorce!"

"What?"

Lin Yan didn't react, the outstretched hand forgot the next action, and he didn't know how to take it back, or he felt that his ears were hallucinating because he was tired from work, so he asked again in a daze.

Time seemed to stand still for a few seconds.

Yan Fei's voice trembled and resolutely said again, "Lin Yan, let's get a divorce!"

"Fei~~ Fei'er, don't~~ Don't be kidding, today is not April Fool's Day, it seems that it is almost summer, is there something wrong, let's discuss it together......" Lin Yan's voice trembled and stammered.

"Lin Yan, you know me, I'm not joking now~~, you just treat me as ~is~~ It's a change of heart!I don't want to spend any more time on you, you know what I mean~~~" Yan Fei's voice became smaller and quieter the more she spoke, but it was weakly harsh, intermittent, and pierced into Lin Yan's mind like a needle. Lin Yan was covered in a ball that seemed to have been poked, and he was instantly deflated and slumped on the sofa.

They have been married for four years.

Their story began when Lin Yan went to a cooperative manufacturer to solve the problem of product trial production.

In the product planning department of the cooperative unit, there is a girl, tall and tall, and when she smiles, she is like a pearl and a light button. A ponytail swings behind his head, two dimples are hidden on his cheeks, a pair of bright eyes are good, and a smile is raised between his lips and teeth. "There are beautiful women in the south, and Rong Hua is like a peach and plum" Lin Yan instantly remembered this poem. And it just so happened that she was in charge of the follow-up work of this project, and the two became acquainted with each other.

When Lin Yan went to do the trial production of the product, because the factory was far away from the R&D department, when Lin Yan went to work, he had to leave early in the morning, and often couldn't catch breakfast.

……

"I've already written the agreement, take a look, if you have any requirements, you can mention it, let's go to the Civil Affairs Bureau the day after tomorrow......"

Yan Fei was still talking about something, but at this moment, Lin Yan's brain couldn't listen to anything else, and there was a sense of irritability and inferiority that didn't want to face her, Lin Yan just wanted to escape.

After Yan Fei finished speaking, he picked up the agreement that had been prepared from his bag and handed it over, and then turned around and walked into the room.

Lin Yan lit a cigarette, and the slowly swirling green smoke lined his blue-black face, and the red fireworks were like the anger that was about to erupt in Lin Yan's heart, looming.

With years of getting along, he felt that Yan Fei was speaking from his heart. And he couldn't hate this woman who had been with him for more than three years, and after Yan Fei returned to her parents' house half a year ago, she had a lot of depression. But Lin Yan really couldn't understand the emotional intelligence of science and engineering, he just thought that women always had some little tempers, and he didn't care much, so he thought about currying favor with Yan Fei more, buying some snacks she loved to eat, and bringing some small gifts, thinking that Yan Fei would be happy in this way.

In today's society, men fight for their fathers, women compare their appearance, even if you have the ability and no background, the better result is to work diligently, maybe you can get ahead and show your grandeur; if you still want to counterattack and become a rich generation, IQ, EQ, financial quotient, business quotient must be superior, plus luck is good to have a chance.

Lin Yan is not so cynical, he thinks that he is a small person, he really just wants to do his job well in science and engineering, as for the protagonists who become heroes in those novels, it is impossible for them to exist in reality, and they really recognize ordinary life, which is good!

He thought that his life was already perfect, he had a beautiful wife, a stable job, and slowly changing the status quo of his family, which was already the best reward God gave him, and he also wanted to have another child and buy a house, aren't these exactly the current situation of life after graduation of most ordinary college students, and are they not the reality of most people?

But in an instant, everything collapsed, just like the lyrics wrote, and even the breakup was the last thing I got the news. Now how should he continue, how to change this life, save or let go of this relationship.

Lin Yan and Yan Fei rarely quarrel, even blushing very little, Lin Yan has a good temper, and he is bigger than Yan Fei, so he will tolerate and tolerate many things, he doesn't even know what Yan Fei wants now, maybe he cares too little.

He doesn't have many friends in Songhu, that is, a few old classmates still talk about it, and occasionally get together, but in the past six months, Yan Fei has not been with him.

……

Yan Fei was silent in the room, Lin Yan didn't read the agreement, and after thinking for a long time, he still signed it.

Lin Yan took his coat and walked out of the house, the moment he grabbed the door with trembling hands, it was so cold. He didn't know why he was going out, he just wanted to leave home at this moment...... No, it's leaving the house.