36 Love
"Like the wind, see you in half an hour at the old place, let's talk. Lin Yi made a call to Ling Rufeng.
"Good. Ling Rufeng agreed.
Half an hour later, when Lin Yi came to the beach, he found that Ling Rufeng was already standing in a corner of the beach, facing the sea, waiting quietly. She was still wearing the white retro princess dress she wore in the morning, and the night sea breeze blew on her, stirring the hem of her skirt and making her thighs feel a little cold.
Lin Yi gradually approached Ling Rufeng, and finally stood beside Ling Rufeng, without speaking, but standing like Ling Rufeng, facing the sea.
The beach is a place where Lin Yi and Ling Rufeng often come before they break up, whenever Lin Yi is in a bad mood, she and Ling Rufeng will always talk here, this place has healed her countless times.
Ling Rufeng's Danfeng eyes were full of sadness, and after a long time, he finally spoke.
"Lin Yi, I know, I owe you a formal apology. Ling Rufeng said this very lightly, as if he was afraid that he would accidentally break something, "I also know that what I have done to you is not something that can be made up for by saying sorry." ”
Lin Yi remembered the dance she had danced with Ling Rufeng at the dance party after passing the first test that day, she seemed to really see the sincerity and pity in Ling Rufeng's eyes, thinking of this, Lin Yi's heart hurt a little less. But why would he do such a thing?
"I'm sorry. I don't ask you to forgive me, because this kind of thing is inexcusable and irreparable, I just hope that I can sincerely apologize to you, this is my unilateral will. Ling Rufeng said very sincerely.
"Can you tell me, why are you doing this, am I not good enough, if that's the case, you can just tell me, I can change it, or, if it really doesn't work, we can break up peacefully, why are you doing this?" Lin Yi felt a breath in her chest in an instant, so stuffy that she was almost speechless.
Ling Rufeng turned to face Lin Yi, leaned over and put his hands on Lin Yi's shoulders, looked at Lin Yi's complicated eyes, his heart twitched, and said, "Lin Yi, no matter what, I want you to know, if it weren't for the special circumstances, I wouldn't let go of your hand." ”
Lin Yi felt the temperature transmitted by Ling Rufeng's hands through his shoulders, looked at Ling Rufeng's sincere eyes, his pupils twitched, and he wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth slightly and couldn't say a word.
After a long time, Ling Rufeng sighed and let go of Lin Yi's shoulder.
Lin Yi finally came back to his senses from Ling Rufeng's words just now, what he said just now—if it wasn't for a special situation...... What is that special circumstance? Is there something unspeakable about him?
The sound of waves crashing against the beach is exceptionally clear.
"Like the wind, if there is a difficulty, I want you to tell me that we can face it together. Lin Yi said.
Ling Rufeng listened to Lin Yi's words, and was moved, he already knew the irreversibility of this matter. Not to mention that he had already agreed to Chen Ziheng and officially cut off with Lin Yi, with Chen Ziheng's ruthless character, if he told Lin Yi about this matter, not only could he not solve the problem, maybe Chen Ziheng would be more ruthless.
He can't make things worse, there are some things he can only face alone.
Lin Yi...... Can you wait for me for a year, and after a year, I'll tell you the answer, and then the two of us can be together again. “
"Why a year?"
"Because I have a lot to do during the year...... Had to do it. Ling Rufeng's eyes looked at the sea again, and his words were full of helplessness.
Lin Yi was a little scared, she had just been broken up by Ling Rufeng inexplicably, she was afraid that she would not be rewarded for giving wholeheartedly, she was afraid that a sincere heart would be held out and dedicated to others but someone else would indeed prick a needle on it, a year of waiting, can it really be exchanged for Ling Rufeng's return?
She can afford to hurt the first time, but she can't afford to hurt the second time.
Ling Rufeng gently hooked his hand and grabbed Lin Yi's hand, but Lin Yi broke free.
Seeing Lin Yi's hesitation, Ling Rufeng said, "If you don't agree, at least for this year, don't refuse my help, okay?"
It's the only way to get close to her.
Since breaking up with Lin Yi, Ling Rufeng has gradually realized that Lin Yi has been completely integrated into his life in the past few years and has become an indispensable part of his life, just like air, he realized that he can't live without her. But in the current situation, he can't be with Lin Yizheng in the open, so he can only get close to her in this way.
"If you insist on showing up in my life, I can't seem to say no. Lin Yi said.
"Lin Yi, I don't believe in one wrong step and one wrong step, as long as you have the heart, things can be reversed. At this time, Ling Rufeng had already secretly made up his mind in his heart.
Lin Yi didn't know how to answer him for a while, the sea breeze was howling at night, and the two stood motionless.
"Lin Yi, can you promise me about this matter?" Ling Rufeng's eyebrows were flattened, and his eyes were filled with tears.
"Can you tell me I have a way to say no?"
Ling Rufeng could no longer restrain the impulse in his heart, leaned down, and kissed Lin Yi urgently.
That kiss had a cautious temptation and an indescribable longing.
Ling Rufeng's whole body tensed, but he kissed extremely gently.
Lin Yi's eyes widened and he was a little stunned, the familiar aura was close at hand, Lin Yi didn't push him away. She didn't know what the kiss meant, if it was a goodbye between the two of them, or if it was just an agreement.
Ling Rufeng put his arm around Lin Yi's back with one hand and Lin Yi's waist with the other, trying his best to restrain himself from losing control with reason.
It took a long time before he was willing to let go of Lin Yi.
Lin Yi was a little dazed, and only came back to his senses after being let go - what are they? They have broken up and are still doing what a couple does?
"Ling Rufeng, I don't understand what you mean. ”
"I know I'm sorry for you, and I don't expect you to be with me in a year, I just want you to know that I love you, and I will do my best to protect you in the days to come. ”
"Even if you hate me, even if you don't like me anymore, even if you use me, as long as you can let me be by your side to protect you silently. Ling Rufeng said.
"You know what. I hate you. Lin Yi said.
"But I love you. ”
"Don't just say the word love, because it's too heavy. ”
I know you don't believe me, but it's a fact that I love you, especially after you left me, I realized that I couldn't live without you, because I love you, so I need you, but I hurt you deeply, but I will use time to prove to you, my sincerity, and my love.
The sea breeze at night blew a little sadly.