Chapter 218: The Past Past

Liu Xinyou walked into the house, the curtains were all pulled up, and there was no trace of life in the dark room. She turned on the light by feeling and looked around, in the huge bedroom, at a glance, Zheng Haoyu was not found anywhere.

"Haoyu ......" she searched and slowly walked into the house. While walking, the house was in a mess, the bed was littered with photos of him and Liu Liu, and the girl's belongings were spread out on the bed.

"Haoyu, where are you?" Liu Xinyou called softly, and finally found his son in a trance in the corner of the dressing room. He was much haggard, his hair was messy, and his stubble was long. Wearing a nightgown, he sat on the ground in a daze. Everything in the outside world seemed to have nothing to do with him, and there seemed to be tear stains in his empty eyes.

How could he become like this all of a sudden! Liu Xinyou ran over in distress, squatted down and hugged him hard, "Son, son, what's wrong with you? Tell your mother, what's wrong with you?"

Zheng Haoyu didn't react, and let her hold it like this. His hands and feet were cold, and his face was an unhealthy white. Liu Xinyou knew that he loved this girl with all his heart, and now that Liu Liu had left him, his son even had the heart to die.

Yoo stayed behind and began to take care of her son. Zheng Haoyu was disheartened and had long been unable to reject her concern. Under her careful care, Zheng Haoyu began to wake up, and the moment he saw his mother, he didn't seem to be so disgusted.

Liu Xinyou asked him to sit on the bed and opened the curtains to let the sun shine in. Covered his emaciated body with a blanket and poured a glass of milk, filling the room with the peculiar aroma of milk.

"Haoyu, tell your mother about that girl!" was a rare peace of mind, and she was willing to listen at the moment.

Zheng Haoyu's eyes looked straight ahead, and after a long time, he said lightly: "Are you willing to listen? Don't you think I'm that kind of person?"

"No, mom is willing to listen to your explanation, I believe that there must be a misunderstanding in it!"

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After a moment of silence, he spoke, "To this day, I feel that the fate between me and her is predestined......"

"It was a very boring business banquet, and I don't usually want to participate in such a meeting. I was dragged away by someone else that day, and during the banquet, I noticed an innocent and immaculate face. At this moment, his face softened slightly. Liu Xin looked at him leisurely, and only when he talked about Liu Liu did his son become normal.

"Love at first sight, huh?" asked Liu Xinyou.

A faint smile rose at the corner of Zheng Haoyu's mouth, "Among a group of grease-painted women, she has a unique temperament that attracts me. ”

"Maybe that's your fate!" Liu Xinyou said, "What happened later?"

"Later?" Zheng Haoyu sneered, "Later, like you said, I tried my best to get her step by step!"

Liu Xinyou shook her head, "No, you didn't tell the truth, you weren't as cold-blooded and direct as you said, on the contrary, after you investigated that girl, in order to have more opportunities to contact her, you also deliberately went to her school to set up a scholarship, which shows that you hesitated, at least, that decision was not made at the beginning." "Detective Ma's detailed investigation, she has studied it carefully, so she also has a deeper understanding of her son.

Zheng Haoyu was stunned for a moment, "You...... Have you investigated all of me?"

Liu Xinyou acquiesced, "So, you deliberately said that you were so cold-blooded, my mother knows, you have been entangled for a long time, but after that opening ceremony, you suddenly changed your mind, can you tell me why? What is the reason that makes you suddenly ruthless and determined to take your action?" Liu Xin asked leisurely.

"There's no other reason, it's just that I suddenly changed my mind!" Zheng Haoyu was covering.

"No, it's because of Liu Hong!" Liu Xinyou said affirmatively, "You accidentally discovered Liu Hong and my past, and the pain and hatred of childhood all burst out at that moment, so you began to lay the net and slowly began your careful planning." ”

Zheng Haoyu frowned, "Yes, you're right. ”

"I think you've been struggling with it, including Liu Hong, your original intention was not to kill him, on the one hand, to get revenge on me, and on the other hand, for that girl, right?"

was told by Liu Xinyou in his heart, Zheng Haoyu began to be silent.

"Liu Hong's death was an accident, it was really an accident! I didn't expect him to commit suicide, so I have always felt guilty for Liu Liu!" Zheng Haoyu was heartbroken.

"Why don't you tell her? Apologize with the utmost sincerity and ask for Liu Liu's forgiveness. ”

"I was afraid that she would know the truth, so I kept compensating her. In fact, after being with her, I deposited a large amount of money in her account, which far exceeded Liu Hong's loss. But that wasn't enough to make up for what I owed her, so I tried to get the best treatment possible for her mother. Although, I used to coerce her with this!"

Zheng Haoyu is actually not as hard as his appearance, deep in his heart, there is kindness in the soft place.

"Haoyu, mom knows, you love her very much, it's that kind of love, unforgettable!"

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"My mother was also young, and my past with Liu Hong is really not what you think. Although your dad and I have been engaged since childhood, I have only brother and sister affection for him. ”

"You may think that your mother is empathetic and don't fall in love, but she hasn't been in love, how can it be considered empathy?" Liu Xinyou began to tell her son's past, she wanted to tell her son everything.

Zheng Haoyu didn't say anything, he was much calmer, let go of the mustard in his heart, and began to communicate with her calmly.

"The days in Xinjiang were very hard, and as a female soldier, I met him at the age when I was in love. Liu Hong was already a company commander at that time, he had a bold and helpful personality, and in many cases, although he was very strict with everyone, he took good care of us girls in private. ”

"Did he take the initiative, or did you?" asked Zheng Haoyu curiously.

Xie Wanying smiled bitterly, "In that era, everyone was very reserved and reserved, which was a natural emotion, and it began. ”

"And then?"

"Military personnel are a special group, and marriage and love need to be approved. My parents knew about our affairs, and they used their relationship to put pressure on Liu Hong. ”

"He flinched?"

"Liu Hong is not retreating, but forbearance and giving. When he found out that I had been engaged since I was a child, he voluntarily withdrew. For this reason, he gave up the opportunity to be sent to a military school, and instead chose to transfer home. ”

Xie Wanying's words touched him deeply, "So, you have always hidden him in the bottom of your heart." ”

"Yes, such an emotion, I think you have a deep understanding now! Many times, love is like this, silently giving, in a corner of the heart, there will always be a person. Although you are not together, you will always miss you. ”

"What about Dad?" It turns out that this is the case, Zheng Haoyu began to understand his mother, he may be too extreme.

"Your dad is a good man, but I've always respected him as if he were my own brother. After he married me, he discovered that secret in my heart. I told him that it was a dream in my heart and hoped that he would understand me. But your dad won't, I know, he wants my heart. Ke Haoyu, once a person lives in a person's heart, it will be difficult for others to have a place. ”

"Once you live in a person......" Zheng Haoyu carefully recalled the sentence, "It's like Liu Liu living in my heart......"

"But after you and your father were separated, how could you bear to leave me and my brother and me for so many years?" This is the biggest doubt in Zheng Haoyu's heart, and of course, what he doesn't understand about his mother the most.

"There is no mother in the world who does not love her child, I want to take you away, but the old lady absolutely disagrees. At that time, I had been tormented by this marriage, and divorcing your father may be a relief. But the old lady must take you as a condition, and my mother has no choice but to leave you!"

"Your heart is so ruthless!" Zheng Haoyu is still haunted by this matter.

"After immigrating, I sent a lot of letters, but they were all in vain, and I wanted to come back halfway, but when the old lady found out, she immediately stopped me!"

"Haoyu, I know, no matter what, this is not an excuse, I was wrong, or wrong! I shouldn't miss your and Haonan's childhood, if I had to choose again, then I would not hesitate to choose you! So, give my mother a chance, okay?"

"If you miss the relationship, you will miss it forever, not to mention the family affection?" Zheng Haoyu still complained in his mouth, but his tone had long since lost his previous extreme.

"Will you give me a chance, and let me make amends?"

"......" was silent again, "Let me think about it! I'm a little tired, you go out first!" This is the price of family separation, the lack of more than 20 years is impossible to recover in one day, but this is not a small progress after all, so Liu Xinyou is already very content.

Zheng Haoyu lay down again, Liu Xinyou stood up, and when he turned to leave, he said sincerely: "Haoyu, you shouldn't give up on yourself, since you love her, then you should get her back, if you don't forgive once, go and beg for the second time, the third time, use your sincerity to influence her, you have an emotional foundation, and she will be soft-hearted." ”

Liu Xinyou's sincere words made Zheng Haoyu fall into deep thought, he didn't look for it, but Liu Liu really disappeared. Perhaps, he himself gave up!"I know, you go out!"

And Fang Fei, who is about to resign, has been looking for an opportunity to make it clear to Xu Duoduo in the past few days. He didn't want to drag it out any longer, and when he knew that Liu Liu was missing, the whole person began to go crazy. He hated his impulsiveness, and if he didn't tell the truth, then Liu Liu wouldn't have left sadly. His parents were ashamed of the Liu family, and so did he. Therefore, he decided, resigned to find Liu Liu, and he must find her.

"Duoduo, I'll pick you up after work today, are you waiting for me?" Fang Fei made a phone call to his girlfriend before getting off work.

Xu Duoduo was very happy, she and Fang Fei had not been in touch recently, and the phone was hung up in a hurry, "Well, okay! Brother Fang Fei, then you drive carefully, I'll wait for you!"