Chapter 109: The Past

"Because I'm naughty!" Yin Liuli smiled bitterly: "Zheng Yunge said that a character like me will never be adopted by others." And when I was in an orphanage, I often got into fights with children. There is no way, there are many children in the orphanage, and there are few things to eat, so if you want to eat enough, you have to be fierce, every time I go to rob it, otherwise Zheng Yunge will not be able to eat. So Zheng Yunge said that it was very difficult for me to be adopted, so she asked me to pretend to be her and leave with Zheng Huairen and his wife. Then when we left, she waited for the next family to adopt, anyway, she was cute and gentle, she said she would definitely wait until the next family. At that time, I was young, and I only knew that it would be good to be able to leave the orphanage, so I actually agreed. ”

"Why did you change it to Zheng Yunge later?" Bai Yunyang asked.

Yin Liuli took a deep breath, lowered her eyes and smiled bitterly and said: "This is the most regrettable decision I have ever made in my life, after I was adopted by the Zheng family, I pretended to be obedient for a while and revealed my true form." Zheng Huairen's wife...... That is, my adoptive mother quickly found out about this, but she was very kind, and she was different from Zheng Huairen. She knew I was impersonating, but she continued to raise me. It was she who allowed me to live like a little princess and grow up happily. Only later...... You should have also heard that she was sick and was killed by Zheng Huairen and that woman, I was only twelve years old at the time, and I wanted to kill Zheng Huairen and that woman at that time.

I pushed the woman down and made her miscarry, I ran out because I was afraid, and then I met Zheng Yunge. Zheng Yunge was in a very difficult situation at that time, she didn't wait for the person who adopted her in the orphanage, and she was very beautiful when she grew up, but beauty also became a lifeline. The superintendent's nephew tried to rape her, and she ran out of the orphanage, became a beggar, and was bullied everywhere. We met, the Zheng family sent someone to find it, I don't want to go back to the home that disgusted me, and she doesn't want to live a life of exile anymore. So, she asked us to swap identities again, and she should have been adopted by the Zheng family in the first place. I agreed, and after changing her clothes, she was found by the patrol and brought back to Zheng's house, while I wandered around. ”

"Zheng Huairen didn't find out about this?"

"Hmph, what could he find, he was very fond of that woman at the time. It's too late to be busy serving that woman, how can you find any changes in an adopted daughter who is not treated well on weekdays. Although the maid was suspicious, Zheng Yunge said that no one talked nonsense. That's the good thing about twins! We look so alike. Although the Zheng family's life in the future was also very difficult, she finally lived a stable life, and she was very happy without having to be displaced. I was more miserable, leaving the Zheng family, like I was raised by my adoptive mother all the time, and I couldn't stand the hard work outside. He was relatively simple, and he was quickly caught, and was taken to the ship with a group of girls to be sold to Cambodia, and I met him halfway through. ”

"Who is he?"

"Cut, how is that possible. If it was a patrol, I wouldn't be where I am now, and it would be impossible to deal with you like this. He is a businessman who grew up abroad, and his father used to be a well-known gang boss in the Harbor District. After reaching his hands, he was more shrewd, knowing that this road would not take long, so he gradually whitewashed himself. However, it is not completely whitewashed, because the industry has been moved abroad, so many legal systems cannot control him. We met him halfway, not because he came to save us, but because he bought children from human traffickers, and he has always been like this, and he likes the monarchy very much, so most of his subordinates, most of whom he bought or rescued, are loyal to him. He heard that a group of children was going to be sold to Cambodia, so he intercepted them halfway, intending to pick some of our people out of the group that he liked. A boat of more than two hundred people, he bought ten. ”

"He picked you?"

"Yes, he saved me when I was about to be thrown into the sea by the people on the boat to feed the sharks. ”

"Why did you throw you into the sea?" Bai Yunyang asked distressedly.

Yin Liuli smiled bitterly and said, "It's not because I want to run, I separated the rope and prepared to run out." At that time, I was too young and ignorant, it was the sea, how could I run out, so I was quickly found and caught. Those people who were so angry that I didn't obey and gave me two slaps in the face, my face was swollen, and I was about to throw it into the sea to feed the sharks, just when the man appeared and rescued me from the deck. I grabbed him by the leg of his trousers and stared at him, and then he told me that although I was ugly, and my face was dark and dirty, and swollen, he had taken a fancy to these eyes, and he had already bought ten people, and then he asked them to give me to him. So, I didn't spend any money to give it away for free. ”

"What did he buy you for?" Bai Yunyang's brows frowned slightly.

Yin Liuli said: "Cultivation can do a lot of things. For example, public relations and finance, helping companies negotiate and make money. Another example is a mercenary, who makes some shady deals for him. ”

"What about you?"

"I'm all part-time. Yin Liuli said proudly: "I am the smartest in that group, and I can learn everything faster than them." So, naturally, I was jealous of some people, and they all rejected me. Once, while the steward was away, he locked me in a room and set a fire inside. Luckily, someone came to investigate, found out about it, and saved me. This person...... It was the turning point in my current relationship with that person, her name is Yin Amber, do you know where my name came from? After she rescued me, she saw my face and said that I was very much like her sister, so she asked me to go over and renamed me Yin Liuli according to her surname. ”

"This guy treats you well?"

"She's ...... The best person for me except you. I hadn't met you yet, so she was the best one for me in my life. I call her sister, and my feelings for her even surpass Zheng Yunge. After all, I have been with Zheng Yunge for a short time, but with her, all my skills are handed over to me by her, and my words and deeds as a person are also taught by her personally. She was only ten years older than me, but she loved me not only as a sister, but also as a daughter. She was one of the most powerful and favored subordinates around that person, and because of her, I came into contact with that circle early, knew many people, and knew him. ”

"You haven't told me yet, what's that man's name?"

"Qi Chen. ”

"Qi Chen?" Bai Yun frowned, he hadn't heard of this name.

Yin Liuli said: "It's normal that you haven't heard his name, he rarely moves in the country." Most of the industry is abroad, and it is like having an underground kingdom, and no one knows how many forces there are. At that time, he was only in his early twenties, but many people couldn't help but tremble when they heard his name. He is very good-looking, and there are many women around him, but none of them can tie his heart. Many of us girls who were bought back by him were also because after seeing him, they wanted to get his favor, so they studied hard, hoping to be valued by him. ”

"Are you too?" Bai Yunyang said deliciously.

Yin Liuli nodded: "Of course, I'm not more special than others." There is such a wonderful and excellent boss, and a girl will have a spring!"

Bai Yunyang: "......"

His face darkened, he put the wine glass aside, and also took the wine glass in Yin Liuli's hand open.

"What, angry?" Yin Liuli asked.

Bai Yunyang said: "It's not angry, it's just ...... I just feel sorry to miss out on my time with you. ”

"Alas, Bai Yunyang, in fact, I would prefer that you be angry. Yin Liuli sighed and said.

He was angry that she could still find a reason to be angry, and his reaction made her embarrassed to be angry.

"And then, he doesn't like you?"

"No, he likes me. Yin Liuli smiled bitterly and said: "Isn't it unexpected, among so many girls, there are many more beautiful ones than me, and there are more capable ones than me, but he just likes me." ”

"Not surprisingly, I like you too, you are the best in my eyes. Bai Yunyang chuckled.

Yin Liuli's heart softened, and she gently rested her head on his shoulder.

"Since you like each other, why aren't you together?" Bai Yunyang asked again.

Whatever the reason, he was glad in his heart.

"As I said, he's older than me. When I was an adult, he was surrounded by countless beautiful women. Amber is one of them, she's my favorite sister, but she's his lover. ”

"Do you still like such a man?" Bai Yun frowned.

Yin Liuli said: "I like it, this doesn't affect his charm to me." But you also know that I'm a person who loves and hates. Although I like him, I will not wronged myself for him, and I will not hurt the people around me because of him. I never actually pierced the window paper between me and him, until on my eighteenth birthday, he had a big party for me, and then he told me to follow him. I told him that if he just wanted to have one more woman around him, I could follow him, but only physically. If he wants my heart, I only have one heart, so I need another heart to be sincere. ”

"So he refused?"

No, he agreed. ”

Bai Yunyang looked at Yin Liuli in surprise.

Yin Liuli smiled bitterly and said, "I just said that he likes me too." Before that, I didn't know. So in the face of his demand, I put forward such harsh conditions, but I didn't expect him to agree, and disbanded his so-called lovers for me. But there is only one person who is more troublesome, and that is amber. Amber refuses to leave him, and does not know why he is disbanding. Despite saying a lot of cruel things, Amber still refuses to leave. Amber is very sad, she has given her heart to him for so many years, but in the end she can't avoid the fate of being abandoned by him. So Amber came to me to drink, and when she got drunk, she complained to me. I didn't expect Amber to like him so much, I relented and ran to tell him that I had decided to quit and let him treat Amber well. Oh, I was still too young, too simple, and too stupid. Thought he would give up and continue with Amber if I said that. But unexpectedly, it didn't take long for Amber to be sent on a mission and then die. At that time, I thought it was an accident and was sad for a long time, until one day, I accidentally found the voice that Amber left for me, and Amber told me that she was pregnant with Qi Chen's child. Qi Chen told her that as long as she could help him complete the last task, he would let her keep the child and marry her. Amber didn't know that I liked Qi Chen, and told me happily that when she came back to give birth to the child, she would let me be the child's godmother, and no one in the Qi family would dare to underestimate me in the future. Do you know how I felt when I heard those audios?"

Yin Liuli's eyes sparkled with crystal.

Bai Yunyang took her into his arms and gently patted her on the shoulder.

So her death was deliberate from the beginning. Qi Chen knew that she was pregnant, but he used excuses to tempt her to carry out dangerous tasks. I guessed, but I couldn't believe it, and quietly went to investigate Amber's mission to find out that after I went, I would die and never have a chance to come back alive. So Qi Chen really let Amber go to death. Amber refused to leave, he troubled first, and used the simplest way to directly take her life. ”

"So, you left him for that reason?"

"As soon as I saw him, I thought of Amber's tragic death, of her and the child in her womb. The moment I knew the truth, there was nothing but disgust and fear. A woman who loves him like life, but in his eyes he is as insignificant as an ant, and he is a little sincere to me. Will he meet a girl he likes again, and he will deal with me like Amber?"

"You're right, such a heartless man is indeed not worth entrusting. Bai Yunyang agreed.

"But we are all people he bought, and it is not so easy to leave him. The rules of the Qi family, leaving him must meet the tasks he set, once completed, it will have nothing to do with him from now on. It took me more than a year to complete the most difficult task he set, nine deaths. If I had a little hope for Amber when I first learned that Amber was dead, I had no affection for him at all, although I was scared and scared, but when he gave me a task, I had no affection for him at all. I died to complete his mission and left. He has no reason to stop me anymore, but you should also imagine that people like him have always been high up and want whatever they want, and I should be the first person who dares to disobey him before he is dead. I fled from the place where I used to live and came to Jiangcheng, and coincidentally, I met Zheng Yunge again. After I took Zheng Yunge away, I originally wanted to find an acquaintance to apply for Zheng Yunge's passport and send her abroad. I didn't expect to meet Qi Chen again, Qi Chen detained me for three days, and when I came out, Zheng Yunge was already dead. Because of this incident, I had a big fight with him and completely fell out, he left, and I continued to stay in Jiangcheng. You also know what happened after that, the previous Xiao Wu was the person he sent to spy on me. What happened to you before was all about him. ”

"You left yesterday, did you go to see him?" Bai Yunyang asked suddenly.

Yin Liuli nodded: "Yes, I'm going to see him." When I knew that you had something to hide from me, I asked someone to investigate Wei Chi Mingjiao's situation. Knowing that she is taking different medications, she should be sober, but you deliberately suppressed the news, thinking that it was probably related to him. Xiao Wu also told me before he died that Qi Chen had already done it. So I went to see him and talked to him. ”

"What about the outcome of the talks?" Bai Yunyang asked.

"Guess," Yin Liuli said with a smile.

Bai Yunyang rubbed her hair helplessly and smiled bitterly: "You, you still have the heart to joke at this time." Well, I guess that a person as arrogant and paranoid as him would probably not let us go easily! But he can let you come back, and there must be some kind of agreement between you, is he the one who told you to break up with me?"

When he said the last sentence, Bai Yunyang's expression was very solemn, and his eyes looked at her deeply.

"What a cleverness!" Yin Liuli sighed: "You said that you are so smart, I am reluctant to leave you, but what can I do." ”

"Then don't leave, doesn't he just want my company, wants me to have nothing? The world is so big, I don't believe that all places have his power, it's really not good, the two of us can go to the deep mountains and old forests to be a pair of savages. Bai Yunyang said solemnly.

Yin Liuli smiled and said, "It seems that we really have a heart, and I have told him these words." ”

"So you're planning to do the same?" Bai Yunyang happily shook her hand.

Yin Liuli pulled his hand away from him and said, "I just threatened him like this, forcing me to be anxious, I will do this." ”

"So you come back ....... ”

"Bai Yunyang, let's break up!" Yin Liuli said with a smile.

She smiled easily, as if she were asking him let's eat, let's have a cup of coffee.

For a moment, Bai Yunyang saw her smile and thought that he had auditory hallucinations.

How could she say such cruel words with such a bright smile.

"I said that I could give up everything for your sake. ”

"But I can't afford this kind of love!" Yin Liuli said with a smile.

At this moment, her smile was a little more desolate, and her eyes finally sparkled.

She looks like this, Bai Yunyang can't bear to blame her.

Stretched out his hand and wiped the corners of her eyes, and said distressedly: "But I am willing, this is what I willing." ”

"I know, it's your willingness. Your heart is now without any blemish, and everything you say comes from the bottom of your heart. But what about after that? Three months later, five months, three or five years later? A noble son like you, who lived in seclusion in the mountains and forests with me, lived a life of rough clothes and light food, and his life was so short, but it was so long, and how much love would be exhausted in the long years. Instead of looking at each other and hating each other at that time, it is better to leave the present beauty and slowly reminisce. ”

"How can you know I'm going to regret what hasn't happened yet? I know you can't trust all my promises now, but even though I might regret it later, I don't want to regret it now. So, give me a chance and let me try it first. Bai Yunyang said firmly.

"Actually, there are some things I haven't finished talking about. Do you think that even if you let go of all this and live a poor life with me, Qi Chen will let us go?" Yin Liuli smiled bitterly and said: "Then you underestimate Qi Chen too much, he will not let us go." At the ends of the earth, we will not only be poor, but also displaced. Not only will we live this life, but we will also do it if we have children in the future. Even if we don't want children, if you want to live like this, I may not be able to persevere. So Bai Yunyang, now it's not whether you want to, but I don't want to. ”

"Ruri. Bai Yunyang groaned in pain.

Yin Liuli stood up with a wry smile, looked at him again and said slowly word by word: "Bai Yunyang, I admit that I like you very much now." But so what? I used to think that I would never like another man in this life except for Qi Chen. But the facts tell us that all feelings are just momentary confusion. thought that the unforgettable love could not withstand the grinding of time and events. How much I loved Qi Chen at the beginning, and how much I hate him now. How much I love you now, I'm afraid how much I'll regret it later. So, it's not that you want to, it's that I don't. Although I have endured a lot of hardships and walked a lot of rugged roads in this half of my life, I hope to live a stable and prosperous life in the second half of my life. I don't want to live in exile, even if I have you with me, I don't want to. So I came back today to break up with you, Qi Chen asked me to play a play with him to deceive you, which broke your heart and left completely, but I refused. Instead of deceiving you and making you have illusions, I should tell you plainly that I broke up with you for no reason. It's just that Qi Chen is too strong, we can't fight him, and you can't fight him, I don't want to live a hard life with you. ”

"What if...... Am I strong enough?" Bai Yunyang's voice trembled slightly.

Yin Liuli thought for a while and said, "Then I may not leave, but now it turns out that you are not strong enough." He can't even handle some of the tricks he uses casually, let alone go head-to-head with you. Bai Yunyang, although I like you very much, if it weren't for Qi Chen's interference, maybe I would have continued with you. But I'm sorry, you're too weak. You don't have the ability to fight him, and if I'm with you, I'll only be wiped out in the end. ”

"So, if I get stronger, will you come back?" Bai Yunyang asked with a wry smile.

His nose was sore, and his eyes couldn't help but be astringent.

If Yin Liuli was afraid that he would get hurt and that he would lose everything, he could still tell her fearlessly that he was not afraid. For her sake, he can let go of everything, and he is not willing to let go of her hand.

But she disliked him for being weak.

If a man doesn't even have the ability to protect his woman, what right does he have to beg her to stay.

"Maybe! Wait until that day! Maybe it won't be long before I will become a passerby in your life, just like Qi Chen did to me. Yin Liuli chuckled.

After speaking, she turned around, raised her head and turned her back to him and said, "Okay, I've finished what I need to say, I should go." I'll send you the divorce agreement, and you can handle it yourself! I thought it would take me a day to say goodbye to you, but now it seems that I am thinking too much. Bai Yunyang, goodbye!"