If you have a choice,

I believe that they will all resolutely choose to die by accident!

Sometimes surviving is a kind of suffering,

Not only to themselves, but also to their parents and family,

It's not just the economy,

And the anxiety of facing death every day.

Death, not terrible,

It's desperate to wait for death!

Leaving the ward, Xiao Liu took the initiative to leave a WeChat message for Ding Cheng, saying that in case of need, chat at any time, and know everything and say everything.

Back in the room, Ding Cheng closed the door and began to understand the patient's mentality, originally thinking that his heart was like ashes, at most he was a little stunned, and he behaved like a walking corpse.

Now it turns out that there is a big mistake.

None of them gave up hope of survival, because they still had their families and people to care about. Especially Lu Chuanjun, he has a wife who never leaves him, a lovely child, and the reason why he can survive is all for them.

Especially when facing his wife and children, he must show that he has nothing to worry about, and he may only sobble low and sigh at the injustice of fate when he is alone in the middle of the night.

The most difficult state is how to embody the two contradictions?

Knowing that it is useless, he has to bankrupt his family, endure the torture of illness, and grit his teeth to live for his relatives.

There are still four or five days before entering the group, Ding Cheng basically doesn't go out, locks himself in an airtight room, and eats one meal a day, completely bringing his image close to the characters in the play.

Constantly training the sadness, from the pain to the heartbreak, and finally the state of the heart, experiencing the process of physical and mental struggle after each chemotherapy, like the fire of hope, floating in the wind and waves, struggling hard......

In the dead of night, he leaned on the bed alone, emptying himself like a chicken, as if he was only left with a shell abandoned by fate, shackled by family love, and left in the world......

One day...... Two days...... Three days......

In the end, Su Yao couldn't help it, slammed the door open, and when she saw Ding Cheng for the first time, she shouted in fright, "Are you okay?"

Ding Cheng waved his hand, a wry smile pulled out from the corner of his mouth, Su Yao rushed into the room, opened the curtains, and the long-lost sun made Ding Cheng cover his eyes, feeling like a world away.

"Do you want to work so hard?" Su Yao looked at Ding Cheng, who had lost a lot of weight, his originally pale face was even thinner, and he could be blown down by a gust of wind when he stood there.

Ding Cheng rubbed his face vigorously and looked at the calendar, tomorrow is the time to join the group. Seeing Yaozai's concerned appearance, his heart warmed and said, "Don't worry, you can't die!"

"You ......" Su Yao had never seen such a madman, and pulled Ding Cheng out to eat, complaining: "You don't have to play with your life to experience the role, right?"

"This time you're playing a patient, next time if you play a madman, do you really want to go to a mental hospital?"

When he turned around, he saw Ding Cheng's interested expression, and hurriedly said, "Stop, brother, I was wrong, okay?"

Liu Wei was also startled when he saw Ding Cheng, and insisted on going to the hospital for a physical examination, but found that it was just malnutrition, and even the doctor asked curiously, this was just kidnapped and rescued?

Eat a nutritious meal, sleep well, I feel that I have found it, after all, I want to enter the crew to meet the director tomorrow, right?

When he came to the set the next day, Rao was carefully dressed up by Su Yao, or Xu Wenzheng was startled. looked at Ding Cheng carefully, and asked with concern: "Are you really sick?"

Before he could speak, Su Yao interjected directly: "He went directly to the hospital to experience life, and then he didn't eat, drink, and play masochism, and finally became like this......"

Ding Cheng glared at the little girl, and smiled at Xu Wenzheng: "The body is fine, find the state in advance." ”

Xu Wenzheng nodded, a hint of appreciation flashed in his eyes, and he turned around and called Mu Ye over, and the other party smiled after hearing it: "Okay, even our affairs are saved?"

Seeing that Ding Cheng was puzzled, he explained: "Originally, I also arranged for you to experience the role, but I didn't expect ......."

looked at the back of Ding Cheng going to try on, and whispered to Xu Wenzheng: "This kid is good!"

Xu Wenzheng smiled and said nothing, he has been mixed for so many years, he has seen too many good actors, and he himself is also a person who dies for the role, he can't bear this hardship anymore, so he just get out of it early.

Until Ding Cheng finished putting on his makeup, everyone's eyes lit up, especially Xu Wenzheng, if the first audition was good acting skills, then the person standing in front of him was Lu Chuanjun!

Makino was very excited, shouted to everyone to prepare, and took advantage of Xu Wenzheng's makeup, briefly explained the general position to Ding Cheng, and began to appear on camera for the first time.

Xu Wenzheng put on a greasy wig, unkempt, and instantly became a middle-aged decadent and mourning man. divorced his wife, and seeing that his son was going to be taken abroad by his cheap father, he had nothing to do, so he could only survive by selling adult drugs, and he couldn't even pay the rent.

The landlord introduced Lu Chuanjun and said that it was a big business that came to the door and forced Xu Wenzheng to make money and pay rent, but there was no way, the first scene between the two began.

Xu Wenzheng sent the landlord away, sat on the chair, squinted his eyes at Ding Cheng, who was also broken, and said disdainfully: "The old man is really blind, what kind of bullshit business can a person like you have?"

Putting his feet on the table, he waved his hand like a fly, and said disdainfully: "Say something quickly, get out of here if you have nothing to do!"

Ding Cheng was not angry, his mouth moved a few times, and he found that he couldn't speak while wearing a mask, so he slowly took off the outermost one, and there was actually a second one inside?

Picking it up again, there was a blue medical mask at the end, and finally the whole pale and emaciated face was revealed, with dry lips glowing with lilac, and he squeezed out a smile hard, as if he hadn't smiled for a long time.

"I ......" just wanted to speak, looked around alertly, and said in a low voice: "I will pay 30,000 yuan, and I want you to go to India to bring a medicine." ”

"Pull it down!" Xu Wenzheng just heard 30,000, his body shook, and when he just stood up and heard the words behind him, he instantly changed his face and scolded: "You are stupid for me?

After saying that, he stood up and was about to leave, Ding Cheng quickly stood up as well, took out an orange from his pocket, put it on the table, and flattered: "Don't worry, eat an orange, listen to me and say that it is intact?"

followed behind Xu Wenzheng and kept explaining: "Is it too much for 30,000?"

"This is a huge business opportunity, if you think about buying a bottle of medicine for 37,000 yuan in China, and only 500 yuan in India, how many times the profit is calculated?"

"What's more, I'm not the only one, as long as you can get medicine, there are many patients around me, as many as you want......"

Xu Wenzheng stopped suddenly, slowly turned his head and asked, "The effect of the medicine is the same?"

"Same!"

"Seventy times the price difference?"

"At least seventy times!"

"Get out!" suddenly got angry, directly pushed Ding Cheng outside, and scolded: "You treat me as stupid?"

Ding Cheng was directly pushed and staggered, hurriedly held on to the wall, took a breath, and continued: "Really, I have personally tested it, and it is absolutely the same. ”

"I'm a patient, do I still buy fake medicines to trap myself? You often smuggle anyway, and not all the drugs you buy are the same......

"Shut up!" Xu Wenzheng really couldn't listen to it, and said angrily: "Don't fucking talk nonsense, I've never smuggled!"

grabbed the oranges on the table, stuffed them to Ding Cheng, and roared, "Hurry up!"

Ding Cheng was a little at a loss, his eyes gradually dimmed, he was stunned for two or three minutes, slowly put on his mask again, put down a piece of paper, nodded, and turned to leave.

Xu Wenzheng was stunned for a moment, and picked up the note with a mobile phone number on it. With a pout, he threw himself into the trash, leaned back in his chair, and stared blankly at the ceiling.

After a long time, he sat up abruptly and picked up the note again, not knowing what to think in his head......

Makino clapped his hands, this one. Xu Wenzheng and Ding Cheng walked to the camera and watched the playback carefully, and even Xu Wenzheng was satisfied: "Yes, they are all in the role." ”

turned around and patted Ding Cheng on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "I didn't see the wrong person at the beginning, I saved us a few days, and we continued to shoot." ”

Under an order, all departments prepared and officially started filming.