Chapter 541: Breathing Pain
When I arrived in Chongqing, it was already in the afternoon, I didn't alarm anyone, I called Mr. Mo directly, and I was very surprised to know that I arrived in Chongqing.
"Mr. Wang, why did you come here in person, you can handle this kind of trivial matter with a phone call. ”
"I happened to come to Chongqing to do business, and by the way, we haven't seen each other for a long time. I replied with a smile.
"Then I'll come to see you. "Mr. Mo is very polite.
"No, I'll come to you, where are you?" I asked.
"I'm ......" Mr. Mo said a name, I know that place is a very famous entertainment city in Chongqing, "Shen Yiran just returned to China, I will introduce a few people to her, Mr. Wang, you just happened to come over and get to know each other together." Mr. Mo said with a smile.
"Okay. I answered and hung up.
Chongqing has my branch, but I came this time to meet Shen Yiran and see if she was okay, to be honest, I was a little weak-hearted, after all, I was already planning a wedding with Mengxue, and I definitely didn't want to publicize this kind of thing when I went to see my first love, so I didn't inform anyone.
I took a taxi and went to the entertainment city that Mr. Mo said.
When I arrived at the gate of the entertainment city, I called Mr. Mo, and soon Mr. Mo ran out of it.
"Mr. Wang, you want to kill me!" Mr. Mo shook hands with me and hugged me exaggeratedly.
"Mr. Wang, let's take a walk, I'll introduce you to a few friends, all of them are musicians, Shen Yiran is auditioning for songs, you just want to listen to it. "Mr. Mo pulled me and walked inside.
I originally wanted to meet Shen Yiran alone, and then leave, but Mr. Mo was very enthusiastic, and I was afraid that it would be embarrassing to meet Shen Yiran alone, after all, it had been more than a year, and I didn't know if Shen Yiran had changed, so I followed Mr. Mo into the entertainment city.
The entertainment city did not start to open, Mr. Mo took me directly inside, and then I arrived at the hall, my eyes naturally looked at the stage, there was a person standing on the stage, wearing a white skirt, vertical long hair, the light hit her body from the west, she seemed to have a dazzling light, my pace suddenly slowed down.
"It's Shen Yiran on the stage, what's the matter, it's not much that has changed, I've spent a lot of thought this year, and I plan to focus on cultivating Shen Yiran...... "Mr. Mo's voice sounded in my ears, but my mind had already drifted out.
I stood there and looked at Shen Yiran on the stage, Shen Yiran's appearance has changed a lot, she is beautiful, and her temperament is like a star, but it makes me feel strange, she seems to be far away from me on the stage, I can see her, but I feel that it is not her, and I can't say it......
I remembered when I was in junior high school, I always looked at her secretly like this in class, at that time Shen Yiran wore a ponytail, occasionally our eyes would touch, she would glare at me, I would shrink my neck in fright, and Shen Yiran would make a proud face at me.
I've always had a crush on her, since I was just in junior high school, it has always been, it's my greatest happiness to see her every day at school, I've always kept this secret in my heart and enjoyed it alone, although Shen Yiran didn't like me at that time.
I was the one who was bullied in the class, because of my background, because my father was in rags, of course it was very uncomfortable to be bullied, but what made me most uncomfortable was not being bullied, but when Shen Yiran stepped forward to stand up for me!
Shen Yiran is very enthusiastic, she always helps me, but when I am protected by her, I am actually very broken in my heart, I will feel very useless, I want a girl to protect, especially a girl I have a crush on, again and again, I don't dare to open my mouth to Shen Yiran, I am self-inflicted!
In the end, because of Huang Jie's matter, my relationship with Shen Yiran was almost about to have a breakthrough, I asked her to watch a movie, and she readily agreed, I can still recall the moment when Shen Yiran agreed to watch a movie with me, my mood at that moment! The feeling of first love is so beautiful, so beautiful that it is unforgettable!
But then Shen Yiran said those words to me, like a person who climbed to the top of the peak, and suddenly fell down, it can be said that it was the first real blow I suffered in my life! Compared with being bullied by my classmates, that is the real harm!
I thought that I would never have any intersection with Shen Yiran again, and even I hated her, but in the seventh middle school, we actually made a ghost to be together, I just got her, this experience brought me an indescribable feeling, I got a girl I liked, but I couldn't devote myself to it, I didn't understand it at the time, but I understand it now, at that time, I used Shen Yiran as a substitute for Mengxue, and Shen Yiran was just the medicine I used to heal my wounds!
So I feel sorry for her, in a sense, I'm cheating on her, and even I have a little bit of revenge on her, I don't want to admit it, but I can't deceive myself, my love for Shen Yiran has actually changed!
Time is a very good thing, all the pain, all the joy, after the precipitation of time will change, what is my feelings for Shen Yiran now, I don't want to analyze it, because I know that she is a brand of my youth, I can never get rid of it!
Missing is a pain that breathes
It lives in all corners of me
It hurts to hum the song you love
……
It hurts most if you want to see it, but you can't see it
I vowed not to lie again
……
It's good if you come back
It would be nice to do it all over again
……
The mournful song entered my ears.
Jerked!
My heart felt like something had been poked in the face!
There was applause, and someone in the audience stood up.
"Okay, this song is good, it's sung in, it's very emotional. ”
"Mr. Wang, let's go over. "Mr. Mo pulled me.
I stabilized my mood a little, and then followed Mr. Mo to the side of the stage.
"Let me introduce to you, this is Mr. Wang, this is Mr. ......" Mr. Mo opened his mouth to introduce us to both of us, but I didn't listen to a word, because Shen Yiran had already walked over from the stage.
"Mr. Mo......" Shen Yiran's voice stopped abruptly!
Shen Yiran and I looked at each other, and she didn't see me on the stage just now.
“…… Haoyu, it's you!" Shen Yiran suddenly covered his mouth.
"Yes...... You, you sing so beautifully. "I said it stupidly, no matter how many times I hinted to myself, but when I really came face to face with Shen Yiran, I still couldn't help myself!
"Miss Shen Yiran, you sang this song very well just now, brought me in with emotion, I haven't heard such a good singer for a long time. A man with braided hair complimented.
"Mr. Mo, you have dug up a treasure. The other laughed too.
"Thanks to everyone's love, I still need a lot of help. Mr. Mo said with a smile.
The conversation of several people diluted the atmosphere between me and Shen Yiran, I stabilized my mind and smiled at Shen Yiran: "Long time no see, it's okay." ”
"I'm fine, what about you?" Shen Yiran also came down naturally.
"Miss Shen Yiran, the song just now was really beyond my expectations, you sang ......" Another person interrupted the conversation between me and Shen Yiran.
"Mr. Mo, how are you going to package Miss Shen Yiran?"
"I think so......"
The people around were gossiping, Shen Yiran was surrounded in the middle, and I silently stepped aside, this time it belonged to Shen Yiran.
"Mr. Wang, why are you hiding. "Mr. Mo still found me and quickly pulled me over.
"Ladies and gentlemen, I didn't make it clear just now, the king always ......"
"Mr. Mo, it's rare that everyone is here, or I'll invite everyone to have a meal, let's talk while eating. "I interrupted Mr. Mo's introduction as soon as I opened my mouth, I didn't want Mr. Mo to tell my specific identity, I don't like to have too much contact with these people in the entertainment industry.
"Okay, since Mr. Wang spoke, then of course we have to give face. Mr. Mo immediately responded.
After chatting a few more words, everyone walked out together, and when they got outside, a few people got into the car, and I was embarrassed, because I didn't drive, and it was obviously not appropriate to take a taxi at this time.
"Haoyu, you didn't drive?" Shen Yiran immediately noticed my embarrassment.
"Take our car. Shen Yiran pulled me and walked towards Mr. Mo's car.
In this way, I sat in Mr. Mo's car, Mr. Mo sat in the driver's seat, Shen Yiran and I sat in the back row, and when I got into the car, Shen Yiran asked: "Haoyu, what are you doing in Chongqing?"
"Mr. Mo called me, I happened to come to Chongqing to do business, so I came to see you by the way. I replied.
"Yes, yes, I wanted to beg Mr. Wang to let you be the opening guest at the Xinxiang Music Festival, but I didn't expect Mr. Wang to miss the old so much and make a special trip to see you. Mr. Mo said with a smile in front.
"Oh. Shen Yiran's eyes suddenly dimmed, and she didn't seem to be very happy, so she asked again: "Are you here alone, didn't Mengxue come?"
I glanced at Shen Yiran, and then tried to squeeze a smile on my face: "Mengxue and I are ready to get married." ”
The expression on Shen Yiran's face froze suddenly!
Her eyes were wide open, and for a moment her face lost its blood, Shen Yiran's body leaned back, as if she had lost her strength, and then she smiled at me: "Yes." ”
Shen Yiran's smile was very awkward, I didn't expect her to react so much when I married Meng Xue, I felt weird to see her like this, maybe I shouldn't have come!
"Mr. Wang, you're getting married! This is good news! Where are you going, can I ask for a glass of wine!" Mr. Mo said with a smile.
"It's not decided yet. I replied.
"Be sure to let me know when the time comes. Mr. Mo said politely.
Shen Yiran lowered her head and didn't know what she was thinking, I felt a little embarrassed, am I being selfish again? I really shouldn't have come to disturb her life.
"Ran Ran ......," I called softly.
"I'm fine, I'm happy for you when you marry Mengxue. Shen Yiran raised his head and said.
The car was quiet all of a sudden, and I heard Mr. Mo sigh softly, and he stopped talking.
The car arrived at a hotel, our group got out of the car and entered the hotel, and then asked for a private room, I really regret it, I regret coming to see Shen Yiran impulsively, Shen Yiran has been calm for more than a year, why should I bother her!
A table of people sat down, everyone was talking and laughing when the wine and food came up, Shen Yiran was of course the central point, Mr. Mo tried his best to reconcile the atmosphere, Shen Yiran also coped with it decently, I found that Shen Yiran had actually changed, and she couldn't do this before she changed.
"Mr. Wang, have you and Miss Shen Yiran known each other before?" someone at the table suddenly asked.
"What are you asking!" Mr. Mo waved his hand.
"I'm a person with accurate vision, this is an advantage, in fact, I found that Mr. Wang and Miss Shen Yiran have a lot of face, haven't you noticed?"
"Mr. Wang made a special trip to see Miss Shen Yiran, if I guessed correctly......" The man smiled and sold a pass.
"I used to be a staff member of Mr. Wang's company, and Mr. Wang was specially invited by Mr. Mo this time. Shen Yiran suddenly interrupted him and said very calmly.
"Ah...... Oh, I see. The man smirked.
"Mr. Wang, thank you for coming to see me, a toast!" Shen Yiran raised his glass to me.
I froze for a moment, and Shen Yiran's eyes were fixed on my face.
I raised my glass.
"Ding!" Shen Yiran touched my wine glass, and then leaned his neck and drank it all.
"Good!" the man at the table applauded.
I picked up the wine glass and accompanied a glass, and as soon as I put down the wine glass, Shen Yiran suddenly picked up the glass again.
"Mr. Wang, I would like to toast you again, thank you for taking care of me at the beginning!"
"Yes!"
"Mr. Wang!" Shen Yiran straightened his arm firmly.
I had to fill my wine glass, and then touched another glass with Shen Yiran.
"Mr. Wang, I respect you again!" Shen Yiran raised his glass for the third time.
"Ranran!" this time it was Mr. Mo who shouted.
"Mr. Wang, this cup is my wedding wine for you and Mengxue in advance. Shen Yiran suddenly said.
I raised my glass for the third time.
Putting down the wine glass, Shen Yiran stood up: "I'm sorry, I'm not feeling well, I'm out of company!"
Shen Yiran turned around and ran out.
The room suddenly fell silent, everyone looked at me, everyone had a sudden realization on their faces, I was especially embarrassed, Shen Yiran toasted me three glasses of wine in a row, and his attitude changed like that, a fool can also see something!
"Mr. Wang, you better go and have a look. Someone spoke.
"Go!" Mr. Mo nudged me.
I stood up, and without further hesitation, I turned and chased out the door!
When I rushed out of the hotel, I saw Shen Yiran.
"Yes!" I rushed up and grabbed her arm.
"Why are you here?" asked Shen Yiran, tears already welling up on her face.
"I came to see you, I want to know if you're doing well. I replied.
"I see it now!" Shen Yiran looked at me.
The expression on Shen Yiran's face was a little stubborn, which reminded me of her in junior high school, when she was like this when she was talking to me.
"Ranran, don't be like this, I don't mean anything else, I just want to ......"
"What do you want, do you want to see me cry for you! You did it!" Shen Yiran said.
I was speechless, I felt that Shen Yiran seemed to want to vent something.
"I'm relieved to know you're doing well, and I'll leave in a while. I sighed.
"Do you know!" Shen Yiran's tone suddenly softened: "I was abroad for a year, I thought I could forget about you......"
Shen Yiran looked at me with tears in her eyes.
"But I can't do it, I can't forget, you are the man I love the most!" Shen Yiran said suddenly, tears had wet her face, her body was trembling all the time, and she obviously mustered up courage to say this.
I blamed myself, I thought I could be free and easy, I thought I could sort out the relationship with Shen Yiran, but I suddenly understood, I couldn't do it!
For Shen Yiran, I have always been the selfish person!
"I'm sorry!" I said bitterly.
"I know, you can't do it, you have Mengxue, I just want to ask you, have you ever loved me?" Shen Yiran bit her lip.
The pain in my heart intensified, and I looked back at Shen Yiran!
I nodded.
Shen Yiran slammed into my arms!
……
Woo –
The long steamer whistle sounded.
Shen Yiran and I sat on the pier by the river, there were already stars in the sky, the starlight was reflected on the river, a little wave and starlight were mixed together, the sound of the river was coming, and a huge cruise ship on the river was slowly sailing by......
"When I was in Rongcheng before, I would go to the river to watch the steamer when I was upset, and I would feel better when I saw it. Shen Yiran said softly.
"I've seen it too, and I sat by the river all night when I was expelled from school!" I said.
"The days are going by so fast!" Shen Yiran said leisurely.
"yes, the days go by so fast. I answered.
The river breeze blew Shen Yiran's hair, the tips of her hair brushed my face, Shen Yiran brushed her hair with her hand, and then turned her head to look at me: "I'm actually quite satisfied, you said that...... Loved, that's enough!"
My eyes were sour.
"Yes, you can meet better people. ”
"Of course, there must be many better men in this world than you. Shen Yiran smiled at me.
"We'll always be friends, okay?" I asked.
"We have each other's youth!" replied Shen Yiran.
I smiled, my eyes were moist, everyone was mature, no longer a child, there was no perfect thing in this world, but why did my heart hurt again!
"Haoyu, you are not allowed to be sorry for Mengxue in the future! I am the same!" Shen Yiran suddenly said to me.
I nodded vigorously.
"When you become a big star, Mengxue and I are both your fans. I laughed.
"There will be that day!" Shen Yiran raised his chin.
"Yes!"
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