Chapter 268: Full Moon Night 2
Qiao Xiang puffed up and said, "My feelings for her may be hidden too deep in my heart, and I want to say it to her in the bottom of my heart, but I always can't say it." I was in front of her, and for some reason, I always seemed stupid, doing things and talking stupidly. Especially ......"
When Qiao Xiang said this, he was a little flustered, he calmed down, paused, and said:
"As soon as I saw her, I panicked, so I ...... I, I can't speak......
"Four years are coming to an end, and I am about to graduate, and I have not yet opened my mind to her, and I am anxious, but I can't think of a better way to let her understand me and let her understand my heart for her, so I wrote her that letter......
Since then, I have been thinking every day, waiting for the month and the month, looking forward to the letter every year, looking forward to the letter for so many years, and I have not looked forward to returning a word from her.
"Every time I saw her, I wanted to ask about the whereabouts of the letter, but as soon as the words came to my lips, I couldn't say anything, so I swallowed them.
"Well, firstly, I can't say it stupidly, and secondly, she won't reply to me, and if I ask her face to face, wouldn't it seem too dead-faced? So, I ...... I can't ask......"
When Qiao Xiang said this, he moved his body and continued: "Xiaowen, do you know, over the years, the big threshold of my family has almost been broken by the matchmaker. But I haven't seen any of the girls introduced to me by those relatives and friends.
"I've met a lot of girls myself, but I've never looked at them seriously. I ...... in my heart It's just this one girl, girl......
"After graduation, I thought about her every day, but I just didn't dare to go to this girl's house. The roads around her house are all flat ......."
When Qiao Xiang said this, he felt very uncomfortable, he took a breath, exhaled again, and said:
"She went to work, and I didn't dare to go to her where she worked all the time, I always waited for her to get off work, or she was about to go to work, I ran across the road from her unit, and when she came out of work, or she came here from work, I quietly looked at her a few times......
"I, I followed her like this, and I started after she graduated and she got a job...... I've been following her until now, whether it's spring, summer, autumn or winter......"
When Qiao Xiang said these words, the tears in his eyes had already come out, but he kept holding them and he kept enduring them, so he didn't let the tears fall.
Qiao Xiang was flustered, and his speech was incoherent. No matter what, today he finally put the words that were stacked in his heart, told a little eyebrows, and finally poured out a few drops of bitter water that had been stuffed in his heart for so many years.
Although Qiao Xiang said some words to Zheng Xiaowen, there were still many feelings of love and sorrow in his heart! At this moment, his mood was still very heavy, he couldn't control himself a little, and he was wiping tears with his face behind his back.
Zheng Xiaowen, she has been listening carefully and carefully, and Qiao Xiang has spoken to her intermittently. She listened, listened, and couldn't help but think in her heart: Qiao Xiang He kept talking about himself, why didn't he mention what that girl girl did to him?
Zheng Xiaowen thought of this, so she just asked: "Qiao Xiang, that girl, didn't she reply to you, the key is, how does she usually treat you?"
Qiao Xiang listened to Zheng Xiaowen's question, and he immediately got into the tip of the horns!
Forget it, forget it, I wrote it so clearly in the lyrics, and now in front of her, I talked about it again, and she was still staring at me!
Also, 'That girl, didn't she reply to you?', everyone listen, what a relaxed tone this is! I read it right, she Zheng Xiaowen doesn't have me Qiao Xiang in her heart at all! My Qiao Xiang is sad!
Think, how can a person who doesn't love you feel your suffering, your suffering, your life and death? How can she know that she can make your heart bleed with a simple word!!
Okay, okay, let's calm down! Fortunately, I was so preoccupied that I didn't get to the bottom of my words. If I really get things through, I don't know what she's going to say anything lighter than chicken feathers, if that's the case, tonight, then, then I'll be ashamed to die here!!
Qiao Xiang was steady and calm, and he replied to Zheng Xiaowen's words: "She...... Not bad for me, just ...... I think...... She doesn't have me in her heart. As soon as he spoke, he was still a little flustered, and his language was still incoherent.
Zheng Xiaowen was annoyed by hearing this, and said in his heart: You Qiao Xiang is a stupid idiot! Other girls don't love you, but they love you so much that they die with tears in their eyes all day long. I'm so old, and I'm so fascinated that I can't find the north! Maybe the girl has already gotten married, what are you still obsessed with! I've never seen you staring at people!
Zheng Xiaowen was irritable for Qiao Xiang in her heart, but she couldn't reprimand Qiao Xiang in front of her at this time, she could only talk to Qiao Xiang calmly, she asked, "Is the girl married?"
When Qiao Xiang heard Zheng Xiaowen's question, he didn't know what his mood was, he was stunned, and then sighed: Alas!
Qiao Xiang at this moment, he really had no choice, he said in his heart:
You Zheng Xiaowen will pretend to you! On Saturday afternoon, I finally thought that you were not pretending. But now it seems that it was because it didn't stimulate you that day, and you showed a normal state of mind!
Look at it now, I think about your expression just now, and listen to your question, I don't have to judge, this is clearly what you pretended!!
Zheng Xiaowen, if you don't want to say it thoroughly, we don't have to say it thoroughly, what are you pretending to be? If you pretend too much, then it's not you Zheng Xiaowen!
This was just what Qiao Xiang was thinking in his heart, and he replied: "No, if she gets married, I will die, and I will never have to suffer the sin of this longing again." ”
Qiao Xiang thought in his heart that Zheng Xiaowen was pretending to be for him, but after all, Zheng Xiaowen was the person he had loved for ten years! Besides, he had never resented Zheng Xiaowen. No matter what he thinks Zheng Xiaowen does to him, whether it is good or not, he loves her wholeheartedly, not to mention that when Zheng Xiaowen talks to him, he is so calm and gentle!
At this moment, Qiao Xiang's heart was even more uncomfortable, he wiped his tears, and continued, "However, although that girl doesn't have me in her heart, I have to wait until she gets married before thinking about my own marriage...... She won't get married for a year, I'll wait for a year, she'll not get married for a lifetime, I'll wait for her for a lifetime......"
Zheng Xiaowen said in his heart: Ouch, this stupid idiot, people don't love him, he has such a big stupid perseverance, come on, I can't control it anyway, I don't care about him!
Zheng Xiaowen said: "The girl you are talking about, isn't she our classmate?" No matter how I thought about it, I couldn't remember who she was. Can you tell me who she is? Did she talk to me?"
As soon as Qiao Xiang heard this, he took a long breath and exhaled a rough breath! He thought to himself: Since you Zheng Xiaowen don't want to admit it, then you can continue to pretend! If you can keep pretending like this, it will be good. If this is clear, I will never have the face to see you again! Then you and I will not even be friends!
Qiao Xiang was overwhelmed and excited, he said: "She is my classmate, I won't tell you the details today, and at a certain time, people in this world, who don't tell you, will also tell you." ”
Zheng Xiaowen felt surprised, and she asked, "Don't you even say Su Chen?"
Qiao Xiang's tone was very hard: "Don't say it!"
Zheng Xiaowen was stunned for a moment, and after she was stunned, she heard Qiao Xiang crying.
Zheng Xiaowen was at a loss, she didn't know what to do, she wanted to comfort Qiao Xiang, but she didn't know where to start. At this moment, she no longer blamed Qiao Xiang, she said in her heart: Isn't it, a person who loves hard and doesn't love herself, what will it be like to be herself......
Zheng Xiaowen thought of this, and she suddenly remembered Yang Yilin: Yes, I don't know the details of Qiao Xiang's matter, and I don't feel it. Let's compare it to Elin and think: if I don't love Elin, what will happen to Elin? Oh, don't think about it, just shut up and see him like that, he's going crazy!!
Zheng Xiaowen frowned unconsciously, his face darkened, and he was uncomfortable. She looked at Qiao Xiang who had been wiping her tears, and said in her heart: Qiao Xiang is really pitiful!
Zheng Xiaowen looked at Qiao Xiang and thought about Qiao Xiang's thoughts, her heart was sour, and tears came down.
Zheng Xiaowen wiped his tears, moved to Qiao Xiang's side, patted Qiao Xiang, and said with a cry: "Qiao Xiang, don't be uncomfortable, if you are so uncomfortable again, I can't stand it." ”
Qiao Xiang heard that Zheng Xiaowen's voice was wrong, he suddenly turned around, and saw Zheng Xiaowen's tears, he was shocked, raised his hand to wipe Zheng Xiaowen's tears, and hurriedly said: "I'm fine, I'm fine, don't cry, don't cry!"
Zheng Xiaowen looked at Qiao Xiang's face again, and saw that Qiao Xiang had already cried into tears, she was distressed, she was the same as Qiao Xiang, silent tears, on their faces, kept flowing down.
Qiao Xiang saw that Zheng Xiaowen's face was full of tears, he panicked even more, and said, "It's all my fault!
Qiao Xiang looked at the tears on the face of his beloved girl Zheng Xiaowen again, the more his own tears flowed down, and the more he went down, the more he kept wiping them.
Qiao Xiang kept crying, he saw that Zheng Xiaowen was crying with him all the time, he wiped his tears and spoke again: "Xiaowen, don't feel bad anymore." I'm looking for you today, just to say what has been piled up in my heart for the past ten years, and I have never and cannot say to others.
"When I cry, I am unloading my pain and the sorrow in my breast. If I cry, maybe I'll feel better.
"Look at you, your eyes are red from crying. You're crying like this, how can you let me go? When I get home, I'm going to be sick at the thought of your tearful face, you know?"
Zheng Xiaowen looked at Qiao Xiang's tearful face, and she said, "As long as you don't cry, I will definitely not cry anymore." ”
Qiao Xiang hurriedly wiped the tears on his face and said, "Okay, okay, I'll wipe it off!
Qiao Xiang wiped away the tears on his face, he stopped crying, and Zheng Xiaowen also showed a smile.