When I was a child, my grandfather often mentioned that a scholar is not enough to be a scholar.

I didn't understand it before, but now I can understand it, but I don't want to understand it.

My grandmother was away in a foreign country for decades. I have the impression that my grandfather is kind to his younger generation, but this kindness is always shrouded in an inexplicable sense of sadness. He is a peaceful old man, but this peace is always like returning to calm after experiencing a storm. He has always taught us juniors to be sensible, but when we have a understanding, he shows a little worry.

Perhaps the practice of these insights will eventually be accompanied by all kinds of suffering.

Anyway, I set foot on the land of country M again. In the past, I used to be rainy in spring, but now I am revisiting the old place, but the summer sun is fierce. I chuckled, it seems that life is always uncertain, even if it is a sad place that I once wanted to escape, I can honestly return to the same place for some reason after many years.

F

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I don't know what I was doing after I retired, but before I left, I asked Xiao Jian about this matter, and asked him what should I answer if the teacher mentioned this.

"Whatever you want. "Simple, Xiao Lian replied.

I slandered Xiao Lian with a big heart, but I was not afraid that I would turn around and sell him along with Qingang.

After all, it is a person who has disappeared for a long time, and it is better to hide people's eyes and low-key behavior. Although I am anxious to see the teacher, I must not be busy.

When I met Teacher F

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By then, he was already in shape and looked rather haggard, so that for a while I could not connect the person in front of me with my memory. "Teacher. I whispered the name, and the guilt was even greater.

"It's Av

il? It's Av

Is it coming?" the teacher seemed to be extremely excited when he heard my voice, and stood up trembling slightly, his cloudy gray-blue eyes struggling to look at me.

"It's me, teacher. Seeing this, I quickly stepped forward and held him.

"Yes, yes. The old gentleman was very pleased. "It's good to come, it's good to come. ”

After some pleasantries, the teacher deliberately avoided his illness and cleverly avoided the reason for my sudden disappearance. "Since you're here, if there's anything you want to ask, let's ask it all at once. To put it mildly, it is like thunder on the ground. I thought to myself that I had carefully considered the words in the conversation, but I really didn't expect F

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How the professor sees through everything so keenly.

"You haven't heard from me for many years, and now you suddenly appear in front of me, even if seven points are because of the old man's illness, there should always be three different reasons. ”

"I, I ......" I don't know what to do.

"I don't want to say it now, it's okay. Since you're here, let's stay longer. "For some reason, I felt like I saw F

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The corners of his mouth were hooked, and a smile of unknown meaning was fleeting.

I suspect I'm wrong.

For a few days, everything was uneventful. If Xiao Lian had already sensed the actions of country M, he would not have bet all his treasures on me. Thinking about it this way, the guilt of not making progress for a few days is slightly relieved.

I hesitated, but it was F

iedma

Reach out to me to discuss some recent scientific developments. "Recently, country E has developed a small molecule cytidine analogue, claiming to inhibit M virus ......"

Didn't wait for F

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After I finished talking with great interest, I interrupted it: "Teacher actually...... You're not sick at all, are you?"

F

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Hearing this, his face stiffened, and then returned to normal, only a long sigh. "Alas, I also hope that I am not sick, after all, there are still so many unsolved problems in the world. It's a pity that the heavens don't fulfill people's wishes......"

I interrupted again: "Why does the teacher deceive the students?"

This time F

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finally stopped pretending, and changed his seriously ill and haggard appearance. "When did you find out?" he asked me, playfully.

"When I first saw the teacher, I really thought that the teacher was seriously ill. After a pause, I continued: "It's a pity that after only a few words, the teacher pointed out the student's intentions. However, the excuses given by the teacher sound unassailable, and can even add to the guilt of the students. ”

If the student was only suspicious at this time, then the teacher's practice of leaving the student behind deepened the student's suspicion. ”

"Besides, didn't the teacher also take the initiative to sell a flaw to the students?" I smiled slightly, "The teacher's email was sent in bulk, and he said that he was seriously ill and wanted to see the students again. But so many days have passed, and your family, teacher, is very crowded. ”

"If you have the intention to hide from the students, the teacher can completely pretend to do it and really send the email sent to me to all my classmates. Now it seems that I am the only one who received the 'mass' email, right?"

"In fact, even so, I still have a bit of luck, thinking that the teacher is protecting my identity from being revealed, so I haven't let anyone else come to the door recently. But as soon as this idea came out, it was immediately rejected by the students. ”

"Because I never told my teacher what my identity was and whether it was kept secret. I smiled wryly.

"Now the students understand. The reason why that email was transferred to the student was not because the student's previous mailbox had slipped through the net during the overall cleaning, but because this email was originally sent to my immediate boss, the teacher. ”

"Now it's the student's turn to ask you: When did you and Xiao Lian meet? What is the purpose of transferring the student to country M this time?"