Chapter 18: He Never Sees Me

The past is unbearable, and when I look back, I will feel endless sadness and regret. I don't like memories the most, every time I recall it, I always go deep layer by layer, it's like I did the things of the year again, and the whole person falls into a magic barrier, looking at no one is happy, looking at everyone like a bad guy.

I was in a good mood, so I was ruined, and I stuffed two popcorns indiscriminately, and I couldn't feel any taste. Finished the tea in the cup in one gulp, dragged his chin, looked at Gu Weiwei, who was still sobbing and crying, looking at her posture, it seemed that she wanted to repent, but I was not interested in reminiscing about the past with her.

Her memories are all sweet, and my memories are all bitter, so that she is not so cheap and let her show off her unswerving love for her to the death!

I took out another tissue and gave it to her, saying, "You don't need to talk about the past, the key is that in the future, as a man, you always have to look forward, and recall the past all day long, isn't it that the more you live, the more you go back." You and I should look forward and look to the future, and maybe what the future holds, don't you?"

Gu Weiwei looked like Lin Daiyu, the tissue gently wiped his tears and sniffed, "You're right, we should look forward." Golden Harvest always says how bad and how bad, I thought you were still thinking about the past. Now, I'm relieved, as long as you don't misunderstand me anymore, my heart will be much more relaxed. ”

"How can I still misunderstand you, I still point to you to teach me how to make Yu Jiahe fall in love with me, as long as he can make him fall in love with me, everything in the past, I will treat it as if it has never happened. "I'm very cool, with a stroke of the pen, I swept everything in the past, even if it is acting, there are not so many true and false, what she said is a little true, and what I say is a little true.

I laughed and laughed with her for a while, and when I raised my eyes, I saw a familiar figure floating outside the window, and the person had just turned around, leaving only a back. He always likes to show me his back, so I can recognize who he is just by looking at him.

Stretching out his hand with more interest, he pointed to the person's back, raised his eyebrows at Gu Yiyi, and asked, "Look, is that Yu Jiahe?"

Gu Weiwei's face was stunned, he turned his head, looked in the direction of my finger, and said hesitantly after half a sound, "It's wrong, how could Yu Jiahe be here." ”

"Yes? In the past two years, I have seen his back a lot, and I usually can't be mistaken, if you call to take a look, if so, let him come in and have a meal." This kind of thing, the three of us sit down and say, it's better, so that I can feel at ease. ”

Gu Weiwei was obviously a little reluctant, but I was looking forward to it, she had no choice but to take out her mobile phone and dial Yu Jiahe's number, and soon I saw the back of the car outside, stopped, took out the mobile phone and picked it up.

Gu Weiwei looked at me, turned his head to look outside, sighed imperceptibly, and asked, "Jiahe, where are you?"

"Yes, Qingcheng and I are also here, and we haven't started eating yet, why don't you come over and eat together?"

I don't know what Yu Jiahe said over there, Gu Weiwei was coquettish, "Come on, come on, the three of us haven't sat down to eat together for a while, and I have seen you." ”

After saying a few more words, she hung up the phone with a smile.

As I listened to her call, I watched as the people outside turned around and walked into the storefront, striding towards us. Gu Weiwei quietly put his bag on the empty seat on the side, Yu Jiahe glanced at her, and then walked straight to me and sat down, with an indescribable tiredness on his face.

This is the first time in two years that the three of us have sat at the same table and eaten at the same table. Yu Jiahe didn't speak with a gloomy face, and the smile on Gu Weiwei's face became lighter, it seems that I was in a good mood when I was present.

Not long after Yu Jiahe sat down, the waiter served the food, and I added a few more when I left, so that it should be enough for the three of us to eat.

"Why are your eyes red?" Yu Jiahe, who was silent for a while, suddenly questioned Gu Wei's slightly red and swollen eyes, his eyes locked on hers, and there was a posture of investigating to the end.

I didn't speak, I pinched my chopsticks and ate a piece of eel sushi, the taste was very good, there were six in total, and I ate three alone.

Gu was the only one who was hesitant, raised his hand and touched his eyes, and said angrily: "How can it be red, it may be that the contact lenses have been worn for a long time." ”

"I remember you didn't wear contact lenses this morning. Such a sentence is quite rich.

I propped my head up, looked sideways at them, and finally set my eyes on Gu Weiwei.

She glared and bit her lip, "What nonsense, Qingcheng is here!"

Yu Jiahe's eyes stared at Gu Weiwei, and he put a piece of salmon sushi that I didn't like the most with chopsticks and put it on my plate, word by word, without emotion, "You eat enough." ”

"Thank you. "I was quite 'moved' to put this salmon sushi in my mouth, in fact, the taste was lighter, but I just didn't like the slippery feeling of salmon, chewed in my mouth for a long time, and almost threw up.

The two of them stared at me for a long time, presumably they must have quarreled over that. Gu Weiwei ate half of it, so he excused himself to go to the toilet.

Taking advantage of the fact that there were only the two of us, Yu Jiahe finally pointed the finger at me, his voice was low and deep, suppressing a trace of anger, and said: "I know that what you said last time was just angry words, you had better make it clear to the only one, she is completely serious now." ”

Hmph, I'm afraid that only you think she is serious in your heart. I turned my hair, tilted my head sideways, supported my head with one hand, and smiled softly, "What I said is true." It's just that I didn't expect her to buy you without hesitation. I thought you had a lot of feelings, but that's it. Actually, if you love me so well, it will save you a lot of trouble. ”

He looked sideways and threw an angry look over, "Gu Qingcheng, what kind of trick are you playing!"

"I'm serious. ”

I looked at him for a few minutes, but finally he looked away, and there was a slight fluctuation in his eyes, and I didn't know what he was thinking. It just so happened that Gu Weiwei also came back, looked at us a few times, and didn't say anything.

After the meal, Gu Weiwei left first, and when he drove away, Yu Jiahe's worried eyes were like a father who was not worried about his daughter, and I was curious, what was good about this Gu Wei, so that Yu Jiahe was so obsessed and liked it so much. Where I wasn't good enough, he didn't like me.

Anyway, we have been together for six years, and even if we can't fall in love at first sight, we haven't even fallen in love for a long time? I stood beside him, looked at his side face, and suddenly felt a little cold in my heart. I watched him from the nearest place, but he never saw me.

I followed him to look into the distance, and I couldn't see Gu Weiwei's car clearly, I reached out and patted Yu Jiahe's shoulder, and kindly reminded, "Yu Jiahe, she is 26 years old, so it's not like this." And Gu Wei has always been precocious, and he drives very steadily, so he won't be fine. ”

"I'm still not worried, you go home first, I'll go back when I see her get home. He walked to the side of the car without hesitation, and when he was about to reach for the door, I stepped forward and grabbed his arm.

Leaned on the body of the car by the way, looked up at him slightly, and said with a smile: "What she wants you to do most now is to be with me, don't you understand? Of course, if you are really not at ease, I can join you, you also know, I am an injured person now, the taxi is driving too hard, sit in your car steadily." You're going home anyway, and I'm sitting in the car, and I won't bother you. ”

It was about my sudden gentle attitude that made Yu Jiahe a little unbelievable, after all, not long ago, we broke up several times, and my change came a little quickly. But if a person wants to change, one night is enough. Well, it only takes an hour.

I said so, and Yu Jiahe didn't have any reason to refuse me again, so he followed him into the car.

Gu Wei went back to the villa in the middle of the mountain, and Yu Jiahe picked a distance that she couldn't find and followed unhurriedly. As the car made its way around the third turn, I looked out twice, and what flashed to my mind was my mother lying in the morgue covered with a white cloth, silent.

My mother had an accident here, when even the fence was broken, and the car was stuck upside down in the bushes, and now more than two years later, there is no trace of it.

I just remember my mother telling me in no uncertain terms that I would take care of everything for you. A week after she said this, the accident happened, and the police checked the scene of the accident and finally came to the conclusion that it was a traffic accident.

Go around this bend and you'll see the gate of the villa.

For this distance, the speed usually does not exceed sixty yards, and I have tried many times since I learned to drive, because of the slope and the curve ahead, I usually don't drive very fast.

"Do you think there are ghosts when people die?" I asked softly, looking at the darkness outside.

If there is a soul in this world, I really hope that Ms. Wang Yueling can come back and tell me in person whether the accident is really just an accident.

"If there is, then the whole world is full of ghosts, where is there still a place for us living people to stay?What are you thinking?" Yu Jiahe's attitude was cold, and the car turned around at the gate of the villa.

When the car walked back, I looked sideways at the yardage, and Yu Jiahe only passed at a speed of about 40 yards, and then slowly accelerated.

I leaned my head back in the chair and closed my eyes, thinking about Ms. Wang Yueling's sometimes serious and sometimes smiling face, my heart ached and hurt. I was probably really tired, my eyes closed, and over time, I fell asleep.

After two years, I finally dreamed of Ms. Wang Yueling.