Su Meng was still laughing, smiling with tears in his eyes, his raised hand fell little by little, his steps took a few steps back, and his body shook twice, as if he was about to fall down when he was gently blown by the wind, and he was not so fragile that he could not do it. Her laughter slowed down, as if she had 'spent' all her strength, and she was floating in vain.

Seeing this, Gao Yuan hurriedly held her firmly, helped her to the 'bed' and sat down, gently patted her back, and said softly, "Madam, Qingcheng is also kind enough to come to see you, there is absolutely no malice." ”

Su Meng didn't speak, her eyes didn't have much focus, Gao Yuan still kept comforting in her ear, and after a while, she slowly raised her hand, signaled Gao Yuan not to say any more, and then said softly, "You go out first." ”

Gao Yuan paused slightly, raised his eyes and glanced at me, a hint of inquiry flashed in his eyes, I thought about it for a while, and before I could answer, Su Meng smiled coldly and said, "Don't worry, I won't do anything to her, even if I want to, I have to think about Liang Jing first, right, Gu Qingcheng." ”

"If you have the courage to come to me, you should not be afraid of what I will do to you, if you are afraid, you can leave now. She looked up at me and smiled slightly.

I pursed my lips, took a deep breath, raised the corners of my lips slightly, nodded at Gao Yuan, and said, "You go out first, I have something to say to my aunt." ”

Hearing this, Gao Yuan stood up straight, looked down at Su Meng, who had a calm expression, and when he left, he still looked at me quite worriedly. When the 'door' of the ward closed, I moved my steps slightly, took two steps forward, stretched out my hand and pulled the chair on the side and sat down, in fact, I was still afraid, I was afraid that Su Meng would go crazy and break the net with me.

But fortunately she didn't, she just sat there quietly, with bandages on the wrists of both hands, and on her forehead, and now it seemed that she looked very haggard, and she had lost the dignified appearance she had seen for the first time, and at this moment she looked like a lost soul, her eyes were out of focus, her eyes were red, and the people who saw her were very distressed.

In fact, she is just a poor person, she endures her breath, wants to make herself invincible, but her heart is weak. I don't even know when she will be happy in this life, I'm afraid she has never been happy in her life, since she met Liang Yiquan.

"You are very powerful, you are as powerful as your mother, what you 'bewitch' is people's hearts, and I will never be able to compare to you in terms of how to deal with men, I can't fight, and I will never be able to fight. You robbed me of my most important person, I lost, I have never won in my life, and today, I have lost completely. They finally abandoned me, I was his legal wife, but he didn't want me, the former mountain alliance and sea oath, sweet words are. I tried so hard, so hard to be the person next to him, but in the end he hated me. ”

"Obviously I am the one who was hurt, but he hates me, and he protects the person who killed our child with his own hands in his arms, puts it in his heart, loves and spoils him, and never forgets it until he dies, and even puts the ashes together! But he never thought about me, and when he saw me, he always had a cold face. I love him, but he can't see it, I try to make myself better, but he still can't see it, because someone 'blindfolded' him, so he never, never, never sees me. Life can't be the same heart, and death can't be the same 'hole', I have only tortured myself for decades. ”

She smiled and slowly raised her eyes, her eyes were unprecedentedly calm, she looked at me quietly, and she didn't seem to look at me, "In the end, I wore out my love, and only hatred remained." But I never imagined that my son would fall in love with you, he would consider me in everything he did before, he knew the pain in my heart, so he would never come against me, but this time, he actually used this way to protect you! Gu Qingcheng, do you know how much I hate! Do you know how much pain I feel in my heart! When he threatens me with himself, can you know how I feel in my heart! When I threaten him with suicide and he turns a blind eye, do you know how much pain I feel in my heart! He is my son, and I have worked so hard to raise him as a child of life!

"Your mother killed the child in my womb who didn't have an accident, do you still want to kill my only child! Your mother snatched my husband, you snatched my son, do you have to 'force' me to death!"

She said a little 'excited', the green tendons on her forehead were violent, her eyes were staring, her eyes were 'intertwined' with all kinds of emotions, she stared at me like this, I don't know if it was my eyes' dazzles, I seemed to see a trace of begging in her eyes, I didn't know what she asked for again, and she didn't say anything. I swallowed hard and gritted my teeth before I mustered up the courage and asked, "Is it that hard to be perfect?"

Su Meng was stunned for a moment, then laughed softly, his smile was full of mockery, shook his head gently, and asked, "If it were you, would you be able to?"

On this question, I thought about it carefully for a while, but after all, I didn't come up with a result, not that I couldn't think of it, but I didn't dare to look at that result, because the answer is no, at least not at this moment, even if it is a saint, it is impossible to bring back to life the death you hate one second, and the next second I will smile and say I forgive you, no one can do it, anyway, I can't.

I won't be reasonable, it's useless to talk too much about Su Meng now, the most important thing is to let her figure it out for herself, I sat in the ward for a long time, and after thinking about it again, I told her what Li Zimu said to me, and the expression on her face didn't change, and she probably already knew it.

I sat quietly with her for a long time, but when I left, she stopped me, "Gu Qingcheng." ”

I stopped, looked back at her, smiled, and answered.

She raised her eyes to look at me, and after a while, she said word by word, "I don't want you to be with Liang Jing." When she had finished speaking, she stood up, took her bag from the cupboard, took something out of it, walked up to me, reached out and took my hand, put it into my hand, looked at me calmly, and said, "I don't want to see you again." After speaking, she turned around and walked to the other side of the 'bed', sat facing the window, tilted her head slightly, and continued to look out the window, the moon is bright and the stars are sparse, the weather tonight is good, but the moon is not round enough.

In the palm of my hand is a small porcelain vase, the bottle is 'fine', so I will not forget that this is Liang Yiquan's ashes, which should have been placed in front of my mother's tombstone. It turned out that she knew, I originally thought that Liang Jing must have taken it behind her back, but I didn't expect her to know.

I didn't know what to say for a while, so I just stood by the 'door' for a long time with the bottle in my hand. Her meaning is obvious, I want to say something more, but I'm still out of words after all, I don't know what to say, and in the end I just went home in disgrace, at least she's letting go of her hatred now, isn't she?

When I got home, it was already a little late, Aunt Liu was still waiting for me, and when she saw me coming back, she greeted me with a smile, helped me take the bag in my hand, and walked to the kitchen while talking, and soon brought me a plate of hot 'chicken' and 'meat' from the kitchen, and said: "I'm just waiting for you to come back, keep it warm, go wash your hands, come and eat while it's hot." ”

I answered, went to the kitchen to wash my hands, sat down under Aunt Liu's enthusiasm, and tasted her craftsmanship. It tastes very good, I haven't eaten such a good 'chicken' and 'meat' for a long time, and I have drunk such a delicious 'chicken' soup, so I buried my head in eating it.

"Oh, girl, why are you crying? "Aunt Liu was by my side to pick up vegetables for me, and then scooped up soup for me, and suddenly stopped.