Chapter 80: Don't Lie to Me
There was silence in the house, Yu Jiahe didn't go as I wanted, he didn't speak, he didn't move, just looked at me. I don't know what he's looking at, or if he's repenting, or if he's probing me for truth or falsehood. Of course, whatever he wants to do, I'm going to do it.
I still held the photo of my first child and probably the last child in my hand, took a deep breath, reached out and took the bag on the table in my hand, tried to control my emotions, calmed myself down, calmed down a little more, and said word by word: "Since you don't want to leave here, then I'll go." ”
I turned around, but before I left, Yu Jiahe grabbed my hand, and his voice trembled a little when he spoke, he said, "Qingcheng ......"
"If you want to say sorry, you don't have to, do you think that a person who has been covered in injuries by you, simply say sorry, those wounds can not exist? “
In the end, he probably thought about it for a long time, but after all, he didn't know what to say to me, so he let go of his hand little by little, and I didn't look back to look at his expression, but escaped from the study as fast as I could, and slammed the door open, and I was startled by the person standing outside, obviously she was also frightened. The hand he was holding was still there, and he quickly regained his look, withdrew his hand, smiled slightly, and said, "I didn't expect you to be there." ”
Gu Weiwei's smile remained unchanged at all, and even a little provocative.
Oh yes, she might have been listening when I was on the phone at the door of the villa the other day. She probably thinks I'm pale now because someone inside has found something that scares me. I couldn't help but raise my lips and said, "This is originally my home, and I don't need your permission to come back, right?"
Still smiling, she reached out and patted me on the shoulder, stepped forward to my ear, and whispered: "Next time you want to do something wrong, don't be so careless and show your feet for people to find out." ”
"You're right, paper can't hold the fire, no matter how seamless it is, there will always be a day when it will be exposed. The only thing is that you are afraid that one day, you will ignite **. I didn't look at her, and when I was done, I turned sideways, walked past her, and left.
I was standing alone in the middle of the elevator, with my arms in my hands, and for no reason I felt a little cold, and my stomach was also cold. I think back to lying in the operating room, the doctor didn't give me anesthesia in a hurry, and the pain of curettage, I think I will never forget it in my life, in fact, it is good not to give me anesthesia, teach me to remember this pain.
I can't say how much affection I have for this child, from the time I knew it was in my belly to the time it left my belly, maybe three or four weeks. For a few days, I didn't feel anything, I just knew that I had to take medicine and injections, and I had to lie down so that he would be fine, and I really didn't feel anything else, as if he wasn't actually in my stomach.
But this child carries all my pain and hatred, and every time I see this picture, I feel as if I have died once. Like today, enduring the torn scars and reminiscing about the past, it should be the first time in three years.
Coming out of the elevator, my feet sank, and when I walked out of the community and got into the car, I was relieved, and the whole person was lying on the steering wheel, and the photo in my hand slipped from between my fingers, and finally I didn't know where I fell.
I lay on my stomach in the car for a while, only woke up a little, took out the voice recorder from my pocket, put it in my bag, and then took out my mobile phone again, thought about it, and sent a text message to Liang Jing, the content was simple, just said: Come out for a drink, I have a treat.
I stared at the screen for a long time, but I didn't react, and finally when I was about to give up, someone suddenly knocked on the car window, and I looked sideways and saw Liang Jing's tall body standing outside. I didn't get out of the car, because my feet were weak, so I lowered the lathe, winked at him, reluctantly pulled the corners of my mouth, and said, "What a coincidence." ”
I don't think the light is good here, and I'm sitting in the car again, so he shouldn't be able to see the expression on my face clearly, so he can't see clearly, so as not to have to explain to me.
As a result, he didn't say anything, he opened the door of my car directly, pushed me, and motioned for me to sit over, I was stunned for a moment, and then climbed over. In fact, there are many, many things, I don't want Liang Jing to know, but he knows everything, even my most unbearable past, he knows it.
He saw the picture, but he didn't ask anything, just started the car and took me back to the county.
When he stood at the door of the house and opened the door, I felt that the atmosphere was too low, so I couldn't help but make a joke, saying, "If you take me home like this, aren't you afraid that I will eat you?"
"Can you do it? He glanced at me coldly, and Baibai pushed the door open, the lights inside were on, the heating was on, and even the TV series was still on.
As soon as I stepped in, I felt much warmer, and I was lying on his back on the sofa at his house, drinking a little wine, and my mood was finally much better. When I was in a good mood, I climbed to Liang Jing's side, hooked his shoulder, and asked, "Why did you suddenly appear there? Do you have to be following me? Liang Jing, what do you think of me?"
I wrapped my hands around his neck, so that he had no way to break free, and he was also dazed by alcohol, and when I saw that he was not looking at me, I threw myself over, forced him to look at me, and finally simply sat on top of him, so that he had nowhere to escape.
Liang Jing's two good-looking eyebrows furrowed again, and the expression on his face became much more serious, and he pulled my hand and said, "Let go of your grasp." ”
"You haven't answered my question yet. I twisted my body, leaned my brain on his shoulder, half awake and half drunk, my eyes were a little sore, so I simply closed them, listened to his heartbeat, and said in a low voice: "Liang Jing, I only have you by my side, don't lie to me." I don't know how many times I've said this, but I still don't get tired of it, and I repeat it over and over again like an old woman.
He smelled good, his shoulders were broad, his chest was strong, and he felt very secure by leaning on it, but there was something hard underneath me. I reached down and grabbed it, and he quickly took my hand, and a low, deep voice rang in my ears: "Don't mess around. He put my hand behind and wrapped his arms around his waist, and then I felt my whole body lean closer against him.
It was just a hug, but my nose was sore and I was in tears.
That night, we didn't do anything, Liang Jing just hugged me and sat in the living room for a long time, so long that I fell asleep in his arms.
But the next morning, something big happened!