In this way, Wan Chenxi and Xue Mi'er listened to Zhang Xun's memories that were almost talking to themselves.

"Do you think I'm ridiculous?" Zhang Xun suddenly turned around and asked as Wan Chenxi and Xue Mi'er fell into deep thought.

Wan Chenxi didn't speak, she lowered her head deeply, if you want to say who is in the most complicated mood at this time, it must be Wan Chenxi.

She didn't expect that because of her momentary emotional out-of-control, she would let Zhang Xun tell them this secret that she had guarded for eleven years.

It is precisely because of her special relationship with Zhang Xun that when she heard Zhang Xun say that he liked him for eleven years, it was really difficult to accept.

She has always regarded Zhang Xun as her good friend, iron buddy, and has never thought about boyfriend and girlfriend, and even many times, Wan Chenxi will jokingly say that she wants to introduce a girlfriend to Zhang Xun, and even she has done so.

Wasn't Xue Mi'er what she pushed Zhang Xun to with her own hands?

At that time, he also blamed Zhang Xun for being too ruthless, and he made Xue Mi'er, a girl who had liked him for a long time, so sad.

Is Zhang Xun ruthless? If he is ruthless, then what is he?

People have liked him for eleven years, guarded himself for four whole years, and have no regrets, he has not noticed it at all, and has repeatedly broken Zhang Xun's heart, Zhang Xun always greets him with a smile, even if there are many grievances, he has never told himself, he is still serious, and he pretends to accuse him justly.

What qualifications do you have to accuse him, it is yourself who should think deeply, not Zhang Xun.

Over the years, if Zhang Xun hadn't been accompanying him, helping himself, and always standing in front of him when he was in danger, he would rather be hurt than let himself be wronged, are these just what he thinks friendship can do?

Wholeheartedly for his own sake, but still can't get his own approval, when he was happy, he never thought of sharing with him, when he was sad, he used him as a punching bag, what kind of good friend is he, what kind of good buddy is he?

I still boast every day that I want to be a chivalrous and righteous heroine, but now I think about it, it's ridiculous, I am the most shameless and ruthless person in the world.

At this time, she felt that she was facing Zhang Xun without face, and Xue Mi'er beside her, after Zhang Xun said these words to herself, didn't her previous behavior of pushing Xue Mi'er to Zhang Xun seem particularly contrived?

Zhang Xun likes herself, and she doesn't like him, but Xue Mier has liked Zhang Xun for a long time, otherwise she wouldn't have always refused her family's behavior of introducing her to her and arranging blind dates.

He is now the most bastard/bastard person in the world, at this time, how uncomfortable Xue Mi'er is, she is her best friend, but she has to be sandwiched between herself and Zhang Xun, and the most difficult person to deal with herself is Xue Mi'er.

At the dinner table at his home that day, he picked out in front of everyone that Xue Mi'er liked Zhang Xun's things, and when I thought about it, it was really not so authentic, and now Xue Mi'er knew that Zhang Xun had liked her for eleven years, and she must have felt very uncomfortable.

At this moment, Wan Chenxi's mood changed thousands of times, and even the words that questioned Zhang Xun just now gradually faded a little, and she no longer thought about why Zhang Xun took the bracelet from her, and no longer cared about Zhang Xun telling her about Shangguan Qiuhan's good reputation for stepping on her love for him.

At this moment, she suddenly woke up to the fact that in her life, in addition to love, there is also a friendship that accompanies her growth, and there is a family relationship that has not yet been found, but she ignored all these for Shangguan Qiuhan, so is she still a person?

Shangguan Qiuhan is very, very important to her, and similarly, Zhang Xun and Xue Mi'er are also very important to her, and they are also indispensable people in her life, how can she be so selfish, venting her anger on them with her own displeasure and anger?

Using her own behavior to hurt the people around her who love her can only be done by the stupidest people, but she lost her mind and did it, Wan Chenxi secretly blamed herself in her heart, and didn't know how to respond to Zhang Xun for a while, maybe at this time, silence is the best response to Zhang Xun.

Rao is Zhang Xun has liked her for eleven years, but she has always regarded Zhang Xun as her good friend, iron buddy, she never thought that the relationship between the two people would go further, she already has someone in her heart, and that person may never leave her heart for the rest of her life.

The relationship between her and Zhang Xun is undeniable, it is a very deep and deep relationship that has accumulated beyond friends, but it has not reached the level of lovers.

Above friends, lovers are not full.

is exactly talking about their current situation, but this relationship seems to outsiders to be so eager to cover up, and even a little abrupt.

Wan Chenxi is very grateful to Zhang Xun for his dedication over the years, and cherishes the good times he has spent with him, but he came too late, or rather, he said his heart too late.

Wan Chenxi thought seriously about a question, if Zhang Xun told himself when he was in college, he was the "second stick" who always used all his pocket money to buy lollipops for himself when he was a child, and his little follower, would she still treat him as a good friend and iron buddy like now?

This answer is no, if Zhang Xun had told Wan Chenxi his mind earlier, maybe Wan Chenxi would only become an ordinary friend with him, and stay away, he would never become such a close iron buddy, and would only alienate Zhang Xun.

After all, Wan Chenxi at that time was thinking about how to work to make money to pay off her debts, and the sudden death of her adoptive parents at that time hit her very hard, and it was impossible to accept Zhang Xun's intentions.

Many people may say that in business, as long as a person with a little brains and diligence can easily earn some money, and he doesn't have to work so hard to go out part-time.

Aren't many people earning their first pot of gold in college?

But they don't think about it, some people who can earn their first pot of gold in college, some have funds, some have connections, some have a strong family background, and what does Wan Chenxi have?

Tunghai University is a comprehensive university, yes, but Wan Chenxi's Academy of Fine Arts is almost an aristocratic major, not to mention the high tuition fees, as well as the various items to be consumed in study, this is a large amount of expenditure.

And Tunghai University is the most inaccessible to poor girls like Wan Chenxi who want nothing.

If it weren't for Wan Chenxi's family background is too poor, almost equivalent to an orphan, in fact, she was an orphan, but when her adoptive parents were still there, she was given a warm home, but after the death of her adoptive parents, she became an orphan again, but at this time she is an orphan with independent ability, no longer the cowardly little girl who only cried on the street more than ten years ago.

Doing a small business in college can only earn a meager living expenses, but compared to the debts that Wan Chenxi has to carry, that money is nothing at all, just a drizzle.

Wan Chenxi also tried to do a small business, when there was no suitable part-time job, she relied on her own ability to sell some paintings, sketch for others, etc., but hundreds of thousands of debts were pressed, Wan Chenxi was able to pay off half of the debts through part-time jobs and some small businesses in four years of college, which has to be said to be a miracle.

If there is no heavy debt, the money Wan Chenxi earns from her part-time job alone is enough to provide her with many years of further study in the future, or she can have the capital to do what she wants to do when she goes out of society, but from another point of view, if it were not for the pressure, Wan Chenxi would not be so desperate to work part-time, working day and night.

You must know that Wan Chenxi is looking for a part-time job, as long as she does not violate the law and discipline and does not do those things that damage her dignity, then as long as she gives a lot of money, she will do it desperately.

Several times her part-time job is to deliver water, delivering water to several buildings in a community, and she is also a high-rise resident, and the task of delivering water to low-rise residents has long been booked by the regular employees of the water plant, and only high-rise residents are left for her.

The most pitiful thing is still some old-fashioned building floors with no elevators on seven or eight floors, Wan Chenxi, a little girl of less than 100 catties, was stunned to deliver a car of dozens of barrels of pure water to the residents' homes on time without delay.

Many residents couldn't help but be surprised when they saw that Wan Chenxi, a little girl, was carrying pure water to shuttle through various floors to deliver water, and even a few well-wishers helped Wan Chenxi bring her water to her home without bothering Wan Chenxi.

In addition to manual work such as delivering water, Wan Chenxi also worked as a small worker on the construction site, climbing up and down to move building materials, because of the lack of manpower, she took on the same work as a regular worker alone, and could only receive the money of a temporary worker, but in the end, the contractor still gave her some more money, but it was still not as good as the salary of a regular worker, Wan Chenxi was already very satisfied.

She usually has a lot of study tasks, so her part-time time is not very fixed, and the part-time jobs she looks for are scattered in working hours, but she never dares to slack off.

Another time, Wan Chenxi found a sales job in a gallery, which was the most lucrative part-time job since her part-time job, working on weekends, and only working for eight hours, Wan Chenxi was very happy at the time, and finally had a kind person give her a chance to make more money.

The reason why the gallery owner gave Wan Chenxi a higher salary than others was not because of sympathy for Wan Chenxi, nor because Wan Chenxi's work ability was better than others, but because the gallery owner fell in love with Wan Chenxi, a young and beautiful female student with a childish face.

In the eyes of the gallery owner, Wan Chenxi, a fledgling student girl, can get a bed as long as she gives some benefits, and it is this kind of evil thought that breeds in the gallery owner's brain, Wan Chenxi almost let the gallery owner succeed, if it weren't for Wan Chenxi's impatience, after making a false mistake with the gallery owner, she secretly called Zhang Xun, and later almost succeeded by the gallery owner, which made Wan Chenxi's heart palpitate.

Since then, Wan Chenxi will still take high wages as the preferred goal when looking for part-time jobs, but she will stay away from some so-called high-end venues, which generally have too many shady transactions.

Her purpose is just to make clean money, not money without dignity.