Zheng has always felt that he is a Wolong and a phoenix-like character. That's exactly what he felt, and that's exactly what he did.

For example, before he left the school, he promoted his name to the world.

Until, one fall.

It was an autumn in Country C. One thirty-four years ago in the fall. At that time, he had just turned 20 years old, and he was at the age when he was most ignorant of the sky. Because he spread his name to the sky, he was almost removed from the M country organization. It's easy to stay, but at this moment, he can't take on tasks, can't take action, can't collect intelligence, and the whole person is left aside by the organization of country M.

Young people with excess energy have nothing to do, and that is the rhythm of doing things!

Seeing that no one cared about him, or simply said that no one cared about him, this man actually ran away secretly.

Destination, Country C.

Sorry no.

Zheng is such a casual person, let's go to country C first. Because it's a runaway, it would be too unprofessional to use your own name again. Fortunately, he is also an agent who has spent a lot of effort to cultivate within the organization of country M, and it is not difficult to fabricate an identity casually.

As for the airfare, just pick a location in country C. Anyway, I just went out for a walk and had fun, and I haven't been to a place in country C anyway, and it doesn't matter where I went.

So, this master went all the way west to country C.

To be precise, it is a second-tier city in the south of country C.

Of course, at this time, Zheng would never have imagined that this seemingly ordinary and unremarkable city would have a large-scale epidemic outbreak thirty-four years later.

And he made it happen.

It was already late at night when the plane landed. When I got off the plane, there was a misty autumn rain in the sky. Autumn rain is cool, and the south is no exception. Zheng had left in a hurry, alone at this time, without rain gear. He also felt that there was really no need to use an umbrella in such a light rain.

As everyone knows, the more inconspicuous the drizzle, the more wet people can be. Like many young people with little experience, Zheng had overestimated his physical fitness and underestimated the power of the late autumn rains. "Ah~ahh

"You're in the rain, aren't you? Beware of catching a cold! Drink this and go to the cold!" Hearing this, a young girl came, who was supposed to be a waitress at this shop, about seventeen or eighteen years old, and she was very enthusiastic. Round face, big eyes, a little baby fat, a smile with dimples, looking very festive. However, looking at her too simple dress, it is obvious that she does not belong to this city.

And the "this" she refers to is a bowl of steaming white sugar water.

"This ......" Zheng had never seen this battle. In the twenty years he lived, no one had ever spoken to him like this, and he was a little stunned. Dumbfounded took the bowl and drank it all.

With a slightly hot white sugar in the water, Zheng already felt that his nose was not so blocked, and his thinking ability had returned. It was late at night and there were no customers in the store. "Hey, are you a local?" Zheng had already drunk the white sugar water that the girl had made for free, but he didn't have the slightest sense of being polite, and asked unceremoniously.

Who knew that this girl was not annoyed, and still smiled: "Do you mean this big city? Then I am not familiar with it, and I am not a local." My house is in a village below, a small village, you have never heard of it. ”

"What village?"

"Hee-hee, Cooper Village! The girl smiled and said, a little coquettish, and a little proud when she said something.

"Hey, I mean, how much do you get paid a month here?"

"I'm 3000 a month...... Hey, you're such an interesting person, what do you want me to do, do you want to work here?" the girl was a little nervous.

"I'm here to serve dishes and wash dishes, and I only earn 3,000 a month? What do you want? Zheng said with a look of disgust.

"Would you like to discuss a business?" Zheng had already made a mystery.

"What's the business?"

"It's all inclusive, and I'll give you another 3,000 yuan, three days, and accompany me to walk around here." ”

The girl was a little entangled: "That...... Well, I can only do it for three days, not even one more day! Also, I have to come back to work in the evening. ”

"Okay. Zheng is a rare good talker.

"My name is Li Chunhua. The girl hesitated and introduced herself.

"Me?" Zheng Zheng deliberately teased, "My name is Zheng Youcai." He originally wanted to tease the rustic nature of the girl's name in front of him, but who knew that this girl was too solid-eyed, so he immediately called him "Brother Rich", but Zheng had already cried and laughed by himself.

Anyway, this is how "Zheng Youcai" and Li Chunhua met and started a "trip".

It's a pity that the weather is not beautiful, it has been rainy for several days, and on the third day, the two of them were finally trapped in a small fast food restaurant.

"Anyway, why did you come here to work?" Zheng was bored and had nothing to say.

While talking, Miss Chunhua had already brought him a bowl of lo mein: "What's the reason for this? My mother died early, my father drank a lot, beat me when he was drunk, and bought me to a blind old man in a neighboring village to fill the house, so I ran out to find a job to make money to support myself." That's it. ”

"It's miserable. Zheng has a concluding comment.

Who knew that the girl's next sentence was more shocking: "When I have saved enough money, I will find a man who looks pleasing to the eye, even if I raise him, he is not allowed to beat me and bully me." ”

The bowl in Zheng Ji's hand shook, and the soup spilled.

"And I think it's good to have a rich brother like you......" Before Chunhua finished speaking, Zheng immediately interrupted: "Wait, wait, I'm not a little white face!"

"No, Brother Youcai, your face is quite white! And this name, Zheng Youcai, at first glance, is a blessed master!"

Zheng is already full of black lines: "That's not what the little white face meant......"

"Oh, it's almost! I'll tell you the truth, Brother Youcai, I'm very optimistic about you!" Chunhua looked sincere.

"Then you should marry the blind old man from the neighboring village. Zheng has said. "We're all safer that way. ”

"I'm not grinning. Brother Cai, I'm going to marry you!"

……

Of course, Zheng Zheng naturally wouldn't sell himself on a single trip. By the early morning of the fourth day, before dawn, Zheng had quietly climbed up from the marching bed in the middle of the fast-food restaurant. glanced at Li Chunhua, who was lying on the table to catch up on sleep after a busy night, he still didn't wake her up in the end.

Just put a stack of bills into the pocket of her coat that slipped off her shoulders and help her put it back on.

Well, that's right, it's such a cliché action that is extremely inconsistent with Zheng Ji's image.

After thinking about it, Zheng Ji still took out a pair of earrings that he had bought in the past few days. The earrings are made of silver, not expensive, but handmade, only this pair, no duplicate, and the shape is chic and quite distinctive.

Zheng has observed that the Spring Flower girl has pierced ears, but she has never seen her wear any earrings, and she has always been dressed so plain that she can no longer be simple. In fact, if you take a closer look, the spring flower girl is still very good-looking, Zheng has thought to himself. He just thought that if the good-looking girl was dressed up a little, she should look better.

However, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to see her wearing this pair of earrings. Thinking of this, Zheng had a faint regret.

Who knows this farewell, goodbye is ten years later.

Country C, Qinghe City, at night, in a private club that is drunk with money.

Ten years have passed, and Zheng at this time is no longer the reckless teenager. At this time, he was negotiating with the largest local tenant.

This person is the former head of the Ye Clan, Ye Kai.

"If there are no problems, the Night Clan will have reached an agreement with us. Zheng has leisurely moved his wrist, Shi Shiran said.

No problem, no problem, we will work together happily. Ye Kai replied busily.

"Since Mr. Zheng has come here tonight, I will put aside the business for the time being! Come on, I can find a good time for Mr. Zheng......" As he spoke, an extremely bepleasing woman led four or five girls in. The girl who walked at the end was a little awkward, perhaps she had never worn such revealing clothes and more than ten centimeters of high heels, and her behavior was very unnatural.

"These are the best, the best! No one has ever touched them. Mr. Zheng, please?"

Zheng has been uninterested in this. Just as he was about to excuse himself, he suddenly glanced at the girl at the end of the team, and with just one glance, the whole person was like being struck by lightning.

After a farewell year, Miss Li Chunhua, I am fortunate to be happy.

"......" Zheng was speechless. He thought to himself that when he said goodbye without saying goodbye, Miss Chunhua was still an innocent waiter.

I haven't seen you for ten years, why did you become what you are now?

Zheng didn't expect that ten years is actually a long time, long enough to forget a person, long enough to start a new life.

When it grows, too many things are like a big dream, and they disappear.

For example, this girl in his life was just a passing guest. Zheng already understood that if it weren't for the reunion tonight, he would never have remembered that there was such a girl in a corner of the world.

One, said that he would marry his own girl.

Zheng already knows that people like himself are chic when they say they are good, and they are precarious when they say they are bad. If so, what right do you have to make any promises to anyone?

But seeing Li Chunhua at this moment, Zheng already felt that he seemed to have a responsibility to protect this simple and stupid girl.

It's just that now he is not wearing his original face, but a human skin mask. What is the so-called "thousand people and thousands of faces"? It's just hiding in Tibet under the skin of other people.

Therefore, he knew very well that Li Chunhua would not recognize him when he saw his current self.

Zheng has poured directly: "Give her to me." ”

When Zheng had walked out of the clubhouse, there was a small tail behind him. "Let's go, let's go...... Don't come back to this kind of place. ”

But the girl didn't buy it: "I'm looking for someone! They told me, I follow them, and I can find the person I'm looking for......

Of course, Zheng already knows what kind of people the "they" in the mouth of the Spring Flower Girl are. "Are you stupid? You can believe this kind of person's words, and you dare to come to this kind of place! I am also curious, what kind of person can make you so self-dedicated?"

"My future object!" said the girl with some pride. "Then again, have you ever seen a man named Zheng Youcai?"

Zheng almost fell. "Who?"

"Zheng Youcai! Brother Youcai!Na, it's a white and pure little brother, probably so much taller than me, how old...... It's not big, it's about the same as me, it's about thirty years old now. She gestured as she spoke.

"If you see him, tell him, 'I'm still waiting for him!' ”

Zheng was a little crying and laughing. Those people are really good, and the spring flower girl has really found her head after them. "Where does that family live? What kind of job? Do you have a family? Do you know all these basic information? If you don't know it, you can search for people all over the world, and you are really capable!"

The girl was really stopped by these questions, and bowed her head and was silent. "So, honestly go back to where you came from, forget about him, and live your life well. Zheng has spoken earnestly.

But when the girl heard this, she looked up at him firmly, and said resolutely: "You are right! I have to find him and ask him these questions." Thanks for the reminder!"

I didn't listen to anything when I co-authored!

For the first time in his life, Zheng felt a lot of pressure.

At this gesture of looking up, Zheng had caught a glimpse of what was hanging around her neck.

Two small silver earrings, but they have been changed into pendants. The silver pendant is slightly old, and it is thought to be the owner's inseparable thing, but it is still as delicate as before because of the careful care.

Seeing this, Zheng already had some mixed tastes.

"You're a good guy. Miss Chunhua judged. "If you run into him one day, I'm going to trouble you to tell him!"

"Let's just say that Li Chunhua from Gubai Village is still waiting for him, waiting for him to marry her. ”

Wave your hand and go, one and two wide.

Zheng was also a little inexplicably melancholy. Yes, Li Chunhua didn't recognize him. All the emotions generated by this parting were controlled by himself from beginning to end. He himself did not know where this abnormal mood came from. "This part, probably...... We won't see each other again. ”

But the four most important words in the world are the opposite.

He didn't expect that it would only be a year before he met the Spring Flower Girl again.

Only this time, the ending became a real goodbye to each other.

"Okay, I promise you...... But you are not allowed to hurt her in the slightest. When the superiors in the organization threw all the information about Li Chunhua in front of Zheng Ji, Zheng Ji, who had always resisted this mission, finally gave in.

"You can rest assured. Do your best for the organization, and the organization will not treat you badly. ”

As a secret spy lurking in country C for a long time, I don't know how long I have to lurk, I don't know what kind of mission I have to wait for, I can only watch the years go by in vain, and waste the years in a daze. These, for people like Zheng who want to show their ambitions, are tantamount to a long period of torture and destruction.

He was determined to resist to the end, but the organization caught on to his deadliest weakness.

In order to hide his identity, he had to marry a wife and have children under the arrangement of the organization. He instinctively resisted, but when the so-called "wife" brought the spring flower girl's tattered and bloody clothes, he gave in again.

When lying naked in bed with this strange and cruel "wife", Zheng already felt only humiliation, endless humiliation. He wanted to push away the woman and the disgusting body in front of him.

But he couldn't do that.

During the whole process, Zheng did not feel the slightest joy. He just mechanically did what he had to do, closing his eyes and forcing himself not to think about the woman under him.

Ren's deliberate proverbial cry and ** tactful and charming, he only felt that there was always a smell of blood lingering in his nose, which made him want to retch.

It was the smell of blood emitted by the bloody clothes of the spring flowers. This smell, just one touch, is enough to make Zheng unforgettable for the rest of his life.

When the organization hypocritically asked him where he wanted to lurk in Country C, Zheng did not hesitate to choose Gubai Village. He just wanted to be closer to the land where Chunhua lived, and to be closer. Blowing the wind she has blown, drenching her rain, walking the fields and mountains she has walked, listening to the birds and cicadas she has heard.

Like, she's around.

As for the pseudonym, he did not hesitate to choose the vulgar name "Zheng Youcai".

Just because, this name belongs only to him and her.

He loved to wander around the village just to feel her breath. At the same time, his psyche began to be pathologically distorted. He gradually abandoned all good things, frantically ruined his image like masochism, gave up on himself, tried his best to make himself obscene and perverted, and found a pleasure in it.

In the past 23 years, he has painted the ground as a prison, and has never left Gubai Village. He gradually changed from the original young man with top guns to a waste person that the villagers were afraid to avoid.

Twenty-three years, nothing has been accomplished.

He was depraved, and everyone felt that he was rotten from the inside out.

But who knows, he was also a clear and clear young man.

But no matter how filthy his life was, one thing must be clean.

A black crockpot, a jar of white sugar water.

Daily cleaning, daily renewal, twenty-three years, a day has not been broken, as first seen.

Like an obsession, I planted the cause 34 years ago, and practiced hard for 23 years.

Just to cultivate one, the fruit that cannot be sought in this life and this life.

As for the mark on the crockpot, it is nothing more than a spring flower.

It's just that the spring flower, a flower of hope that means to love each other forever, will never be able to welcome the girl called the spring flower.

Time is quietly ferried, and all the peace and quiet are just the handouts of fate going downstream. If the boat runs aground one day, it means that a story has reached its end.

And the people in the story, it's time to separate.

In the twenty-first year, Zheng had received something.

A set of pendants converted from earrings.

A pair of old blackened silver pendants splattered with blood.

"Do one last thing for the organization. When you're done, you're good to go. ”

After receiving the order, he killed his so-called wife and children without emotion. He did these things without any guilt and even felt a sense of relief.

Two years of preparation, one day to start.

The night before he started, he was full of joy and anticipation, and deliberately cleaned the black crockpot on one side. Just when he was about to put it back in place, the crockpot in his hand did not hold it firmly and fell to the ground.

Shattered in response.

Zheng had already felt an inexplicable panic, and he was nervous and put away the fragments. According to the custom of the village, he buried the fragments under the ancient cypress tree at the entrance of the village, and never prayed as sincerely as he did now that no accidents would happen.

This time, however, the blessing of the gods did not come. If you dare to disobey the organization, how can you have a good end?

And the so-called unhealthy death actually only needs a few words:

"Li Chunhua, she died twenty-three years ago. ”

"And you don't have to live anymore. ”