(31) Cloud Horizontal Chapter (16)
"Concentrate, don't talk. Lu Li interrupted my question and hugged me tighter. I knew that he was not taking advantage of me, but was taking an extremely effective way to ease my emotions.
When a person is in a state of extreme tension and anxiety, a strong hug and suppression of sympathetic nervous excitation through external force compression is the most convenient and direct way to relieve tension. I obediently obeyed, tried my best to relax myself, empty my brain, empty the messy thoughts in my heart, didn't think about anything, just subconsciously stayed quietly in Lu Li's arms, and leaned my head on his chest.
It seems that as long as I stick to the chest of the person behind me, all the injuries in this world can't really hurt me.
It was as if as long as this person was around, I didn't have to worry about anything.
"Lu Li, I'm uncomfortable...... Can you tell me a story?" I felt like my brain was completely offline, and I didn't realize what I was talking about.
"Good. Lu Li, who has always been indifferent and detached from others, hesitated a little, and agreed to my vexatious request for the first time.
"What story do you want to hear?"
"I want to listen...... I want to hear stories I haven't heard before......" I murmured like a dream.
Lu Li was silent for a moment, as if he was a little embarrassed, and as if he was recalling something. In a daze, I only heard a calm voice, as if floating from a long distance, and told it slowly:
"Once upon a time there was a little boy who admired his father very much from an early age. In his eyes, his father is a great hero who destroys evil and protects his family and country. ”
Even if he remembered never meeting his mother, he didn't find anything very sad. Because he still has his father, a father who is so great and so powerful. ”
Until one day, when faced with some difficult things, his father chose to run away. He did not understand, and ran to question his father, who only told him not to get involved in the affairs of adults on the grounds that the child was young and ignorant, and sent him away hastily. ”
He began to resent his father, for his cowardice, for his escape. Now that I think about it, this little boy was just complaining that he had ruined it with his own hands, the hero in his heart. ”
The little boy resented his father in a way that he always worked against him. He had been fighting against his father for so long that he had grown from a child to an adult, a man like his father had been. ”
But he still couldn't forgive his father for what he had done. So he chose to avoid his father. ”
Or maybe it's because, even after all these years, he still hasn't figured out how to face his father. ”
"He didn't understand, he didn't understand his father's choice. Until one day, he met a girl. ”
"This girl is very smart, very assertive and capable, and she is very serious in handling things. ”
She clearly said that she was very afraid of death, but she was willing to stand up without hesitation when the people she wanted to protect were in danger. ”
He thought she was really silly sometimes. But it was such a stupid girl who faced danger alone, so that his heart knot slowly untied, and gradually began to try to understand his father's original choice, understand what it is to protect, and what is really worth protecting......"
It was she who opened a window to his life, took him away from the haze of the past, brought new sunshine to his life, and gave him a new meaning. ”
So, now it's his turn to help her out of the gloom. ”
"Chu Youyi, although I don't know what you have experienced, but you must be well. ”
These words came into my ears, very scattered, very ethereal. But the corners of my eyes were still starting to moisten a little, and tears were pouring out uncontrollably. Fortunately, with my eyes closed, tears did not overflow and fall.
In the world of life, there is always a person, in a word, who can inadvertently poke the softest place in your heart and caress the deepest scar in your heart.
It turned out that all I had been waiting for such a long time was this sentence.
Chu Youyi, you must be good.
Because, in your life, there is not only a harsh winter snow, but also endless spring days in the future. There are many people and many things that are worth loving and hating, experiencing, experiencing, and cherishing.
Dwelling on the past is not good for the past, and it is not good for the future,
Yes, it's just endless useless waste.
Qiao Xun, I have missed you, and I have missed too many innocent lives because of this.
In the future, please allow me not to miss it again.
In my sleep, I felt like I had gone through the 21-year-old all over again. I have never had such clear memories and dreams at that age full of sadness. When I woke up, I woke up like a big dream, and the past was like a photo album.
Maybe tomorrow, maybe many years later, when I take it out and look at it again, it's just an unforgettable time from many years ago, when sweet and bitter are intertwined.
And this time should not and should not have ruined me, but reshaped me.
The one who was reborn from the fire was a better Chu Youyi, and the other was a better me.
When he woke up, Lu Li was no longer there. He is like an illusion, coming silently and leaving without a trace. I habitually rubbed the corners of my forehead, and suddenly realized that I had fallen on a bed again.
An unfamiliar bed.
The nerves I had just relaxed tensed again. This is really unfavorable for the passing years, and it has a fate with the bed. It's just that I don't know who controlled me this time.
I felt a vase at the head of the bed, put it in my hand, and it weighed it.
Wait, whoever comes in, smash it first.
After a while, someone came. The moment the door opened, I threw the vase at the figure in the doorway. Who knew that he was nimble enough to dodge.
"Oh, this is the meeting gift that Miss Chu gave me?" the comer's tone was playful. "It seems that Lu Li is more favored by girls! Then I'm going to die of sadness." ”
"Then it's no wonder that I didn't knock on the door before you came in!" I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw the person coming. "Xiao Lian, it turned out to be you?"
"If it's not me, who else could it be?" Xiao Lian looked disdainful.
"Then again, how did I end up here?" I asked.
Xiao Lian smiled evilly: "Let you be a bait, I don't know Miss Chu, are you willing?"
"I'm bait?" I didn't know.
"After a while, the prey will be attracted by Lu Li, Miss Chu should prepare well. After saying that, the guy left without looking back.
It's just for Mao, I feel the slightest hostility from Xiao Lian?
"I haven't offended him lately!" I couldn't figure it out.
I don't understand it, and honestly waiting to attract the prey to take the bait is the basic cultivation of the bait. After waiting for a long time, I recited the periodic table several times, but no one came.
"Won't you not come?" I was thinking about it, when the door of the room was slammed open, and a group of men in black broke in and took me away without saying a word.
I can see that the place I am in is not anywhere else, it is the headquarters building of the Yeshi Group. And the previous bed was the bed in the suite in Tianheng's office.
It's really embarrassing that Xiao Lian put me in this place, I thought to myself. After a long day of twisting and turning, we came to the rooftop of the building.
Waiting for me on the rooftop is none other than Tianheng.
For some reason, neither the little mute nor the strange woman were there. Yunluo is also not there, I don't know where he is hiding. He had a small box in his hand and just stood there quietly, with his back to us.
"Night, people brought it. A man in black at the head said respectfully to Tianheng.
Tianheng didn't say anything to him, just made a gesture, and the person holding me let me go, stepped aside, and stood with his hands down.
I stepped forward and asked Tianheng, "Which one are you singing again?" Tianheng didn't answer this question, but said to himself: "Miss Chu, you asked me 'what happened later' before, I didn't tell you at the time, now, I wonder if you are interested in listening to it?"
Without waiting for me to answer, he continued: "I betrayed him. ”
The little mute handed over to Tianheng was half a jade peace buckle.
It stands to reason that orphans selected by the organization of country M, when they enter the organization, all their personal belongings from head to toe will be taken away and destroyed, in order to make them forget the past and belong to the organization alone.
But Tianheng is a special case. I don't know if it was an omission or deliberate, everything he had was searched by the organization at the beginning, leaving only half of the safety buckle hanging around his neck.
This is his only connection to the past, to his own life.
This is also his deepest buried wish.
The memories of his childhood have long been shattered, and although he has been searching for his family all these years, he does not have much hope.
Until the appearance of the little mute. Until she made up for the defect of his jade buckle.
In the later mission, he eagerly searched for clues about his background, and the task became secondary. He never mentioned it to anyone.
Even if this person is a cloud.
In the process of partnering with Tianheng, Yunluo felt that something was wrong with Tianheng. He also questioned Tianheng many times, but the answers he received were vague and ambiguous.
Tianheng thought that Yunluo could be kept in the dark forever. He hadn't figured out how to explain the whole thing to Yunluo yet.
Is it a showdown with him directly, I'm going to find my family, and you will be alone in the future, be careful in everything?
Tianheng is very contradictory. The better Yunluo treats him, the more guilty he becomes, and the more he dares not tell him the truth.
It's a pity that the paper can never contain the fire.
All clues point to the night house in Qinghe City, Country C. He wanted to get closer to them, but in one operation, the Ye family took the initiative to find the door.
This gentleman is none other than Yekai.
Seeing Yekai, Tianheng wanted to try to calm himself, but he couldn't suppress his excitement no matter what. "You're a night family. And in theory, you should call me father. "There is no bloody father-son recognition drama, there is just a calm narration of Yekai. It was as if he was not recognizing his son, whom he hadn't seen for years, but talking about what the weather was like today.
"Why should I believe you?" said this, but in his heart he was more willing than anyone else to believe that all this was true.
"You have half a safety buckle, you went missing when you were three years old, and you have a cinnabar mole on your left collarbone. The middle-aged man was still calm. "I don't know this, is it enough?"
Hearing this, Tianheng subconsciously covered the position of his left collarbone. He had never met this man, and this man knew everything about himself.
"Come back, son. The night family needs you. Ye Kai sighed lowly.
At this time, Tianheng's heart was extremely contradictory. Everything happened so suddenly, he wasn't ready. He can't just walk away.
"I have some things to deal with. ”