I don't know if I said this to Lu Shaofan or to me.

I actually like that I can fall in love with Lu Shaofan, but it's been almost a year, and I still haven't done it.

This is different from four years ago, four years ago, he easily made me almost fall in love with him, but that little love that had just sprouted came to an abrupt end.

Perhaps, it's really because I've been hurt so much that even if my heart tells myself again and again that the person I should love is Lu Shaofan, I just can't do it.

"Yes, no one can come to this conclusion in the future!"

After saying this, Lu Shaofan suddenly looked down at me.

"But, Wei Ran, this time I will never let go again!"

This time, no matter what happens, he won't let go again, because if he still loses this time, then it is likely that he will not be so lucky to get it again in his life!

I looked at Lu Shaofan in a daze, his eyes were so deep and sincere.

Suddenly, I tried to raise my head and kissed him on the lips, which was not as resistant as I imagined......

For my sudden move, Lu Shaofan lost his mind for a moment, followed by a huge ecstasy.

He didn't expect that I would kiss him suddenly, and I didn't expect it myself.

I hurriedly let go, like a frightened fawn, and I got up and ran away.

Stretching out his hand, Lu Shaofan grabbed my hand, and with a force, he hugged me in his arms again.

"Shao Fan...... I was just hot-headed, I ...... I didn't think about it......"

I looked at him in a panic, however, Lu Shaofan looked at me and shook his head funny.

"I know you didn't think about it, but at least at that moment, maybe you still liked me a little bit in your heart, otherwise how would you do that, didn't you?"

Hearing this, I subconsciously fell silent.

Would it be a little liked?

I don't know, but I think that since I'm his wife, it's understandable that I've done that.

Lu Shaofan hugged me tightly, his chin resting on my head, rubbing gently.

"Fool, I didn't ask you what to do, and if you did, you don't have to feel overwhelmed, because I'm so happy, as if I'm about to fly. ”

For Lu Shaofan, at least his efforts have a little effect.

My face was a little red, but my eyes felt a little sour.

It's just a kiss, which makes him so happy, Lu Shaofan, how much do I owe you, and when will I really make up for the vacancy in your heart?

In fact, I knew very well that when I was left with Sihan, the doctor announced that my physical condition was impossible to get pregnant again, but I suddenly felt uncomfortable.

If I can conceive Lu Shaofan's child, and I can give him a child that really belongs to him, will I be able to pay off all the debts I owe him?

Thinking of this, I gently pushed him away, then looked at him and said, "Shaofan, I want to take care of my body, maybe I can be as lucky as before, and have a chance to conceive a child." ”

I looked at Lu Shaofan with eager eyes.

However, when Lu Shaofan heard me say this, his eyes were full of incredulity.

"Wei Ran, the doctor said that it is impossible for your body to get pregnant, this is different from your last situation!"

Hearing this, my eyes instantly dimmed.

"What if...... What if we do test tubes? We might still have a chance......"

Xu didn't expect me to say this, Lu Shaofan's expression became serious.

"Wei Ran, even if it's a test tube, your physical condition is very bad, the doctor didn't say it, even if you do a test tube, the chance of the child being miscarried is 100%, not only that, but this will endanger your life!"

As he spoke, he put his hands on my shoulders with a hint of distress in his eyes.

"Why do you have to have children? We already have Sihan, and for me, Sihan is my child......"

Before he could finish his sentence, I interrupted him.

"Ke Sihan, he is obviously ...... It's ......"

I want to say that Sihan is Mo Yunqian's child, but Lu Shaofan's hand holding my shoulder tightened a little.

"Wei Ran, Sihan is the child of the two of us, and he has nothing to do with anyone else!"

When he said this, his face was serious and serious.

I looked into his eyes, and my heart trembled violently.

There was still a hint of elusive profundity in his gaze, and for a moment, I found that I had always been protected by Lu Shaofan, but I never thought of protecting him.

He said Sihan our child, in fact, he is not afraid, if Mo Yunqian knows about Sihan's relationship with him, Mo Yunqian will definitely not do nothing.

Suddenly, my heart hurt.

I shouldn't have mentioned to Lu Shaofan that I wanted to have a child with him, I said this, it would only increase his anxiety and panic.

No matter how good he is, no matter how great his ability is, half of the blood in Sihan's body is Mo Yunqian's, which is the most disturbing thing for Lu Shaofan, even if he keeps saying that Sihan is his child, but the matter of blood can never be changed.

"Less Sail ......"

I stared into his eyes, and I tried to say sorry to him, but in the end, I didn't say anything.

I wanted to soothe his anxiety and his fear, and subconsciously I raised my head again and kissed him on the lips.

This time, his gaze went from stunned to fanatical.

This time, before I could retreat, his hand slammed into the back of my head, and he took the initiative to crack my lips and teeth with his tongue.

For a year, he and I have been very peaceful, with very little physical intimacy, the only thing is that he kisses me on the forehead, but it doesn't have any lust.

He and I kissed each other under the shining starry sky, the temperature of my body gradually rising, and my brain gradually began to disobey.

Obviously, there was a voice in my heart telling me that I shouldn't be so irrational, but in the end I gave up on the reminder of this voice.

As the breathless parting of our kisses, eyes glued to each other.

The sound of rapid breathing echoed in his ears, suddenly, Lu Shaofan hooked the corners of his lips, and he still had a fanatical smile on his face, only to see him stretch out his hand and force, and directly put me on his shoulder, and then walked to the house.