Back home, I plunged headlong into the bathroom. Turning on the faucet, the cold water slapped on his face, and it was easy to sort out some clues in his mind: Lu Li, Qiao Xun, Lu Li's father, I know all the three people mentioned in the letter.

As for the Qiao couple, when Qiao Xun was alive, I heard him mention it. Qiao Xun said that he was abandoned by his biological parents as soon as he was born, had no name and no surname, and lived in an orphanage in country E when he was a child. It was the Qiao couple who adopted him and named him Qiao Xun, who nurtured him.

On Qiao Xun's 18th birthday, they told Qiao Xun about his life experience, and after leaving him a sum of money, he evaporated from the world and disappeared without a trace. That time was the most painful time in Qiao Xun's life.

"But Achu, don't pity me. Since I met you, no one has the right to say that I am pitiful. At the end, Qiao Xun patted me on the shoulder, as if he was very happy. "When I met you, I knew that all the luck I missed in my life was saved here. ”

In a word, it is a prophecy.

There is only one person, Qiao Xun's mother, a woman from E country, I have no concept of her at all, I only know that she left Qiao Xun after he was born.

My mind was a mess and my heart was flustered. I don't want to think about it, I don't want to think about Lu Li and Qiao Xun's father. I have an impulse to fly to Lu Li right now, kidnap him, and take him to a place where there is no Lu Jinyuan, no Luo Xian, no Qingang, and no obstacle between me and him.

From now on, we will no longer be Chu Youyi and Lu Li, and we will no longer have so many loves, hatreds, and hatreds, we will only be an ordinary pair of people in this heaven and earth, living an ordinary life.

I felt that I couldn't bear it anymore, so I quickly went out, got in the car, and drove to Lu Li's residence. Standing in front of the door, I raised my hand, and before I could knock on it, the familiar voice came from behind me: "What are you doing?"

With my back to Lu Li, just because I heard his short words, I understood that those words in my heart, those impulses, could not be said no matter what.

I turned around stiffly: "Hey, Lu Li, you are also here." ”

"This is my home, if I don't come here, where else can I go?" Lu Li smiled lightly. "But you, why did you get here?"

I told myself to be calm, and I couldn't let Lu Li know about the existence of the letter no matter what.

I suppressed all the panic, patted Lu Li's shoulder, and pretended to be relaxed: "It's nothing, just pass by, just take a look." ”

Lu Li obviously didn't believe it, and was about to speak, but the phone in his pocket rang just right. He picked up the phone and frowned after only two sentences. I've never seen him so serious, only to hear him say, "I'll go now." ”

Lu Li left in a hurry. Feeling a little tired, I sat down slowly with my hands on the door frame. The setting sun gilded everything in rose gold, and my eyelids grew heavy.

When I woke up again, I was on the sofa at Lu Li's house. In the dark, I smelled a strong smell of tobacco. I fumbled to sit up and walked to the floor-to-ceiling window in the dark. The man in front of the window was long and jade, holding a burning cigarette between his fingertips, and the fire was extinguished, infinitely lonely.

Lu Oak never smokes. My arms came up from behind his back. I hugged Lu Li.

"Luo Xian is dead. "There is no foreshadowing, just a flat and straightforward statement. Lu Li didn't even call him Uncle Luo or Director Luo.

I pressed my head against his solid back. "yes, I see. ”

"It's Xiao Lian. Lu Li grabbed the unburned cigarette into his palm. I subconsciously increased the strength of holding him. "yes, I see. ”

Lu Oak was in pain. It was the first time I had seen him in such pain.

"Why did this happen?" Lu Li's voice was suppressed, and his voice was a little hoarse from the smoke, piercing straight into the atrium from the eardrum.

I didn't know what to say, I could only be silent. There's so much going on today that I need some time to be still. In the smoke-filled room, the darkness hides all the complicated thoughts. I snuggled quietly on Lu Li.

Luo Xian is a person whom Lu Li regards as his father, and in all fairness, his contribution to Qingang can be blamed and erased. Xiao Lian is the best brother by Lu Li's side, the two have lived together in Qingang since childhood, trained together, and were born and died together countless times. It can be said that these two people are Lu Li's closest relatives in Qingang.

But it was Xiao Lian who killed Luo Xian. In this absurd farce, the most desperate person is probably Lu Li.

Lu Li turned around and hugged me, fragile like a child. I stood on tiptoe, gently cupped his face, and fumbled my way down to kiss him. My lips felt a hint of coldness, spreading to the tip of my tongue, bitter and long.

Like a devout believer, I gently kissed the corners of his eyes, eyebrows, and the bridge of his cheek and nose. The kiss spread downwards to her lips, Lu Li moved, and the arm around my waist tightened suddenly, and then the kiss came back like a stormy wave.

I felt like a dying fish, and the land oak was my only source of water. That's how we kiss each other aimlessly and frantically, as if each other is our only salvation. Tears welled up in the corners of my eyes, and I whispered in Lu Li's ear: "That's it, Lu Li." None of us can escape. ”

The lights were shining outside the window, and it was pitch black inside the window. The figures of Lu Li and I are entangled, blurry and messy.