Chapter 447: No Complaints, No Regrets
Zheng Xiaowen finished writing this paragraph of her heart, but she didn't see Yang Yilin come in, the love and love in her heart still kept wanting to pour out, wanting to pump outward, she didn't want to stop writing, she continued to appeal on the paper and said her sad words:
"No Complaints, No Regrets": I met you quietly, and then quietly separated from you. When you come, you bring the morning light ring, and when you go, you go with the sunset to enjoy the West Mountain. I felt that it was too accidental when you came, and it was too sudden when you went! Why didn't you leave a glimmer of light, why did you let me see the vast dark clouds covering the sky?!
"You go, you go, I will not stop you, my sweet sleep should have been over a long time ago. It's just that I woke up a little miserable from the beautiful dream of injury, but I saw that the world in front of me was bright and wide. I woke up so that I no longer had to think about those seven years and eight years, and I woke up so that I no longer wanted to fall into that sad and tormented dream.
"However, I have no complaints or regrets about having such a dream, because ah, there are thousands of people who have not entered such a colorful dream.
Zheng Xiaowen had just finished writing her heartfelt words, she heard the footsteps in the courtyard walking towards her door, she quickly put the writing paper she wrote into the drawer, got up and walked to the inner door, she didn't want Yang Yilin to come to her inner room again.
Yang Yilin was wearing a changed shirt, he entered the door of the west wing, and strode towards the inner door, Zheng Xiaowen, who had already walked to the inner door, stepped over the threshold and welcomed Yang Yilin to the outhouse.
Yang Yilin said: "I washed that dress just now, and I was only a little late. ”
Zheng Xiaowen said in his heart: Washing a piece of clothing can rub for so long? Besides, what if you wash it?
Actually, Zheng Xiaowen, how did she know that when Yang Yilin washed this dress, he first washed the right sleeve of the dress a few times before preparing to cool it down. He thought again, and some of the water from washing his sleeves had dripped onto his clothes, and that was not going to work!
When Yang Yilin was washing clothes, he washed and thought: I have washed the sleeve on the right several times, why do I always feel that this sleeve is still not washed? After he finished washing the clothes, he went to wash the sleeve again.
Yang Yilin washed his sleeves and thought: People often say, there are many more and two, not again and again, it seems that if I wash this sleeve thirty or forty times, there will really be nothing on it. Okay, just wash it!
Yang Yilin counted, and he washed his sleeve with soap forty times at once before it was washed and ready to be hung in the courtyard. When he hung up his clothes, he found that the sleeves were much lighter than the color of his clothes. I said in my heart: You are shallow, you fade, I just don't want to wear you, I will throw you in the trash early tomorrow morning!
At this moment, Yang Yilin didn't mean to go into the inner room, he went to get a comb, helped Zheng Xiaowen comb his hair, watched Zheng Xiaowen wash his face, he persuaded and hugged Zheng Xiaowen to the east wing room to eat.
After dinner, Yang Yilin hugged Zheng Xiaowen, and the two entered the West Wing again.
As soon as Yang Yilin stepped into the threshold of the West Wing, he picked up the plastic bag he put on the sofa by the door, shook it at Zheng Xiaowen, hid the plastic bag behind him, and said to Zheng Xiaowen: "Wen Nini, guess what I am holding in my hand?"
Zheng Xiaowen looked at Yang Yilin, she shook her head and didn't speak.
Yang Yilin's face leaned in front of Zheng Xiaowen's face, looked into Zheng Xiaowen's eyes and said, "Wen Nini, look hard, see me change for you! What to change, what to change? Hehe, conjure up a white-headed golden wedding chain!"
After Yang Yilin finished speaking, he took out a woolen white scarf woven with super long tassels from the plastic bag, he raised the scarf with both hands, put it on Zheng Xiaowen's neck, and said with a smile: "Tie it, tie it, my Lin boy's white head and the old golden wedding chain firmly tied Wen Nini, hahahaha!"
Zheng Xiaowen grabbed the ends of the scarf hanging on her thighs with both hands, stroked the long tassels, and couldn't help but tears came out at once, she quickly lowered her head, and two large tears fell to the ground. She calmed herself down, wiped away her tears, and asked, "When did you buy this?"
Yang Yilin said: "This afternoon, no, I'll bring it to you after buying it." Do you know that buying this scarf is still stained with the light of the third uncle? The third uncle also paged me over a trivial matter, and I was very annoyed. But my third uncle has been very close to me since I was a child, he is my elder, and I am very afraid of him, and I can't find a better way not to socialize.
"Also, you don't know, the third uncle has a heavy butt when he talks, and he sits for a long time, I really can't stand it. ”
When Yang Yilin said this, he said to Zheng Xiaowen again, he discussed the way to get out with Qin Zixi, and said: "This afternoon, the third uncle paged me again, I was in a hurry at the third uncle's house and couldn't get out, it was Zixi who paged and saved me." ”
Yang Yilin calmed himself when he said this, he hugged Zheng Xiaowen, who was expressionless, and his eyes were wet. He whispered to Zheng Xiaowen: "Xiaowen, do you know? I miss you...... When I was at the third uncle's house in the afternoon, I always missed you, and as soon as I got out of the door of the third uncle's house, I rode my bicycle to the department store, and bought you this scarf. ”
Actually, this scarf was paged by Qin Zixi, and the four of them came out of the department store together, and after he and the three people dispersed, he saw that the three people had gone far, and he went back to the department store to buy it.
Yang Yilin grabbed the scarf with both hands and said: "Xiaowen, you remember, if you surround it, you will remember that it is the golden wedding chain of the two of us, the two of us will get married on May Day next year, spend the next fifty years of marriage happily, and then live a chic life of more than 100 years old, do you remember?"
Zheng Xiaowen didn't speak, only raised his eyes to look at Yang Yilin, and nodded to Yang Yilin.
Yang Yilin said again: "Xiaowen, you wear this white scarf and your red tweed coat, it looks so good!"
When he said this, he suddenly remembered something and said, "I forgot to tell you something, a friend invited me to dinner tomorrow night, and he said that everyone will bring their girlfriends tomorrow, Xiaowen, don't let me lose face, you have to go with me." ”
Zheng Xiaowen saw that Yang Yilin was going to let her appear in public, she was in a hurry, and she didn't realize that she used it again, she didn't usually use the fast speed of speech: "Don't go, don't go, I won't go, don't come to call me, I won't go with you!"
Yang Yilin looked at Zheng Xiaowen's expression, and when he heard this again, he couldn't support it, and he tried his best to pretend to be a big husband, he couldn't pretend anymore, he hugged Zheng Xiaowen and cried. cried and said: "Xiaowen, why don't you always understand me, you don't get the marriage certificate, and you don't let the relationship between the two of us be made public, what do you want." ”
Zheng Xiaowen said lightly: "I don't want to do anything, I'm keeping my promise with my friends, won't I have everything on May Day next year!"
Yang Yilin said: "Then you say, what should you do during this time? Have you considered the consequences of not making it public? In the past two years, I have been worried all day long that others will rob you, aren't you afraid that someone will rob me? Do you really not care about me?"
When Zheng Xiaowen heard this, she didn't look anxious at all. She was not in a hurry and said lightly: "What's the use of caring? If a person doesn't want others to snatch it away, it's not easy? Firm up his own position and keep his own uniqueness, won't everything be solved? If a person sees one and loves one, he will fall over and use others to rob it?"
Yang Yilin took it and said, "Oh, I understand, you're right......"
Zheng Xiaowen didn't wait for Yang Yilin to speak, she intercepted and said: "What did I say? What do you understand? I will tell the truth now, I care about you, but I don't care about you." If you meet a good girl now, as long as you like her, I don't care about you at all, I will bless you, and besides, I will live happily myself. ”
Yang Yilin was annoyed when he heard this, and when he let go of Zheng Xiaowen's arms, he pushed Zheng Xiaowen casually, pushing Zheng Xiaowen almost untenable. He said angrily: "What you said earlier is not a good thing, what are you talking about? What did you meet a good girl? What do you like her? Who have I met? Who have I liked?"
Yang Yilin only said these few words, and his annoyance fell. He grabbed Zheng Xiaowen, patted Zheng Xiaowen's back, stroked Zheng Xiaowen's hair, and said, "Xiaowen, I'm sorry for you, my voice is too loud and scares you, but don't stab me with this kind of thing in the future, okay?"
"I'll tell you the truth, I've seen a lot of good girls, and I've received love letters, but I only have you in my heart, and I sing the song "Persuade You Not to Come Again" is a testimony. Okay, without saying these useless words, remember, tomorrow at half past six in the afternoon, you must be at home waiting for me to pick you up. ”
Zheng Xiaowen saw that Yang Yilin was crying, angry, annoyed, and apologizing, and she couldn't say anything. She nodded and didn't speak again.
At about six o'clock in the evening of the next day, Zheng Xiaowen followed Yang Yilin, and the two came to the door of the Longfeng Cinema to get off the bicycle, waiting here for the people who went to the appointment for dinner.
In less than half a minute, Yang Yilin and Zheng Xiaowen both saw a pair of men and women, the man was dark, thin and tall, about forty years old, and the woman was petite and delicate, about twenty years old. These two people stood very close to Yang Yilin and Zheng Xiaowen, because they didn't know each other, and no one greeted or spoke to anyone.
Two minutes later, four more couples came. Among them, the host is the director of the silk cotton factory. He raised his hand and pointed to a small street next to him, beckoning everyone and saying, "Go, go to that side street." ”
A group of people did not go far on this side street and entered the courtyard through the main entrance of a building. Then he went up the open staircase from another building in the courtyard against the gable of the house, and went up to the second floor.
One of the women in the group said curiously, "Oh, this second floor is a ballroom!"
The waiter greeted them and led them into a large private room. The table in the private room is already set with cutlery. In the corner of one of the rooms, there was a circle of sofas and chairs around a small round table, on which were two boxes of playing cards.
Another woman said, "Yo, after eating here, it's nice to be able to play poker and dance." ”
Director Qi beckoned, there were twelve of them, men and women next to each other, and six men, each sitting down next to the woman who came with him, and began to serve wine and food.
Director Qi began to introduce them one by one, and finally introduced Yang Yilin and Zheng Xiaowen, who had never been to the song party, nor had they seen the two of them.