Extra: I'll help you remember the past (4)
The first time I saw her lose her mind to despair, she looked like a deranged person, sitting in her position, holding a pen in her hand, trying to harm herself, and she looked very embarrassed, soaking wet, and her face was pale. I didn't know what had happened to her, but the moment she raised her hand, I quickly went over and grabbed her wrist.
When she turned her head to look at me, her eyes were unusually calm, and she looked at me like that, and a moment later, she gave me the stupid thing of dreaming.
Originally, I didn't plan to take her to Hainan, but now that she is like this, I simply took her there. But this person doesn't know what to do, and when I carried her into the elevator, she was still making trouble, like a madman. I hated to see her like this, so I scolded her fiercely, but she was also afraid of me, so she immediately closed her mouth.
Like a frightened kitten, it shrank in the corner at once, only blinked at me, and then obediently stood beside me without talking or making trouble. Actually, I really want to know what made her become like this, and she made me feel a little uncomfortable like this.
Downstairs in Zhengyuan, we met Yu Jiahe, and he didn't look particularly good, I thought that this person must have bullied her again, and I was very angry at that moment. When Yu Jiahe walked past me and walked to her, I almost swung my fist over. Fortunately, I have good self-control, and I just look from the sidelines, I think if she has a little brain, she will not follow Yu Jiahe.
I only waited for a while, and felt that they were too twisted, so I went straight over and took the people away.
She was really not normal, I threw her into the room, and she stood at the door and didn't go away, and when I went in after a while, she was still sitting on the bed in wet clothes. Then he talked to me in a messy dream, looked at her bloodless face, and finally couldn't stand it, and couldn't help but go over and pick her clothes.
When I took off the last shirt, she was still like a living dead, she didn't resist at all, her white and tender body loomed, I stopped my hand at once, and directly threatened her and brought her back to her senses.
But she was still stunned, and suddenly hugged me, and her soft body was tightly attached to my body, and my heart was slightly stagnant, and she hung on my body like that and said nonsense.
I knew that everything she did to me was just to seduce me and control me with her feelings. But luckily, she's still a little self-aware, and she knows that if she strips naked, I'll eat her too. Oh, wouldn't I have been fooled if I ate her? Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't touch her! What's more, I didn't want to at all!
When I reacted, I pushed her directly to the bed, then quickly turned around and went out, and after smoking a few cigarettes in the bathroom downstairs, I went to the kitchen to boil water.
I was stunned for a while, and I didn't notice her sudden appearance, but judging from the expression on her face, maybe her mood had changed, but her eyes were very fluttering, as if she wanted to hide something from me.
I really didn't know what was going on, I couldn't let her live, and at that time, looking at the way she was hiding in front of me, I really wanted to hug her, but I didn't, I just let her drug herself, and I just watched her from behind.
We were far away on the plane, and I sat in my seat for a while, but I couldn't help but beckon the flight attendant to come over and ask her to help me discuss with the people around her, and then changed places.
At that time, I was quite scared, afraid that she would really do something to hurt herself, if she wasn't in this world, how boring it would be, wouldn't it.
I want her to be well, to be well within my sight.
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Gu Weiwei set a trap for her, but it caught the two of us.
I think she must have been thinking about me for a long time, so after some huge blow, with a little bit of medicine on her body, she wanted to do something with me. She was attacking so hard that she pounced as soon as she entered, and I didn't expect her to do that at all.
She not only stimulated me in action, but also in words, I didn't know what happened to her at the time, it stands to reason that I rescued her from Wu Zheng's mouth, she should stay at home, but she was disheveled, and her hair was messy in front of me, so embarrassed, embarrassed.
She hung on top of me like that, kissing and biting at me. I also restrained myself, but I am also a normal man, not to mention that her temptation for me is not small...... If you endure it for too long, it is easy to lose your mind......
In the end, as she wished, I ...... After all, I still had a relationship with her. The moment she entered her body, she scolded Yu Jiahe, and immediately I felt a burst of anger in my heart, looking at the people under me, with an extremely painful look, I paused for a moment before moving again.
At that moment, my mind was clear, I knew that I was going to fall into the abyss, in fact, I should have stopped, stopped. But I couldn't stop anymore, I knew that I was angry because I was jealous of Yu Jiahe's position in her heart, and I knew that I continued to replace Yu Jiahe's position in her heart, and I wanted her to become mine...... Just like when I was a child, only I could bully her, I was the only one who could make her cry, and I was the only one who could make her laugh......
When I do it, I don't care about it, I covet the pleasure of the moment, I covet the warmth of her body, and I indulge the selfishness in my heart. But after I did it, I had a lot of troubles......
She soon fell asleep in my arms, very deep and heavy, I held her for a long time, looked at her for a long time, and then let go and got up and went to the bathroom to take a shower.
Since I returned to S City and returned to her, I knew that I couldn't be with her, and I never thought of being with her, but unfortunately there are some things that can't be controlled by brain and reason.
I understand my mother's hatred for Wang Yueling and Fang Qin, it is simply deep in the bone marrow, it is a knot that can never be untied, so she will definitely not let me be with her. Stunned Joba.
From the first time my heart raced to her, I began to control myself, but I still couldn't control it, and finally let myself go into a catastrophe......
I think since I met her at the age of 16, it was the beginning of a bad relationship between us, I remembered her for more than ten years, it turned out that I had hidden her in my heart for more than ten years, heh, it was ridiculous, it turned out that I remembered what she looked like when she was a child, heh, it was funny.
I know it, I know it, but I still have a hot brain and let myself be trapped.
I know that I love her, and it is a thing that I know I can't do.
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