Lu Manqing pressed his hand to his heart, and the soreness that came from there was more than a while, and it was full of sadness, and this was the sadness that did not belong to Lu Manqing.

"You...... Is it still there?" Lu Manqing asked with teary eyes, she couldn't control her emotions, at this moment, she felt that her whole person was surrounded by an inexplicable emotion.

Intense pain, sadness and longing, countless emotions frantically hit Lu Manqing's heart, making her tears completely uncontrollable and falling in a flutter.

"Are you sad, do you miss her?" Lu Manqing's voice was very small, but she knew that the original owner of this body should have heard it, maybe she had never left the deepest part of her soul, but she was disgusted with this world and never wanted to come out again, so she would rather give up her body.

Lu Manqing never knew what kind of despair could destroy a person's will like this, but thinking about what the original owner had suffered all the way, thinking about how the original owner was hurt by his biological mother just a few days ago, Lu Manqing felt that if his mother hurt himself like this, the pain would make her disgusted with this world.

The person who should love himself the most in the world, the warmest person, is more terrible than a poisonous snake, as long as you think about it, people can't help but hit a spirit.

Lu Manqing took two deep breaths hard, relieving the discomfort in her heart, and she continued to flip through the next photo, this photo, as soon as it was opened, Lu Manqing's pupils suddenly contracted twice.

This photo was not taken by the welfare institute, but should have appeared in the lens of an adopter, and the main picture taken is a little boy about three years old, being held in the arms of an ordinary-looking but gentle-looking woman, with the children's welfare institute behind him.

Obviously, this is a child who was adopted, and before leaving, his adoptive parents left a memorial for him, which can be regarded as a precious memory node, and just now, Lu Manqing also appeared in this shot, which was very discordantly the background picture in this scene that should have been a warm picture, but it ruined this photo.

A picture that should be full of love and warmth, but behind it is Lu Manqing, whose face is full of tears, and the most important thing is that she fell to the ground, and her hands are still trying to grasp something.

There is a sentence underneath this photo, which reads, This is the photo left by Lu Manqing on the day he was abandoned.

In an instant, Lu Manqing felt that her heart was in sharp pain again, and that feeling even made her feel that it was a little difficult to breathe, if she didn't know, it was the result of violent mood swings, and she even wanted to call an ambulance.

The impact of this picture on the original owner may have been too violent, and it took more than ten minutes for Lu Manqing to recover from that incomparably strong grief.

In the third photo, Lu Manqing seems to be a lot calmer, and she seems to have grown up a little, but she is very thin, very thin, this is a group photo, there are more than 20 children in the photo, they all look different, there are men and women, big and small, but the only thing that is the same is that they are all very thin, very thin.

The fourth photo is a solo photo, in which Lu Manqing is wearing very shabby clothes, cooking expressionlessly, and the pot is full of corn paste and all kinds of rotten vegetable leaves.

The fifth photo is a group photo of Lu Manqing, Gu Yan and Old Man Gu, but at that time, Old Man Gu was still young, and Gu Yan was still just a child.

The next few photos are also Lu Manqing's appearance in the welfare home, his smile is getting brighter and brighter, and he is gradually plump, these photos continue until Lu Manqing is about fifteen or sixteen years old.

According to the original owner's memory and diary, the original owner has been living in the welfare home until the age of sixteen, although occasionally going to the Gu family to live, but unfortunately, it is her own soul from another world, for the original owner, before she found out about this problem, she was completely unaware that she still had the experience of living with the Gu family.

And except for the original owner, no one else knows that the original owner has such a strange experience, and naturally no one knows that the original owner doesn't know about it, and no one deliberately mentions it, because for them, this is a very common thing that happens every year.

Therefore, in the memory of the original owner, she has a deep affection for the Children's Welfare Institute, and for the old dean who has passed away, it is like her relatives.

Looking through the past photos, Lu Manqing felt that she seemed to be able to understand Lu Manqing's experience and life from childhood to adulthood, an abandoned girl, what kind of sadness and pain did she go through to grow up, and she was given up by her most trusted and beloved mother, that kind of pain, Lu Manqing couldn't imagine.

After being quiet for more than ten minutes, Lu Manqing felt that his emotions had finally calmed down, and the original owner seemed to have disappeared again, no longer excited.

Closing these photos, Lu Manqing looked at the next Weibo, and what surprised her was that this Weibo was a long Weibo with a lot of content, and the first sentence pointed out the person who wrote this, whose name was Meng Hua.

This name, the original owner remembers it very deeply, because this is the same as her, the little brother who came to the Tongle Welfare Institute in the same year, three years older than Lu Manqing, because he is old, there is no one to adopt at all, and he also accepted the support of the Gu family, because of his excellent grades, he was directly admitted to a full scholarship to a foreign university when he was in college, and he is a very good person, and it is said that he should have settled abroad.

"I still remember the day when the Manchu Qing came to the welfare home, because seeing her crying so miserably, it reminded me of how sad I was on the day my parents died in a car accident, and it was also on this day that I taught the little Manchu Qing that there is an idiom in this world called grief-stricken. ”

"Later, from the mouth of the dean's grandmother, I knew that the Manchu Qing was abandoned by my mother at the door of the welfare home, I was very surprised, at that time, I couldn't understand how there could be a mother in the world who was willing to abandon her child, but this is the case. ”

"Since the Manchu Qing came to the welfare home, she had to cry secretly every day, crying when eating, crying when playing, I think, this may be a child made of water, because she always keeps crying, but I don't understand why she likes her mother, because the grandmother said that the Manchu mother was very bad to her, and the day the Manchu came, there were many, many injuries on her body. ”

"I know that the Manchu mother is different from my mother, my mother loves me so much, even if she is on the verge of death, she is willing to exchange her life for me, while the Manchu mother gives up the Manchu at will, like throwing away a bag of garbage. ”

"But what's even more terrifying is that one day when the Manchu Qing Dynasty grew up, she suddenly told me that her mother had come back and came to her, which seemed to me as a horror story when I had grown up, and sure enough, everything that followed came according to my guess. ”

"There is a kind of mother, called a vampire, who will never give up if she doesn't eat and wipe her children clean, and the Manchu mother is like this, she came back to Manchu, not because she missed her child, but she saw on the news that Manchu was adopted by the Gu family and became the child of the Gu family. ”

"I think, the nightmare of the Manchu Qing Dynasty is probably coming, but I didn't expect that this stupid girl is stupid and amazing, for this she clearly knows that it is a false and terrible maternal love, she is unwilling to use the Gu family's money to give her biological mother, so she works part-time everywhere, and all the salary she earns is taken to support this mother, but she can't get a little satisfaction from the other party, I still remember that before I studied abroad, the Manchu Qing told me that she was going to work for the Sea Emperor, because there was more money to be earned. ”

"I once asked what the Manchu dream was, and the silly girl said that she wanted to make a lot of money so that my mother could never live without me, and yes, the silly girl knew very well that only with money could she maintain her poor maternal love. ”

"Until I saw my little sister who I had been paying attention to abroad being attacked like this, I was really angry, and I really knew how vicious and terrible a person can be, and she gave birth to a child, not to love her and treat her well, but to do everything possible to exploit her, oppress her, and hurt her, what a terrible mother. ”

"What makes me even more angry is that people are so terrible, when you don't know the truth and don't know why, you can hurt a girl so hard, this is really another horror story. ”

"When Gu Yan contacted me and hoped that I could stand up and tell these stories, I was very happy, and it turned out that I could also do a little bit to help even a little bit, which made me feel very happy. ”

The latter words, almost all of them are some appeals and feelings, Lu Manqing is sad to watch, this time, the emotions of the original owner did not rise, Lu Manqing just learned about the past of the original owner from one side, because it is a complete bystander's perspective, the statement is very clear, but the emotional color is not strong, and the impact is not strong, but this is for Lu Manqing himself.

Just look at the comments below, this is too sensational for netizens, but it can't hook the original owner's heart, Lu Manqing only feels that her heart is heavy, she is a child who grew up in love, it's really hard to imagine what terrible things happened to the original owner when he was young.

It is said that a happy person is to use a happy childhood to heal life, and an unhappy person is to use a lifetime to heal the unhappiness of childhood, the original owner is such an unhappy person, and in the end, she has no strength to continue to treat herself.

For the first time, Lu Manqing's perception of Lu Meihong began to change, no longer just indifferent and indifferent, but suddenly, some hostility began to be rubbed into it......