Chapter 214: Rift
Hearing this, Sihan's eyes lit up.
"Mom, do I still have a brother? Did you give birth to Mom?"
Sihan has already gone to school, and some of the children in their class also have older siblings at home, or younger siblings, but Sihan does not.
Now that he had just heard that he had an older brother, a very excited look appeared on Sihan's little face.
Faced with Sihan's question, my heart suddenly became sour, and Lu Shaofan took away the painting book in my hand.
"Sihan, mom is tired of reading a picture book to you, dad will read it to you, okay?"
Sure enough, as soon as Lu Shaofan broke through, Sihan forgot about his health.
"Good. ”
Sihan agreed to Lu Shaofan very obediently, and then Lu Shaofan sat next to Ankang and read the picture book.
I was on the sidelines, looking at the two of them, I used to feel so happy, and now it is, but when I think of a child waiting to land Shaofan in another corner, my heart is gloomy.
Health is Lu Shaofan's responsibility, and Lu Shaofan is my husband, the father of my children, his responsibility is mine, even if I have a lot of unhappiness in my heart, I must not share this responsibility with Lu Shaofan.
However, sometimes when there is a rift in the marriage that can never be repaired, the place where a small cut has been made will gradually expand the area of the wound.
Lu Shaofan went to Los Angeles on a business trip, went for a week, I don't know how many days he spent talking about work, and a few days with Ankang, even if I had a phone call with Lu Shaofan, but Lu Shaofan may have always taken into account my emotions, not mentioning Ankang, and I also want to turn a blind eye and just pass.
But in the end, it seems that there is a magic barrier in my heart, I don't know where Lu Shaofan lived when he went to see Ankang, if he lived in their house, then didn't Qi Yuan also live with them?
When I think about my husband, who is under the same roof as other women, I feel very uncomfortable.
Later, Lu Shaofan came back, and he didn't say a word about Ankang.
He didn't mention it, and I didn't ask.
It's just that the day he agreed to go to Ankang before was empty, so I also agreed with Lu Shaofan in advance, since the sky has come down, then we will accompany Sihan to the playground to play.
Originally, I thought that this matter would pass like this, but that morning, when we were just about to go to the playground together after breakfast, Lu Shaofan received a call from Qi Yuan.
After hanging up the phone, Lu Shaofan's face instantly became serious.
"What's wrong?"
I looked at him with some concern, but saw Lu Shaofan and said, "Qi Yuan called and said that Ankang was accidentally scalded by boiling water in the morning. ”
When I heard this, my heart fluttered.
It was scalded by boiling water, and it was okay.
I didn't think about it immediately, so I looked at Lu Shaofan and said: "You hurry up and ask Damon to help you book a ticket to Los Angeles, I'll go and pack your luggage for you, how high the temperature of the boiling water is, the child's skin is delicate, I don't know what it will be burned!"
Lu Shaofan was really surprised by my reaction.
He looked at me and said, "Wei Ran, are you really willing to let me go?" But I promised you and Sihan to take Sihan to the playground. ”
Seeing Lu Shaofan say this, I looked at him and said hurriedly: "When have you been here, you still care about us going to the playground to play, the matter of health is important, the child has congenital diabetes since birth, and he does not leave the needle every day, and now he is burned again......"
In fact, I feel worried when I think about it, even if I am selfish, but in this kind of thing, I still have a clear difference.
So, Lu Shaofan was pushed away from home by me in a hurry, and when he closed the door, Sihan looked at me a little unhappily and said, "Mom, Dad is going to accompany my brother today, can't he come back to accompany me to the playground to play, right?"
Suddenly hearing Sihan say this, I took his hand and smiled: "Our family Sihan is the kindest in his heart, my brother lives far away from us, he is burned, Dad must go over to see him, today Mom accompanies Sihan to the playground, next time, Dad will definitely go with us next time, okay?"
Sihan hadn't seen Ankang before, but he seemed to like having an older brother very much, but this time he was a little unhappy.
"Oh well. ”
Sihan reluctantly agreed, but I knew he must have been disappointed today.
In the playground, I played with Sihan for a long time, but I was always absent-minded, because I always thought about the things of well-being.
After Sihan fell asleep at night, I called Lu Shaofan, and he answered quickly.
"Shaofan, how is Ankang, is the heat serious?"
Hearing me ask, Lu Shaofan smiled softly on the phone.
"Fortunately, it's just that the right leg is burned red, no blistering, it's okay to rub some scald medicine, and Ankang's child is very brave, I heard Qi Yuan say that he was scared to cry when he was hot, and he didn't cry anymore. ”
As soon as Lu Shaofan mentioned Ankanglai, his words were full of liking for him, maybe he didn't realize that when he said so many things, he didn't mention a word about Sihan, he didn't even ask me, he didn't go out with Sihan today, and Sihan was unhappy.
"It's okay to be healthy, so will you come back tomorrow?"
Hearing me ask, Lu Shaofan's tone instantly fell silent.
In fact, I already knew what he thought, so I smiled: "Ankang is burned, even if it's not a big deal, the child is not scared, if the company is not busy, you can stay there with him for a few more days, I have no opinion." ”
Hearing me say this, Lu Shaofan immediately smiled and said, "Wei Ran, you are so good!"
Yes, I'm so good, I'm generous, but what can I do? Lu Shaofan is my husband, and Ankang is his son.
Even if I feel uncomfortable, even if I feel wronged, I can't force Lu Shaofan to be an irresponsible father because I feel wronged.
"It's late, I took Sihan to play in the playground alone for a long time today, I'm tired, I'm sleeping, you go to bed early. ”
Hearing this, Lu Shaofan said softly: "Okay, good night, Ankang pulled me to ask me to read him a story, and when the story was finished for him, I also went to sleep." ”
His tone was as gentle as ever, but once such a gentle tone made me feel happy, but now it makes me feel wronged and uncomfortable.
I didn't say much, and I hung up the phone impatiently, my eyes sour.
I had a long nightmare that night, and I don't remember it when I woke up, but I knew there were tears in the corners of my eyes.