Where does the love go (17)

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; It can be said that her goal was achieved, she broke him up with his beloved, she made her enemy Situ Xiao restless day and night, anxious and annoyed, so that her enemy Li Yilin had a home and could not return, and defected with her relatives, she was a successful avenger.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; But why is her heart getting more and more painful, she will panic when she sees him anxious, she will be heartbroken when she sees his painful expression, no! she will not fall in love with him, if he does not use Li Yilin, if Li Yilin does not have extreme power, then her Gu Liang will not die, she will lie in his arms peacefully, enjoying his caress like a spring breeze.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; But, but, why? Why did he ache so much? Why, in the middle of the night when he was asleep, quietly went into his sleeping study, caressed his forehead, his lips, his broad chest, and fantasized that he would open his eyes and embrace her in his arms.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; But he slept so dead every time, except for Mengzhu who called him in his dreams, he didn't know that there was a heart around him that longed for warmth, a weak and delicate body that longed for warmth in his arms.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; During the day when he was away, she would go into the study, lie down gently on his bed, and breathe in the air of his breath, and everything in the room had an inexplicable warmth and kindness. At this time, she realized that she was so dependent on such an aura, even if it was so ethereal, but it was deeply, deeply invaded into the bone marrow.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She sat down beside him gently, her stomach visibly protruding and her movements slightly clumsy.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Slow down and be careful. Situ Xiao stood up and supported her, her whole body trembled, only at this time, she could feel his warmth, and his breath rushed to her faintly.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She gently buried her head in his chest, closed her eyes, and listened to his heartbeat, he froze for a moment, reached out and stroked her head gently.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He felt guilty about her, since she married him, although he had been living in this building, but he knew that he had never had her in his heart, no matter how gentle and beautiful she was, he used the excuse that she was pregnant with a child, hiding in the study, he was so stingy that even his chest was difficult to let her lean on.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Siying, I have to go, the current situation is very unfavorable to Yujun, you follow me... Situ Xiao stopped talking and gently pulled her thin shoulders, "I can't give you what you want." He said.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She covered his mouth, no, she didn't listen, she didn't listen because she was pregnant with his flesh and blood, he had no choice but to marry her in anger with Mengzhu, she succumbed to the concubine, originally for revenge, and now, she was for love, for this man she gradually fell in love.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; However, she pushed him into a difficult situation and drove him into the front line of artillery fire. Thinking of Gu Liang, the war made her afraid, she lost once, afraid of losing again, although she was only his nominal wife so far, but it occupied her entire body and mind.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Is there no other way, like sending a competent general?" asked Si Ying.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "No, the stability of the south determines the safety of the north, otherwise we will be in front of the enemy and unable to deal with it." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; He didn't pursue Li Yilin in time, not that he wanted him to think slowly, he was so impulsive that he wanted to immediately chase back Mengzhu and kill the hateful Le Hengqing, but he let them go, because the remaining reason told him that if he made a move, Le Linfeng would inevitably trap him in the north, and when Zhibang in the south also had a chance, he would meet the enemy left and right, although it was possible now, he could always take a breath, so his expedition was the key to the survival of Yujun again.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Mu Xuan, I really want to go with you." Siying lay on Situ Xiao's chest and hugged him tightly.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Say something stupid, in a few months, the child will be born." Situ Xiao gently helped Si Ying up and touched her tender face: "Take good care of yourself and take care of your children." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Si Ying was moved, he usually doesn't talk much, and occasionally comes back to say some caring words, but it is the first time to lie in his arms and listen to him, only to know that it is such a warm feeling to lie in his arms and listen to him say considerate words.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Mu Xuan, if you don't have children, will you also remember me?" Si Ying suddenly felt a burst of sadness, what would happen if the East Window incident happened one day?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao didn't answer, Si Ying straightened up, raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes looked at the wall, there was a pale patch, there was nothing, but in his eyes, there were many, many things that could not be explained.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Child, he and Mengzhu once had a child, the little life he had looked forward to, he seemed to be a father all the enthusiasm given to him, learning that Siying was pregnant, there was only responsibility, no joy, and even chagrin, maybe this was a child who should not come, he thought about it, and blamed himself for being an incompetent father.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; But how did he answer her? If you don't have children, you don't care, marrying her is just a responsibility? He retracted his gaze and smiled slightly: "You are my woman, how can I not care?"

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Si Ying was not satisfied, and then asked: "What about Mengzhu, Mu Xuan, are you still very concerned about her? Is it because she is your woman?"

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "Don't mention her!" Situ Xiao suddenly pushed her away, stood up awkwardly, and got up and entered the study.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Si Ying stood in place, he cared about her, even if she was gone, followed her brother to the other side of him, he still cared about her so much, she could see it.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; She sat down, she was a failure, she thought, in order to take revenge, hide her true self, do whatever it takes, and even commit herself to a concubine, the original revenge to achieve the plan, but fell in love with the enemy, only to find out that it was just digging a pit by herself and pushing others down, only to find that she had already lost her footing in the deepest depths.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Early the next morning, Situ Xiao pulled out the team and set off, in order to kill Hui Mingyuan faster, for the woman --- Li Mengzhu who made him worry about him day and night, love, hate and pain, he couldn't wait to fly to the front line immediately to stabilize the south.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Situ Xiao didn't let Si Ying go to see him off, before leaving, he gave her a hug, and walked out of the gate of the young marshal's mansion without looking back, followed by his guards, for some reason, Si Ying gave birth to a lot of desolation, as if Gu Liang went to the battlefield on the eve of it, it seems that she and Situ Xiao will also meet each other from now on.

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&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mengzhu and Le Hengqing went all the way south and got on the train, although they brought their documents, the two were still very careful, but the train stopped at a station in the middle for no reason, a group of soldiers got on the train, drove all the passengers off the train, and the carriage was suddenly panicked.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Le Hengqing and Mengzhu didn't know what was going on, they were squeezed in the crowd, Le Hengqing was afraid of being scattered by the crowd, so he grabbed Mengzhu's hand.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mengzhu was a little apprehensive in the crowd, and he also held Le Hengqing's hand, and did not forget to glance at Le Hengqing's expression in nervousness, seeing that he was extremely calm, and his heart was a little calm, and he felt that he played a vital role in his journey.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; They were driven out of the car with the flow of people, and saw a neat and orderly line of soldiers lined up below.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mengzhu's heart tightened, his hand couldn't help but hold Le Hengqing's hand tightly, and the whole person got off the closed train, immersed in the cold wind, and didn't feel that his whole body was shivering.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I don't know what happened?" Mengzhu said to Le Hengqing in a low voice.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;"Don't be afraid, the worst is to take it to Situ Xiao." Le Hengqing smiled slightly and said, "It's just to fulfill your wishes." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Mengzhu shook his head helplessly, this is Le Hengqing, the sky is falling, and there is a benefit from the fall.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I'm afraid that I won't see him and have an accident." Mengzhu looked around vigilantly: "Especially when you are here." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "I—no one has ever seen me. He thought about it in his heart, no, Situ Xiao must know him, after looking at the photo of him and Mengzhu, he was afraid that Situ Xiao would also remember his appearance if he was burned to ashes, but he was not afraid in his heart, but laughed faintly, he concluded that Situ Xiao would not be here. Looking at Mengzhu, who was a little nervous next to him, he smiled: "It's better to let them catch them, and go directly to Situ Xiao, I'm afraid it will be soon." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Mengzhu glanced at him: "It's me who sees it, you can't see it." Besides, when I went to Yunzhou, what I wanted to see was Situ Kun. ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; As he spoke, the soldier who had driven them out of the car ordered them to line up, and as the soldiers in front of them walked forward, some people in the crowd in front of them protested loudly, asking where they were going.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; "This car is requisitioned, you can't sit anymore, get out of the station, you can go wherever you like." ”

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; A soldier replied with a shiny spear in a vicious voice, and everyone was very angry, but in the face of the shiny spear, they just dared to be angry and did not dare to speak.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; There are a lot of people in the crowd, Mengzhu and Le Hengqing walk in the middle, they don't have to worry about being seen clearly, but where are they going to take them?

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; With so many soldiers, it is impossible to run, Le Hengqing looked behind him through the head, and the soldiers who lined up in a neat line began to walk towards the train in an orderly manner, and from the gap in the crowd, he could vaguely see the soldiers getting on the train one after another.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Could it be that Situ Xiao came back to transfer troops to attack the Cheng army, but he didn't chase the remnants of Li Yilin at the beginning, which shows that he didn't have any other considerations, is it because the army in the north is insufficient, he personally came back to transfer troops, this is not right, he will not make such a low-level mistake, if he wants to transfer troops to the north, he should have been transferred early, and besides, this train is going south, is it because the war situation in the south of the Yujun army is urgent, so he left Mingyuan in a hurry.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Le Hengqing had some confidence in his heart, so he walked forward unhurriedly with the noisy crowd.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; When I left the station, I was led by only two soldiers in front and two in front and behind, and the other soldiers turned back to the station, and the flow of people continued to move forward.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Suddenly I heard a woman shouting: "Catch the thief", a man ran past Mengzhu, Mengzhu was caught off guard, he was pushed with one hand, and fell to the ground.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; Le Hengqing's eyes were quick, he helped Mengzhu up, turned around suddenly, passed through the crowd, chased after the fleeing man, caught up with the man in a short time, and buckled it with his backhand, and a man and a young woman behind him also chased up, it was the woman who was robbed and screamed just now.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Le Hengqing snatched the handbag from the thief's hand and asked the woman, "Do you see if you have lost anything?"

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp; The woman opened the bag to see, there was no less, and Mr. thanked Le Hengqing again and again, at this time, a soldier in the back came to ask what was the matter, Le Hengqing handed over the thief to the soldier, and turned back to find Mengzhu.

&bp;&bp;&bp;&bp;Mengzhu walked in the crowd behind, holding his stomach with his hands, and walked slowly.