Cutting chickens is always embarrassing.

And it's the second anniversary of the book.

A man was very drunk, and the cold wind blew at the iron gate of the community for two hours.

After thinking about it, I still did a combing process.

What was the original idea for the book?

This starts with the previous book.

Starting from the previous book, we have to start with the idea of the previous book.

At that time, my last book had just been warned by the editor for crossing the line, and then I couldn't unseal a few chapters, so I sent the book directly to 404 in a fit of anger.

Then do nothing and make small talk with a few buddies.

By the way, I'll also tell you what I'm going to write next.

Then, someone (Wu Ma Xing Juju) came up with a bad idea: "Lethe, come and write entertainment!"

Me: "I don't know how to write entertainment at all, and I hate the entertainment industry, isn't it awkward for me to write it?"

A certain giant: "Write wow, write wow! Entertainment can be fine if you write it with your eyes closed! Really! You believe me! If you don't believe me, look at me!"

I believed in his wickedness.

Then the preparation began.

But I don't know anything about entertainment at all, and I am more resistant to the entertainment industry with fandom ingredients during that time.

So what to do?

I thought it would be better to pull the characters from the TV series and anime novels and movies I watched before into reality, and then the protagonist took them to make a movie.

Then I made a mistake again, I was too lazy to read the original copy, so I thought that I would make a hodgepodge of magic changes and write blindly.

But the problem arises again.

If you copy it, you can write how powerful the protagonist movie is, change it yourself, and then brag about how powerful it is, isn't this?

So I thought, let the protagonist just rush to the idea of making a bad movie.

But to be logical, Su Mulin who wanted to make a name for herself in the film circle appeared, and her father Su who found the protagonist and asked the protagonist to deliberately make bad movies.

Then my friends said to me, "What's so cool about you? Do you keep making bad movies and being scolded? Your films have to be high at the box office! You have to win awards!"

I said okay, let's do it. The protagonist wanted to make a bad movie, but the film became popular.

From the decision to write entertainment to the completion of the opening book, it took less than a day.

On June last year, I sent out the book.

Who knew that the results were not bad all the way.

Then it hit the shelves with great results.

At this time, I saw a few readers' private messages: "I'm tired of letting the protagonist deliberately fail to make bad movies, this can't work, you have to make him want to make a good film." ”

Well, I listened, I wrote, I collapsed, I was stupid.

At this time, looking back, I realized that this point written by mistake is the core attraction of my book.

But it's too late, it's useless to say anything.

I complained several times in the group, and the old man in the green shirt took it as a warning, so you can see that the negative example of his complaint in a single chapter is me.

The main reason is that I complained to them too many times, which impressed them.

Then many friends persuaded me to continue to go down the water, tens of thousands of yuan a month!

Whoever writes an explosive book will just write it down, make money, and don't be ashamed!

I said I was thin-skinned and embarrassed.

You will really regret it, they say.

I didn't regret it at the time.

I was happy to think about a new book, and then I thought of four or five ideas.

At this time, suddenly one of my friends sent me a link, saying that I was miserable.

When I saw it, it was a book reviewer who wrote an argumentative essay about me as a type.

Sent to the starting circle, headlines, public account, Du Niang Baijia number, it is said that Zhihu was also reprinted or something.

I became the opposite case.

And it's the kind that's famous.

Basically, the authors and readers I know will chat with me privately, or as soon as I bubble up in the group, they will post a link to the article to tease me.

I've forgotten myself.

It's hard to put into words what I feel in my heart.

So I thought, now that I know what the problem is, I'll write another book to make up for it.

So I started to think about it.

Hmmm, last time there were only movies, this time to develop in an all-round way.

But here comes the problem again.

Ever since a few of us started writing this anti-routine genre, especially after the books of the old man in green shirts and the books of Lao Ma became popular, there has been an endless stream of followers.

Shouldn't I follow suit?

So I rejected the initial idea, and then discussed it with them, saying that I would simply lose money as a whole heroine, and then the story of the protagonist making money.

Since the anti-routine is popular, and then there are so many people who follow the trend, then I will write an anti-routine of anti-routine, abbreviation: anti-anti-routine.

Originally, I thought that the heroine's grandfather or father had done something bad when he made money before, but now he has to let her lose the money, but he is knotted.

I even thought about the scene where she made money every time she was operated by the protagonist, and then she was scolded by her grandfather when she went back, "You are a bad granddaughter".

But this matter is still not logically self-consistent.

After all, only reality does not talk about logic, and novels still have to talk about logic.

So the old man in the green shirt suggested that I add a system.

I said I'll just use the system in your book.

He smiled and said it didn't matter. If you have a score in this book, then I will tell the public that you are my little brother.

I said, "Don't wait, now you're my half-brother." ”

Then I used his system.,I changed it again.,Make this system more pitiful than the system in his book.,I didn't think about making money at all.,The heroine can get benefits.。

At this time, they are actually not optimistic.

It's not that I'm not optimistic about this idea, but this kind of theme similar to a double protagonist is difficult to control.

I said I wanted to give it a try, so I wrote it.

Actually, the editor wasn't optimistic either, but I didn't say anything, so he said let's try it.

Then the recommendation is also very good.

But it was written and written, and it was found that the problem was very big.

In my opinion, there are actually several types of authors.

1. I like it, and I have the confidence to make results, so I wrote.

2. I don't like it, but I know how to write to get results, so I wrote it.

3. I like it, I don't know how to write to get results, and I go by feeling.

4. I know how to write to get results, but I resist in my heart, and then I like it, but I don't know if I can get results.

The first is the giants.

The second type is a mature and successful business author.

The third type is the vast number of budding and ordinary authors.

The fourth type is the person who still has the mentality of a reader, but runs to be an author.

I am the fourth.

I generally say I'm a fool.

I know how to write decently, but I don't.

I write books because I love storytelling.

I believe that 99% of authors have this idea when they first write their books.

So my ideas are wild, and occasionally I can have a flash of inspiration and come up with something good.

But this book, in fact, is not right anywhere.

The final result is that I want to set off Tang Ying, but I don't want Kong Fangtai to have no sense of existence, so I am tied up, how to write how to be awkward.

Because I don't like it myself.

To be honest, I'm a layman, and if I can do well with this kind of writing, then I'll write it head-on.

People always have to compromise with reality, so it's not bad to be a full-fledged business writer.

But I can't invest emotionally, so how can I make readers like it?

This is also evidenced by the recommendation effect after the recommendation.

In the past, no matter what the results were after they were put on the shelves, at least in the recommended scores before they were put on the shelves, I basically didn't fall out of the top three recommended by the division (usually the first or second), and I was basically able to stabilize the top five (basically the top three) in the recommendation on the homepage.

But this time, the city scored eight books, and my score was the second-to-last, which was similar to the penultimate one.

Everyone in the group discussed that my book had lost its previous spirituality, and it didn't look like I wrote it.

Yes, because I resist it from the bottom of my heart, I hate it.

Resistance to writing as numbly as completing a task, of course everyone will not like it.

My idol is a squid, and I was able to walk this path because of the squid (this has been said several times in the group, and I even sprayed it with others, because I am a real squid brainless fan).

My dream is to be able to write the stories I want to write and be interested in like the squid, big-eyed, and scumbags, and then I can support myself.

That's why I wanted to try a different genre for each book.

Every time I was going to write the same subject for the second book, I would hit the streets.

I'm distressed.

I put together the outline to see if I could get back to my feelings later.

Then I realized that my bigwig friends were right.

This book doesn't feel like me anymore.

At this point, I actually want to end it.

But I have one last glimmer of hope.

I said that I am a layman, and if I can support myself if I write like this, then I will write it.

So I asked the editor how I did with this book.

Not very ideal.

Then he comforted me and said, "If you don't find the problem, just try to keep writing".

I'm thankful to him, but I can't go on anymore.

What's the point of a book that doesn't look like it was written by me, and continues to drag it out?

How many more readers can be fooled? And then after being put on the shelves, sell more and cheat a few more subscriptions?

I'm thin-skinned and can't afford to lose that man.

It is said that books are like children, and I admit it.

But the underlying core logic of this book is wrong at the beginning, and it doesn't look like me.

Besides, I'm not so selfless.

I am a full-time author and have no other income at the moment.

I didn't have a lot of words in my last book, and I didn't have much money to write in the follow-up, so I hated and disgusted this book, and I couldn't get enough to eat by relying on it.

So after thinking about it for a day, on the second anniversary of starting to write the book, I decided to go to the West Factory and the factory flower as companions.

Not to mention, the knife is really cool.

But after making this decision, I felt a sense of relief.

So after a half-night drunken drink and a long day of cold wind, I decided to tell the truth.

It's not a miserable sale, it's just that the reality is quite cruel.

First, this book was a mistake from the beginning, and I hated it from the bottom of my heart, and I hated myself for trying to follow the trend and just mess with money.

Second, fortunately, God opened my eyes and made my idea fail.

Third, as a full-time author, this book doesn't allow me to eat every day.

I'm 27, not young, single.

If you don't make money, you can't find a partner.

So cut it.

After cutting it, I went to the editor who had just started writing the book to complain, and begged him to show me the way out.

He was very patient.

I said I'm going to sweep the charts and read all the top 100 books in daily sales.

He said don't look.

That kind of path is suitable for mature business writers, not for a wild way like me.

I asked what to do.

He said, "You just write intuitively, and you write what you think will be popular." ”

I translated it in my heart: "You just go and write works that can make you cool first, if you can't be happy yourself, how can you make readers happy? Don't think about anything else, when you first wrote a big boss and became popular, would you think about how you can write a book to get results?"

No, I just wrote those two ideas because I thought they were interesting and I would have fun writing them.

He said yes, so why are you thinking about it so much now? Yes, you're short of money, and you have to write books to eat.

But that mature business writing model is not for you, and if you deliberately do that, you will not succeed.

Don't forget the original intention, you have to always.

I feel he's right.

After all, I wrote the book because I had a lot of interesting stories in my head and wanted to share them with you.

That's all.

Life has to go on, and people have to look forward after all.

After a week, I don't know how many people will remember me.

I want to think about it, get back to my original intention, and start from the starting point.

Maybe in a few days, I'll open a new book.

Maybe Xiao Lichuan's authorial career stopped here, and I went to find a job and became a social animal from then on.

Who knows.

But I understand now that I'm going to write it down anyway.

Maybe it's still a friend of Nai Xiaochuan, or maybe it's a friend of Nai Xiaochuan, or it may disappear from now on, without even a ripple.

In short, if you still have a little hope for me as a person, and think that what I wrote before is still readable, then don't cancel the collection yet, maybe I'll come back in a few days to surprise you.

If I really want to write it, I will write it by April.

When the time comes, I will let you know, if you haven't been too disappointed in me, please wait for me, wait for me to return to the same self I used to be, and write an interesting story again.

By the way, you can also join the group, just on the profile, I often be a dragon king, and I can also go there if I denounce it.

Next, I will release the original outline of this book, just as I am the outline.

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Kong Fang opens the trumpet black own game.

Then open the second trumpet to boast about your own game and match the vest No. 1.

Then I waited for the recommendation, which was a foreshadowing set before.

That is, the protagonist actually had an account on the barrage website at the beginning, and he was still an UP master with hundreds of thousands of fans.

He makes his own videos and blows his own games.

At the same time, several trumpets were opened together in the comments below, saying that this game is rubbish, saying that the UP master is just rotten money.

Then the heat was stirred, and the game exploded.

At this time, the settlement and the company's costs were not returned, but in Tang Ying's system, it was not a loss or a profit.

However, Tang Ying saw that the game had a trend of exploding, so he paved the way for the next cycle.

She asked Kong Fang to be the boss of the project once, and she counted on Kong Fang to help her "turn a win into a loss" by relying on her own level.

Kong Fang had already prepared.

He called the vacation poplar back to the king, and directly took out all the company's money to make a movie with them.

Here's another magic movie script I made myself.

After filming for two months, he just lost all the money, and Tang Ying was overjoyed.

Then she watched the sample and said that this is complete garbage, how can it be popular.

So, the next billing cycle.

The game continued to be popular, the movie was a big hit, and Tang Ying cried and cried Kong Fang was full.

After that, it's an infinite loop of stories before big gains and small losses.

Every time he made money, in order to dispel his suspicions, Kong Fang took the initiative to make a small loss.

So every time the top ten employees are given a long vacation, or the company opens a mine, it is someone else who helps Kong Fang take the blame.

To be honest, it was quite a struggle to write this.

I wrote my last book without looking up any information at all.

This book has a lot of information.

The companies that have been losing money at home and abroad so far and have gone bankrupt, the reasons for their losses, the prospects for whether they can make money in the future, the reasons for their bankruptcies, and the methods used to fool people into cutting leeks, I have all gone to investigate.

I checked more than 40 companies alone.

There is more information than the 120,000 words in the main text.

For example, why is Jing X still losing money, but everyone is very optimistic, shared bicycles, takeaways, and Rui X coffee.

I've looked up a lot of information about this kind of company.

Then I found out that reality is indeed very magical.

Unfortunately, none of them are needed.

I should be able to write something new by April, and hopefully this time it's an interesting story.

At present, I am choosing between Xianxia, Urban, and Light Novels, and there is more than one idea (I am the king of ideas).

There is no heroine, there is a single heroine, there are many heroines who are ambiguous and tear apart Shura Field, anyway, there are all kinds of things.

But this book, I really can only say sorry.

But the only good thing is that it's only 120,000 words, and you don't have to wait until it's on the shelves to get the money and then disappoint everyone.

Finally, I would like to say:

I'm really sorry that I didn't like it, so I couldn't write something that everyone liked.

Because I didn't follow my original intention, but I resisted things that were not my original intention, this book became different, and I'm really sorry.

Because I'm 27 years old and full-time, I can't support myself with this book, so I'm really sorry to cut the book.

It's true......

I'm really sorry.