Chapter 106: Youhan doesn't want me anymore

Xu Ergou turned his head to look and found that Qin Xuemo was almost at the door.

"Big brother, you'll be able to tell you... Don't remember me. Xu Ergou said, but he was unspeakably sad in his heart.

"How could it be? Sister Youhan is complaining about you? No, she likes you so much, she shouldn't do such a thing. Qin Xuemo obviously didn't believe Xu Ergou's words and said.

"It's true, if you don't believe it, you can go in and try it. Xu Ergou said, taking the initiative to get out of the way.

"No, I'll take a look. Qin Xuemo saw that Xu Ergou didn't look like he was lying, and she suddenly couldn't make up her mind, so she walked in.

"Sister Youhan, it's great that you're awake. Qin Xuemo walked in and said happily that when she received Xu Ergou's call, she still didn't believe it, until she saw Xia Youhan wake up, she was also very happy in her heart.

"Sister Xuemo, why are you here?" Xia Youhan said very happily when she saw Qin Xuemo coming.

"You're awake, can I not come? Qin Xuemo sat down next to Xia Youhan and said with concern.

"I'm fine, it's just, I don't know why I'm here as soon as I wake up, what's wrong with me before, Sister Xuemo, can you tell me?" Xia Youhan said, a little more dazed in his words.

"Sister Youhan, you really don't remember anything from before?" Qin Xuemo said in disbelief, but Xia Youhan's expression didn't look like a lie.

"I don't remember, Sister Xuemo, what the hell is going on, how can I be here? I just heard this aunt say that I have been in a coma for a long time. Xia Youhan tried to recall, but his mind was still blank.

"Do you remember him?" Qin Xuemo didn't answer Xia Youhan's words, and pointed at Xu Ergou and said.

"I don't remember, I can't remember who he is, he was just like you just now, Sister Xuemo, who is he, I feel so strange about him. Xia Youhan shook his head and said.

"He's your boyfriend Xu Ergou, don't you really remember. Qin Xuemo gave up completely and said with a wry smile.

"My boyfriend? But I don't remember, my head hurts. Xia Youhan said, and his head began to hurt again.

"Don't think about it if you can't think of it, you just woke up, pay more attention to rest, I'll go out first." Qin Xuemo comforted, got up and came out.

"Well, big brother, you believe it now. After Qin Xuemo came out, Xu Ergou smiled bitterly.

"I think we should go to the doctor tomorrow to find out why. Qin Xuemo thought for a moment, and then said. Xu Ergou nodded and did not speak.

A day later.

"Mr. Xu, your girlfriend's medical records are out. Xia Youhan's attending doctor said.

"Doctor, what the hell is going on with my girlfriend, how can he not remember me. Xu Ergou said worriedly.

"Mr. Xu, you calm down first, you also know that the patient's cause is because he can't accept the fact that you "died" before he passed out, but it was because of that reason that the patient's amnesia was caused, you may not understand me when I say this, let me tell you in another way, because the patient can't accept the blow, so the brain chooses to shut down and close all the memories about you, which causes her to remember other people, but only you don't remember you. The doctor said.

"Why is this happening, doctor, is there any cure for this?" Xu Ergou understood the doctor's words and said worriedly.

"Diseases like your girlfriend are not uncommon in our medicine, there are many people who have selective memory closure for various reasons, but this is the patient's subconscious selective closure, at present, we do not have good medical means or drugs to help patients treat. The doctor said.

"Is there really no good way?" Xu Ergou said, but he couldn't accept this result in his heart, they had experienced many things together, but now they still had to endure the pain of not knowing each other, he couldn't do it.

"We don't have a way, but you can accompany her to the places you have been often, and maybe it will remind her of you. This is not the solution, and there are many people who use this method to help patients recall everything before. The doctor said.

"Okay, I see, thank you, doctor. After Xu Ergou finished speaking, he left directly, and when he came to the door of Xia Youhan's ward, he stopped and looked at Xia Youhan.

Xia Youhan's complexion has improved a lot, and he can eat food like steamed buns, in short, his mental state is not bad.

"Youhan, how are you feeling today? Xu Ergou hesitated again and again, but decided to come in first.

"Much better, thank you for your concern. Xia Youhan saw Xu Ergou coming, and opened his mouth to thank him.

"You're welcome, that's what I'm supposed to do. Xu Ergou said, however, Xia Youhan didn't answer, looked out the window, and the atmosphere cooled down.

"I heard Sister Xuemo say, are you my boyfriend?" After a while, Xia Youhan broke the silence and spoke.

"Yes, yes. Xu Ergou nodded and said.

"But I can't remember. Xia Youhan said that after Qin Xuemo and Xu Ergou left last night, she had been thinking about it, but she just couldn't remember that there was such a person.

"It's okay, I'll remember it later. Xu Ergou said softly.

"Okay, so can you tell us all about our past? from the time we met. Xia Youhan said.

"Okay, let's start with where we know. Xu Ergou nodded and said, and then told everything about the encounter, acquaintance, and experience of the two little by little, from the station to the annual meeting of Xingchen Literature Network, to the editor of Glorious Literature Network, and then to Xia Youhan's grandmother Liu Hana entrusted Xia Youhan to herself, weddings, moon old trees, and so on. Xu Ergou was afraid of missing every detail.

"It's like a love story in a novel, with ups and downs, but I can't remember it, thank you for taking care of me during my coma. Xia Youhan said.

"But... I'm sorry, although I don't hate you, but I really can't accept you, I don't remember anything before, and I can only understand how good you are to me. Without waiting for Xu Ergou to speak, Xia Youhan's voice sounded again, and hearing Xia Youhan's words, Xu Ergou's heart tingled. Is she going to reject herself?

"I don't know how much we loved each other in the past, but that was before, I hope that until my memory is restored, you don't appear in my life anymore, maybe you can find a better one, so be it between us. Xia Youhan said.

"Youhan, no, you can't be like this, even if you lose that part of your memory, you can't break up with me so quickly, I can't accept it, can you think about it seriously, even if you can't accept me now, let me stay by your side, okay? At least after your memory recovers, at that time you still want to propose to break up, I respect your decision, okay?" Xu Ergou's heart hurt as if he had been stabbed, but he still endured the pain and begged.

"Go away, your present here will only increase my disgust for you, and will not even arouse my pity. Xia Youhan said, but her tone was cold, as if Xu Ergou was going to be angry if she didn't leave.

"Youhan, I..."

"Don't call me Youhan, we don't know each other as well as you think, please leave. Without waiting for Xu Ergou to finish speaking, Xia Youhan interrupted Xu Ergou's words.

"Well... I'll go, you take care of yourself. Xu Ergou held back his tears and finished speaking, got up and walked out. Looking at the back of Xu Ergou leaving, Xia Youhan's heart was faintly tingling, but she was still pressed down, until the moment Xu Ergou's figure disappeared, her face was still indifferent.

In the Drifting Snow Company.

"Big brother!" Qin Xuemo was processing the documents, but Xu Ergou walked in, his eyes were red, as if he had just cried.

"Second brother, what's wrong with you, is something wrong?" Qin Xuemo looked at Xu Ergou with red eyes, hurriedly put down the documents in her hand, walked in front of Xu Ergou, and pulled Xu Ergou to sit down.

"Big brother, Youhan doesn't want me anymore, she broke up with me. Xu Ergou said with red eyes, and there were a lot of bloodshots in his eyes.

"What's going on, what's going on, tell me. Qin Xuemo said, Xia Youhan likes Xu Ergou so much, even if Xia Youhan has amnesia now, it stands to reason that he didn't break up with Xu Ergou so quickly, at least, with Xu Ergou's character, he shouldn't agree to break up.

"I don't know, when I first went to see her, she asked me to tell her about my acquaintance with her, but I don't know why, not long after I finished speaking, she said that I should not bother her in the future. Xu Ergou said.

"Don't get excited, Youhan must have been in a coma for too long and slept in a daze, I'll accompany you to her to talk to her after I get off work later, okay?" Qin Xuemo comforted.

"Okay, I'm not excited, I'll wait for you to get off work. Xu Ergou took a deep breath and said.

"Okay, you sit down for a while, I'm about to get off work, I'll accompany you in a while, be good, don't cry, your eyes are red, you're embarrassed, if you let Youhan see you like this later, you must think you're too irresponsible, so I'll cry." Qin Xuemo took out a piece of paper and wiped Xu Ergou's face, coaxing like a child.

"Okay, big brother, you get busy first, I'll go out and calm down. After Xu Ergou finished speaking, he got up and walked out again.

"Alas, it's really, a hard-working person, it's finally okay, but this happened again at this time, pitiful. After Qin Xuemo saw Xu Ergou leaving, she couldn't help but sigh.

After Xu Ergou cried like this, Qin Xuemo didn't have the heart to continue to correct the documents, and after hastily dealing with it, she took Xu Ergou straight to Yanjing People's Hospital.