Five days is a long wait.

It's just that after waiting for these five days, I realized that five days is too fast.

In the past five days, people often came to the hospital to accompany me, but Mo Yunqian was the only one, and I never saw him again.

At first, I didn't take it seriously, because I thought Mo Yunqian must be very busy, so he didn't come to see me.

But it's been five days, and I'm about to have surgery, and he hasn't shown up once, which is very abnormal.

When Lu Shaofan didn't come back before, he stayed in the hospital to take care of me, but after Lu Shaofan came back, he became very estranged from me, as if he was a stranger to me.

Several times, I wanted to ask Lu Shaofan about Mo Yunqian's news, but I couldn't ask when the words came to my lips.

"Wei Ran, are you nervous?"

The surgery was scheduled for nine a.m. today, five days later.

It's already eight o'clock.

When I heard Lu Shaofan ask me this, I subconsciously said: "Anyway, it's not the first time, don't be nervous." ”

It's just that as soon as I finished speaking, my own expression froze.

Why "again", have I had any major surgery before?

But I can't remember what I've been through.

Lu Shaofan didn't seem to hear the wrong thing in my words, he smiled: "During the operation, I can't go in to accompany you, but you must believe the doctor, after the operation, your body will be fine, and when you are all recovered, you can live an ordinary normal life as before, and you don't have to stay in the hospital all day." ”

Hearing these words, I laughed and said, "That's right, I really don't want to live in the hospital at all, although the ward is cleaned, but I always feel that there will still be a smell of potion, it doesn't smell good!"

"I really want to eat grapefruit! Shaofan, I'm about to have surgery, can you peel a grapefruit for me?"

Immediately, Lu Shaofan stretched out his finger and scratched my nose.

"I can't get used to you today, the doctor has explained, you can't eat more, and after your operation, when you want to eat, I will peel it for you!"

At the moment, I was helpless.

"Okay, then I'll wait until after the surgery!"

Although Lu Shaofan talked and laughed with me, his heart was bitter at this moment.

Because, the closer the time of the operation, the closer the time of his departure!

He wanted to stay here for a while longer, but the operation was a must, and he had to leave after all!

In the past few days, it seems that God has given him the greatest gift in his life, and he already feels very satisfied!

When it was time for surgery, I was put on a stretcher and pushed by the hospital staff to the operating room.

Actually, it was a lie for me not to be nervous, Lu Shaofan followed me all the way, and my emotions suddenly couldn't be controlled.

"Shao Fan...... Am I going to die?"

Suddenly hearing me ask, Lu Shaofan held my hand tightly and said, "No, you will definitely be fine, believe me!"

His eyes were very determined, but at this moment, deep in my heart, I suddenly desperately wanted to see someone.

I want to see Mo Yunqian.

I don't know why I met him all of a sudden, as if this time I entered the operating room, I really didn't have a chance to see him again.

But after all, before I was pushed into the operating room, I didn't see Mo Yunqian's shadow, but his appearance suddenly appeared very clearly in my mind at this moment.

At the same time, in the corner of the operating room, Mo Yunqian stood there alone, not even having the courage to show up.

Yes, when he learned that the time of the operation was today, he came, and he still couldn't restrain the deep concern in his heart.

It's just that he feels that he has become an outsider, and he still stays alone in the corner and doesn't show up.

"Why don't you say goodbye to my sister?"

Suddenly, a gentle voice sounded in my ears.

Mo Yunqian turned around and looked at Wen Ya with a lonely expression.

"There's no need for that. ”

Hearing this, his eyes were staring at Mo Yunqian tightly.

"Mo Yunqian, you've thought about it, have you decided to give up my sister like this?"

Mo Yunqian's face suddenly stiffened, and then he curled the corners of his lips self-deprecatingly.

"Actually, I always knew that all Wei Ran wanted was a happy family and a stable life!"

"I could have given her all these things, but my selfishness and stubbornness hurt her again and again. ”

"Maybe you were right before, I'm just suitable for a lifetime of loneliness, I can't bring happiness to the woman I love deeply, even if I love her, but I'm the one who hurts her the most, even if she may never forget me in the future, forget everything I've done to her, but I can't forgive myself, I can't forgive for a lifetime, and I don't deserve to forgive!"

Wen Ya really didn't expect that Mo Yunqian would say these words.

This is too different from the Mo Yunqian she knew!

She originally thought that Mo Yunqian would just be decadent for a while, after all, how could a man as good as him give up so easily?

However, this time, when she heard what Mo Yunqian said, she understood that Mo Yunqian really really gave up!

Thinking of this, Wen Ya smiled helplessly.

"I understand what you mean! Anyway, my dad has always disapproved of my sister being with you, since my sister has forgotten you, maybe she can meet a man who is good to her again in the future, and she can still get the happiness that others give her!"

Wen Ya's words, which were said calmly, deeply pierced Mo Yunqian's heart.

Even if he gave up, he would be jealous, but even if he was jealous, he could only give up.

Mo Yunqian's expression was as calm as ever, "Yes, maybe after leaving me, when I completely withdraw from her life and her memory, she will find a man who can really give her a happy family and give her a stable life." ”

But he wished in his heart that he was the man, but he couldn't go back!

Seeing that Mo Yunqian had reached such a point, Wen Ya talked heavily.

"You men are all virtuous, but it doesn't matter!"

Yes, it doesn't matter anymore, just as she originally wanted to use her ex-boyfriend to stimulate that person, but in the end, all she got was that person's disrespect and contempt.

"Mo Yunqian, you remember, since you have decided to give up, don't disturb my sister's life again, the doctor said that this operation will have serious post-traumatic sequelae, and my sister will completely forget all the people after the operation, in that way, you will really completely withdraw from her world!"