Chapter 376: Her Thoughts
I smiled bitterly and said to Lu Yuxin: "Lao Zhou persuaded me to ask Cheng Jia for Jing Yao's contact information, let me and Jing Yao explain clearly about the annual meeting, do you think Cheng Jia may give me Jing Yao's contact information?"
Lu Yuxin lowered her head, looked at the juice in front of her, and pretended to ask casually, "Do you want to contact Jing Yao and explain these things to her?"
"That's right. I said to Lu Yuxin: "I don't want to be so unclear about the black pot." ”
Lu Yuxin didn't say anything, she still stared down at the juice, holding a straw in her right hand and gently stirring the glass of watermelon juice, outside the window! After being silent with each other for a while, I realized that Lu Yuxin was a little emotionally wrong.
I leaned on the table and looked at her and asked, "What's wrong with Yuxin?"
Lu Yuxin raised her head slightly and said in a very low voice: "It's nothing, when will we go back?"
"Home?"
"Uh-huh. Lu Yuxin said to me: "Today is indeed a little tired, in addition to seeing Lu Quanming's mother, but also dealt with some problems of Dikai, Dikai now has a very poor reputation, I don't know when it will be restored to the same as before, the customers who have cooperated with us are not willing to continue to cooperate with us, and the two have been rejected, tired." ”
"Let's go. I got up and said, "Go back and take a bath and get some rest." ”
Lu Yuxin took a big sip of the juice, then put down the cup and followed me to get up and walk out, Lao Zhou saw that we were leaving, and greeted him and asked, "This is going back?" Why don't you sit for a while?"
"Next time. Lu Yuxin smiled and said to Lao Zhou: "I'm a little tired today, go back and rest." ”
"Good. Lao Zhou reminded me and said, "Silently, you drive slower, and send a message when you get home." ”
“OK。 I said to Lao Zhou, "I'll talk to you another day." ”
Leaving the bar, Lu Yuxin took my arm and walked beside me, she walked in silence with her head down, and her high heels left a "da-da" sound on the bluestone pavement, echoing in the depths of the alley. After walking a few steps, I found that Lu Yuxin today was completely different from usual, and turned to look at her and asked, "What's wrong with Yuxin?"
"Do you want to hear it?" Lu Yuxin first asked me this question, and then continued: "I said it, don't you think about it?"
"Hmm. I replied, "Tell me, I won't think much of it." ”
"Actually...... I can feel that you are still a little worried about Jing Yao in your heart, and this feeling is still very strong. ”
I hugged Lu Yuxin tightly and said to her, "Don't worry, I know what I'm doing, I also know what you're worried about, don't you have any confidence in me?"
"But......" Lu Yuxin paused and said: "Sometimes people's feelings are difficult to control, I know this very well, when you were with Jing Yao, I kept telling myself not to like you, but I didn't control it at all." And also...... You don't think about a lot of irrelevant things, and you don't bother with them. Take Jing Yao's departure as an example, if you don't think about Jing Yao in your heart, why do you bother with why she left? Why do you bother with whether she misunderstood you? You don't want Jing Yao to misunderstand you from the bottom of your heart, the reason you gave yourself is that you don't want to carry the black cauldron, but I can see it very clearly, behind your don't want to carry the black cauldron, it is you who hope that Jing Yao misunderstands you, and you don't want your image in Jing Yao's heart to be ruined. ”
After listening to what Lu Yuxin said, I was very reluctant to admit what she said, but it seemed that this was indeed a fact, if I really didn't care about Jing Yao, why should I bother with whether she was wrong to blame me? I have always wanted to explain clearly, and the most fundamental reason is not that I hope Jing Yao will not treat me as a villain? Lu Yuxin's analysis left me speechless, and there is nothing to quibble.
Lu Yuxin, who was walking beside me, hugged my arm tightly and said softly: "I'm scared silently, I'm afraid that one day I will lose you, I can understand everything you do, but I can't tolerate it, you deal with this matter as soon as possible, don't let me live like this with fear, okay?"
"Good. I hugged Lu Yuxin tightly and said, "I know what I should do." ”
Lu Yuxin did not continue to talk, but ended the conversation between us with a deep sigh, and walked to the parking lot in silence, and after getting into the car, she fell asleep in the co-pilot's seat, while I drove the car alone.
The lights of the second ring reflect this lonely night, I can't judge what kind of attachment I have for Jing Yao in my heart, it's over, it's going to end after all, we have a past, and it's destined to be a once, meet again, can I do it like water?
When he got home, Lu Yuhao was sitting on the sofa in the living room playing games on the TV, and he projected the mobile phone screen onto the TV, "Glory of Kings" was also cool enough to play this.
Lu Yuhao saw the two of us coming back, leaned back on the sofa and asked, "Have you eaten?" ”
I just remembered that I didn't ask Lu Yuxin if she had dinner, and Lu Yuxin didn't pay attention to her brother, and walked to her bedroom alone. Lu Yuhao looked at the closed bedroom door in a daze, turned his head to look at me and asked, "What's the situation?"
"Nope. I sat next to Lu Yuhao, picked up his cigarette from the coffee table, smoked one, and said to Lu Yuhao: "Your sister is not in a good mood. ”
"It's fine. Lu Yuhao comforted me and said: "Women! always have to make a little mood, when Mu Mu is unhappy, I ignore her, and after a while, she will take the initiative to come back and ask me why I ignore her? Why don't you coax her? The two of us will continue to talk again, and after a few words, maybe when that sentence says something happy, she will immediately become very happy and excited. For example, once I forgot what we had because of something, and after about half an hour, she asked me why I ignored her, and I said that I was too busy to have time, and she asked me what I was busy with. I took a picture of her and told her that I was eating roasted tofu, and she said she was hungry and wanted to eat it. I bought some roasted tofu and went to the police station to give it to her, telling her that she wouldn't eat it when she was angry, she was greedy, and then it was done. ”
I've really seen it for a long time, it turns out that two people can be so coaxed when they are angry! But Lu Yuxin is not Qin Mu, she is not as happy as Qin Mu, if she is the same as Qin Mu, maybe we will not come together.