How can love and hate be worthy of love (28)

The door of the ward was hidden, leaving a thin slit, Li Yilin turned his back to the door, held Mengzhu's hand, and hung his head down.

She blocked the bullet for him, lying quietly on the hospital bed, he sat on the edge of the bed, waited all night, caressed her pale face, attached to her ear and carefully recounted the heart, the scene was in front of him, it was he Situ Xiao who was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed in a trance, not Li Yilin, she did not block the bullet for Zheng Jiqing, but for him, Situ Xiao!

"Ji Qing, Ji Qing, don't kill Ji Qing, don't kill him, don't..." Mengzhu's lips opened slightly, and Li Yilin patted her hand gently: "Sister Meng, Sister Meng, Ji Qing is fine, he went to the UK, he is fine, Sister Meng, you wake up quickly, wake up quickly." ”

Situ Xiao only felt that a flame rushed up above his head again, Zheng Jiqing was unconscious, and he was still thinking about Zheng Jiqing? Could it be that Zheng Jiqing was more important to her than anything else? What was he? What was their child?

Situ Xiao gritted his teeth, his eyes glared at Ruan Jingyuan, who was following behind, as if he was about to erupt fire, and quickly turned to leave.

Mengzhu woke up the next day and learned that Ji Qing had left safely, so she was slightly relieved, but Yilin didn't dare to tell her about the child.

Mengzhu timidly asked Yilin: "Mu Xuan, didn't he come?"

Yilin wanted to scold Situ Xiao for being a bastard, but when he saw that Mengzhu's eyes were full of anticipation, he breathed a sigh of relief and said, "He, maybe he is still a little angry now, maybe he is still a little busy, or he will come later." ”

Mengzhu knew that Situ Xiao didn't come, she was extremely disappointed, she thought that he was really angry, otherwise, why wouldn't he come to see her, didn't he feel sorry for her? He should be angry, she secretly matched his key, hid Ji Qing, and blocked the bullet for him, but when his anger subsided, he would come, and she would also explain to him and ask for his understanding. They will still love each other as before, and he will feed her porridge as before, and coax her good-naturedly: "Eat a little, just a little, be good." ”

But two days have passed, Situ Xiao still hasn't appeared, the loss is getting worse day by day, his heart is getting tighter day by day, and he hasn't even seen Qinglian, she asked Yilin: "Brother, why don't you see Qinglian?"

Yilin replied vaguely: "She, she went back to the Young Marshal's Mansion." ”

Go back to the Young Marshal's Mansion? Qinglian is her wedding maid, she is injured, why let her go back to the Young Marshal's Mansion instead of waiting for her in the hospital? Mengzhu was suspicious, but Yilin insisted on saying this, she lay on the bed and couldn't be turbulent, she could only be anxious.

Yilin was also anxious, after the accident, he, Ji Qing and Siying sent Mengzhu to the hospital, obviously Qinglian followed, but after arriving at the hospital, she asked her to go back to the young marshal's mansion to help Mengzhu get some things, but she didn't come back. Later, I learned that Qinglian was actually imprisoned by Situ Xiao, Qinglian is a person from the Li Mansion and Mengzhu's dowryman, Situ Xiao simply doesn't take Mengzhu to heart and doesn't take him Li Yilin in his eyes.

Yilin was so angry that he went to find Situ Xiao, but was stopped by Ruan Jingyuan, saying that the young marshal didn't want to see him, if he hadn't endured it for his sister, he would have pulled out his gun and sent those guards into Situ Xiao.

Because she couldn't let her mother know, she couldn't call someone to wait from the Li Mansion, the Young Marshal's Mansion was ignored, and for a few days, Yilin and Siying were taking care of Mengzhu, on the morning of the fourth day, Siying saw that Yilin had been with her all night, and asked Yilin to go home to rest, she was with the bedside, Mengzhu struggled to sit up, Siying had to help her up, Mengzhu suddenly exclaimed and asked: "Siying, my child?

Siying was sad for a while, and helped Mengzhu and whispered: "Mengzhu, don't be sad, child, there will be more." ”

Mengzhu only felt that his eyes were black, and he fell down again, so anxious that Siying hurriedly called the doctor, and the doctor rushed to give Mengzhu an injection, reproaching Siying and saying, "You should take good care of the patient and not let her be stimulated." ”

Siying said aggrievedly: "She wants to get up by herself, the child is in her belly, can she not feel it?" Seeing Mengzhu waking up slowly, she stepped forward and called softly: "Mengzhu, don't be sad." He sighed deeply and said, "It's a pity, it's a formed boy." ”

Two lines of tears gently slipped from the corners of Mengzhu's eyes, and his warm voice remembered in his ears: "Mengzhu, do you think our children will be boys or girls? Will they look like you or like me in the future? This first child, I hope it will be a son, so that I can hand over the affairs of governing the country to him as soon as possible, and I will accompany you every day, and then, you will have many lovely daughters with me, all of whom are as beautiful as you." ”

But now, their son is gone, and he has killed him with his own hands!

Her heart is like meat on a felt board, cut by someone one by one, if she had known that it was such a pain, she would rather not wake up, maybe, then he can still have a trace of guilt, so that he will not come to see her so far, right?

The days passed, the hope in my heart was shattered day by day, my face was thin and haggard day by day, and after a few days, Mengzhu finally understood what it meant to live like a year, and what it was to look through the autumn water.

The temperature dropped suddenly, the north wind outside the window was blowing, the heating in the ward was turned on, it was still as warm as spring, and a bouquet of flowers was inserted at the head of the bed, which was even more rippling. But if your heart is cold, can you still feel warm?

Seeing his sister like this, Li Yilin couldn't bear it anymore, and broke out again, this time he wanted to question Situ Xiao face to face no matter what, and let go of a Zheng Jiqing, is it a big mistake?

"Li Dutong, young marshal, it is inconvenient for him to see you now. The guards outside stopped Li Yilin and was pushed away by Li Yilin with a palm.

"I'm a dignified commander of the army, why can't I meet the young marshal?" After saying that, he rushed inside, and the guards followed closely and stopped and shouted: "Li Dutong, you can't go in." ”

Li Yilin didn't care about so much, he rushed straight to Situ Xiao's office, and Ruan Jingyuan stopped him from inside: "Li Dutong..."

"Don't be verbose!" Li Yilin shouted, and Ruan Jingyuan stopped sideways: "Please understand Li Dutong!"

Li Yilin was about to have a seizure, when he saw the door of Situ Xiao's office pushed open, and Situ Xiao was standing in front of the door, with a haggard face, a stubble beard, and deep wrinkles on his military uniform, as if he had just fought day and night from the front line for several days without stopping.

Li Yilin knew that Situ Xiao had always been exquisite, his clothes were all flat and neat, clean and tidy, and his face was shaved clean and smooth every day, he had never seen him like this, it can be seen that he was also extremely sad in his heart, but he was afraid that he had not returned to the Young Marshal's Mansion for several days, and had been in this office for a few days, and half of his anger just now had disappeared, and he shouted: "Mu Xuan." ”

Situ Xiao turned around and went in, Ruan Jingyuan got out of the way, and Li Yilin straightened his clothes and went in to cover the door.

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