Chapter 36: Again Seen in the Light

Jiang Yumo hugged the early summer in his sleep tightly, he had just fed her antipyretics, he originally wanted to take her to the hospital, take her out to carefully check her knees, there was no sophisticated instrument, he really didn't dare to judge whether there was a bone problem in her knees, and she died in a state of confusion and refused to leave the house to go outside, her brain was not clear, but her mouth stubbornly said: "Don't, I don't want to go out, don't go out••••••" She was afraid, subconsciously she was afraid that he would also throw her outside.

Jiang Yumo looked at her and held her hand in horror, as if she was grasping the last straw, she seemed to be afraid that he would let go, but she wouldn't know, he wouldn't leave her, as long as she needed it, he thought he wouldn't be willing to let go.

Jiang Yumo's heart ached, patted her back comfortingly, he said dotingly like a young child: "Don't go, let's not go anywhere, just stay here." ”

She lay quietly on his back, the faint smell of tequila on his body made her feel comfortable, her heart finally felt safe at this moment, closed her eyes, and she slowly fell asleep, because this embrace made her feel extremely warm.

Lying on the bed with her, Jiang Yumo hugged her so gently, neither loose nor tight, his arms wrapped around her waist, listening to her breathing ringing regularly in his ears, he suddenly felt that he was very happy now, he was used to wandering days, he used to shuttle around the world every day, eating breakfast in Hanover in the morning, and playing Schumann's "Fantasia" in the Paris Opera House in the evening Maybe the next day he will walk the streets of Berlin again, and no one will know where he comes from, because even he himself doesn't know where he belongs, does he belong to China? Does he belong to the United States? Or does he belong to Italy, where his mother Jiang Rumeng married? He thinks that he doesn't belong anywhere, because he has no home, and a person who has no love and is not loved is destined to be a person without roots.

However, to his surprise, at this moment, he actually found the peace he had not seen for a long time, a feeling that seemed to go back to his childhood. The woman in his arms was so weak at the moment, but it gave him a strong sense of stability, he didn't know where this feeling came from, but this feeling attracted him extraordinarily, attracted his heart, which longed for warmth and stability, and his lips involuntarily kissed her hair gently.

But Chu Xia's arm suddenly trembled, and she cried in a begging tone for mercy: "Please, please Ou Jinyu don't drive me away••••••"

Jiang Yumo shook the woman in the nightmare, but saw that she frowned, but the tears were falling in big drops, it seemed that his shaking did not work, he sighed and hugged her tightly in his arms, he didn't know how much support he could give her, maybe she needed to wake up not this nightmare, but that realistic dream in life••••••

In early summer, when she woke up again, she saw the big green plant again, and the beautiful pipa on the Dunhuang murals, she turned over, the pain on her body seemed to remind her of last night's downfall, she didn't have time to be sad but made a "hiss" sound under a piercing pain in her knees, and then her tears rolled down her cheeks, she didn't know if it hurt more in her body at the moment, or more pain in her heart.

Jiang Yumo ran over in a hurry, he pressed her leg and said: "Don't move, just apply the medicine, it will not hurt for a while, I promise, this is the ointment used by football players to temporarily do closed treatment on the field, it is very effective." ”

Then he touched her forehead with his hand, compared it with himself, and whispered, "Well, it's not so hot, and it should be completely fine after taking the medicine a few more times." ”

Holding back her tears in early summer, she choked up and said, "Jiang Yumo, ••••• last night"

Jiang Yumo seemed to have lost his memory, he didn't answer her words at all, he turned around and continued to prepare his things, for a long time, early summer only to realize that it was a women's performance dress, champagne gold satin shone dazzlingly in the sun, she saw him skillfully use the electric iron, watched him gently arrange the beautiful lace on his clothes, and saw him twist the crooked lines on the skirt, she was stunned, forgot the tears hanging on her face, and kept staring at him until he raised his head and asked her, "Have you seen enough?"

She blushed and lowered her head, he was surprised to find that she didn't talk back today, and this small change actually made him unable to adapt to it, stunned for a moment, he said, "You get up slowly, come and try this costume." ”

Chu Xia got out of bed carefully and moved in front of him little by little, he deliberately didn't help her, it was not cruel, but he wanted her to adapt to herself, after all, she needs to be on the stage, just like the athlete he just said, even if she should play in a closed way, this is the principle, you can't mix the slightest personal feelings, maybe, Chu Xia won't understand, but this is for her good, this is the quality that you must have as a professional actor, he hopes she will understand, even if she can't understand now, he also hopes that she will understand in the future.

She stood in front of the mirror with that beautiful dress, it was a high-necked sleeveless dress with a big skirt, elegant design, simple lines, and most importantly, it could cover all traces of her body, her eyes were moist, biting her lip but she didn't know what to say, she just spoke for a long time before she shouted gratefully: "Jiang Yumo ••••••"

"Don't say more, go and try it, I'm going to be late for the rehearsal in a while. Jiang Yumo deliberately said very calmly, he couldn't see her making a fool of herself on stage, let alone looking at her pitifully at the moment, he was not a savior, he knew what he wanted.

Chu Xia squirmed and approached the bathroom, and after a while, he heard a scream inside, Jiang Yumo asked worriedly: "What's wrong?

There was a voice of early summer wanting to cry without tears inside, and that words made Jiang Yumo cry and laugh even more, she said: "Jiang Yumo, you once again played the role of a righteous gentleman, but once again you looked at me barely, and I still have to thank you." ”