Mo Yunqian is not at home, and I always feel unstable when I am alone at home.

When Sihan came back, he saw me half-lying on the sofa, the corners of my lips twitching slightly.

"When did you come back?"

This kid is back, and he doesn't know how to call Mom.

As soon as I thought that Mo Yunqian was sick abroad, and Sihan's attitude towards me was lukewarm, I suddenly felt aggrieved.

"When I came back from school, I didn't know how to call Mom...... I really gave birth to a son like you for nothing!"

Suddenly hearing me say this, Sihan's expression stiffened slightly.

He looked at me puzzled and said, "Are you not happy to play outside?"

I didn't know what to say when he asked me that.

However, remembering that I ran out to play by myself and left Sihan at home, I felt a little guilty for a while.

Immediately, my attitude towards talking to Sihan also improved.

"No, in fact, I still had a lot of fun, but when I came back, I called your Uncle Mo, he was sick abroad and couldn't come back for the time being. ”

Seeing my lost appearance, Sihan thought for a while and said, "I have a holiday tomorrow weekend, do you want me to go out with you?"

Hearing this, I glanced at Sihan in surprise.

Raising this kid so big, this may be the first time I've heard him say he wants to go out shopping with me......

I stood up with a smile and walked over to Sihan, and couldn't help but reach out and rub his little head.

"Actually, my son is still my mother's little warm man! I haven't taken you out to buy clothes for a while, tomorrow my mother will take you to buy clothes, right?"

Sihan nodded, "Okay!"

But he looked at me again and said, "Mom, can I discuss something with you?"

I looked at him with a wink and smiled, "You say." ”

Sihan said again: "I won't care about you if you rub my head at home, who made you my mother, but Mom, can you please stop touching my head when you go out shopping tomorrow?"

After listening to what Sihan said, I looked at him funny.

"You said I'm your mother, and I like to rub your head, why not?"

Sihan looked at me helplessly, this kid is ten years old unconsciously, he looks white and clean, his personality is also cool, and his grades are good, I am not boasting, this kid will definitely be a handsome guy when he grows up in the future, and I don't know how many little girls he will harm when the time comes!

Naturally, seeing that my child is good-looking, I am so happy that I can't help but rub his head and pinch his face.

"I've promised to do whatever you want at home, can you give me some face when I'm outside? I'm ten years old, I'm not a kid anymore, can you not do anything to me outside?"

Seeing him look so serious, I deliberately tilted my head and thought about it, and then said with a smile: "Okay, since my son strongly requested, then I will reluctantly agree to you!"

After saying that, I couldn't help but reach out and pinch his face, which caused Sihan's face to be full of black lines, and for maybe more than two hours after that, he avoided me and didn't talk to me.

I was in the living room, he went to the study, I squeezed a glass of juice, baked some biscuits for him to send to the study, and sat with him in the study, he did his homework, and I read.

But seeing Sihan doing his homework so seriously, I didn't have much interest in reading books, but I thought it was very interesting to see Sihan look so serious.

However, I don't know why, I looked at Sihan and suddenly felt that his face was similar to Mo Yunqian in many ways.

Sihan has been watched by me for a long time, and he couldn't bear it anymore and said: "Mom, can you go out to read, you always look at me like this, it will disturb my study!"

Yes, yes, yes, I can't disturb my son's studies.

So, I looked at Sihan again and smiled: "Mom is just thinking, is it that you have been living with your Uncle Mo for a long time, why do I think you look more and more alike, what do others call this?"

When Sihan suddenly heard me say this, his mood was obviously not very good.

"Mom, can you go out first?"

But my eyes lit up and I said, "It's father and son! This is simply the fate of you and your Uncle Mo!"

Seeing that I was still talking about this, Sihan frowned, and his mood was obviously very bad.

"Mom, if you want me to change my name to Uncle Mo's father, then I'm really sorry, I don't want to call him father, at least now, I don't feel that I should fully accept him these days!"

Actually, I really didn't mean what Sihan said, but after thinking about what I just said, it was indeed easy to attract his misunderstanding, and I was a little overwhelmed for a while.

Although Sihan is usually cold, he rarely loses his temper, at least not with me.

But today I clearly felt that he was angry, and very angry!

Thinking of this, I also apologize.

"Sihan, it was my mother's expression that made you misunderstood, I'm sorry! But my mother never thought of forcing you to change your voice to call Mo Yunqian's father, after all, although you were born to me, you are not my private property, although you are still a child, but I also hope to give you the greatest independence and freedom to decide your own position! If your mother makes you sad, I hope you can forgive your mother, your mother has never thought of doing anything that hurts you!"

After saying such a series of words, the more I said, the more I felt in my heart.

My son, I know best.

He is a child who is cold on the outside and hot on the inside, although he is still young, but he is calmer than ordinary children of the same age.

Maybe it's because he comes from a single-parent family, and in fact, I have a responsibility.

Sihan was silent for a moment, and finally sighed heavily.

"Mom, I don't want you to apologize, I just think that since you married Uncle Mo, your whole person has changed a lot! When you were at Bernier, although your personality was a little confused, you have always been an independent person, but now, I feel like you are becoming more and more dependent on Uncle Mo!"

Seeing such a situation happening, Sihan was also a little flustered.

After all, for as long as he can remember, he has experienced all kinds of hopes, but in the end, hope has brought disappointment.

He also looked forward to growing up in a complete family and having parents who loved him, but after being abandoned again and again, his heart gradually cooled, and he no longer wanted to have hope in Mo Yunqian.

I looked at Sihan in some amazement.

"Is there anything wrong with me relying on him? He's my husband now, and it's probably the most normal thing for me to rely on him, right?"

However, Sihan shrugged his shoulders helplessly and said, "Whether you believe it or not, I just think you should be a little selfish, don't always think about others, think more about yourself." ”

There are some words that Sihan doesn't know how to express them, but what he wants to see is an independent and strong mother, not a mother who relies on Mo Yunqian and is getting weaker and weaker.