Chapter 132: Is It Worth It?

"Huh?" I looked at Lu Yuxin with a confused expression and asked, "Why do you ask that?"

Lu Yuxin stomped his feet angrily, looked at me with a look of resentment and said, "You have had a girlfriend, why don't you know how to make girls happy......?" You're so stupid......" After speaking, Lu Yuxin ignored me with a little temper and walked straight to the parking lot.

I don't really remember who I coaxed, including Jing Yao. When the two of us are together, we feel that getting along is a very simple thing, going to class together, getting out of school together, having dinner together, and shopping hand in hand, there seems to be no plot or picture for me to coax her, right?

Walking out of the flower and bird market, I saw a small vendor selling hydrogen balloons, there were a lot of cartoon animal-shaped balloons floating on the tail of the motorcycle, and there was a Pikachu shape, which looked very cute, and after asking the price, I was told that it was only 5 yuan. I thought I was spending five dollars to buy a balloon to coax the child. took Pikachu's hydrogen balloon back to the car and pulled the car door, sat in the co-pilot's seat and said to Lu Yuxin: "Here you go...... Forehead...... Isn't it a little too cheap?"

Lu Yuxin took the balloon from my hand, rolled her eyes and said, "You have a little emotional intelligence, come and drive!" With that, Lu Yuxin pushed open the car door and prepared to get out of the car.

Seeing this, I had no choice but to go down!

On the way back to the bar, I was driving seriously, thinking back to the meeting with Jing Yao and Cheng Jia just now, somewhat unhappy, Cheng Jia was still showing off the one million orders in front of me, how did the one million orders come about, and Li Rui didn't tell others?

What the world needs is fairness, and what I am facing is nothing fair.

Lu Yuxin played with the balloon for a while, pushed the balloon to the back row, it was still floating on the roof of the car, Lu Yuxin turned to look at me sideways and asked, "Silent, do you have time tomorrow?"

"What's wrong?" I asked, looking ahead......, "What's the matter?" Isn't it right to ask Qin Mu out?"

"It's not. Lu Yuxin explained: "Tomorrow is the day when my uncle is discharged from the hospital, have you forgotten such an important matter?" Yuhao said that the old couple was going back to the county, and I wondered if we would send them back together after completing the discharge procedures in the morning?"

"That's fine. I said to Lu Yuxin: "If you leave in the morning, you can go to the county seat in the afternoon, no one lives at home for more than a month, it should be quite messy, the old house is easy to fall dust, and we have to clean it when we go back, and we will rush back overnight at night." ”

"Why?" Lu Yuxin protested: "We can live in the county seat, and it's not too late to come back the day after tomorrow." ”

"You haven't been there, you don't know how simple the small county is, you can't find such a good hotel like Dikai, let alone five stars, three stars can be found are good, the common standard room in the county is two beds, a big TV, the hot water in the water heater is still here and there, but the consumption is also low, seventy or eighty yuan to live down, I am worried that you can't stand such an environment." ”

"It doesn't matter. Lu Yuxin said very calmly: "I can live in any kind of environment, as long as no one scares me, I'm afraid of the dark." ”

"The whole country is electrified, so you don't have to worry about running out of electricity. ”

"Then why is there no hot water in the shower?"

"Solar! Save money. ”

Lu Yuxin was speechless, clasped her hands to her chest and looked ahead, and said: "If you don't serve customers well, how can you welcome repeat customers?" I suddenly feel that you should open a branch of Dikai in your county, it doesn't need to be too luxurious, and if you equip the infrastructure well, you can attract a lot of customers, and the rent in the county is cheap, even if the external housing price is not high, it can also make a lot of profits. Speaking of this, Lu Yuxin suddenly became very excited, turned her head and said: "Silently, let's open a hotel in your small county town and let your uncle and aunt take care of it, it's also a good thing, it's much better than your aunt going to the street to sell roasted sweet potatoes." ”

"Open a hotel?" My head shook like a rattle, and said to Lu Yuxin: "Forget it, opening a hotel investment is not a small amount, and in a small county, there are not many floating populations, although you are right, the rent is cheap, the labor is cheap, but there are no guests, you still have no business, I understand that you are a good intention, I want to make my parents' life easier, but don't invest blindly." ”

Lu Yuxin's eyes are very gentle, even if I am driving, I can feel it. Back at the intersection of Guandu Ancient Town, Lu Yuxin told me to park the car here, and she had to go back to Dikai to work, and when she left, Lu Yuxin told me that she would pick me up early tomorrow morning, and then we would go to the hospital together.

After saying goodbye to Lu Yuxin, I realized that my son was too incompetent, and I forgot all about when my father was discharged from the hospital, and I couldn't help but ask myself, what am I busy with every day? What have I done? The work is gone, the classmates are strange, and even the former first love is mixed to describe strangeness, is this what I am pursuing? Why did it become the way it is now?

Back at the bar, I sat by the window and lit a cigarette and watched out in silence. Lao Zhou walked in through the back door, sat across from me, handed me a cigarette and asked, "Something?"

I took the cigarette and lowered my head to light it, took a hard puff, and confided in Lao Zhou and said, "Li Rui blacked me out." ”

"Huh?" Lao Zhou also felt incredible, and asked, "Why did Li Rui block you?

"Chen Feng who came last night was her boyfriend, when Chen Feng appeared, I happened to vomit in the bathroom, Li Rui went in to see me, the two of us came out together, I knew that Chen Feng would misunderstand, I sent a message to Li Rui this morning, and found that I had been blocked, maybe I was misunderstood by Chen Feng again, so she was in a hurry to clear up the relationship with me. ”

After hearing this, Lao Zhou took a meaningful puff of cigarette and comforted me: "Sometimes, you can bear a lot of grievances yourself, how many grievances you can bear, how much you can achieve." ”

I have listened to Chicken Soup for the Soul a lot, and I have already developed antibodies, I continued: "I saw Cheng Jia and Jing Yao together at noon today, when Lu Yuxin and I went to buy ornamental fish and aquatic plants, Cheng Jia and I showed off, 'Jin Nian' has a contract of one million to sign today, and said that I am a disaster star, leave' Jin Nian's big list is right away, the implication is that the sooner I go, the better, I don't know if it's worth it or not, I've done enough of the life I've done now, I want to change, I don't know how to change, my life has fallen into a dead loop, I can't see the future, life is confused. Unconsciously, my vision began to blur, I looked at Lao Zhou and asked, "Lao Zhou...... Do you think what I'm doing is right or wrong? Is it worth it?"